Finally !

When I received his call early this morning at 5am. Bile tengok dia yang call saya mula-mula rasa malas nak answer. Biasa la kan bila rasa bencinta. Tp perasaan risau tu lebih daripada perasaan marah tu. Saya masih rileks wpun saya tgh marah dan stress gile. Saya kena bagi peluang dia bercakap kalau tak saya tak tahu apa sebenarnya yang berlaku.

Saya : Helloo
Kevin : Hello sayang. (Rasa happy dapat dgr suara tu macam saya menang jack pot. Dem!)
Saya : Hye. Kenapa call pagi2 ni.
Kevin : Baru balik.
Saya : Dari mana?
Kevin : Dari … (he mentioned the place name tp saya mamai cant remember)
Saya : Oh. Buat apa kt sana?
Kevin : Minta maaf ye tk sempat bgtahu. Dah rush sangat hantar daddy ke sana.
Saya : Kenapa daddy?
Kevin : Suddenly on Sunday night dia sakit. Pergi hospital pun tk tahu apa sakit then uncle suruh bawak ke sana.
Saya : Berubat kampung?
Kevin : Sort of. How are you? Kat sana tak ada line coverage. Its really pedalaman.
Saya : Okey.
Kevin : Are you mad? I understand kalau u marah. But if you don’t trust me u can ask stella. Dia ikut sama dgn kami.
Saya : Its okey. You go to sleep now. We talk later. I mengantuk.
Kevin : U marah.. I tahu. I pun tk senang duduk kt sana. Miss you and worried. Sampai2 saja terus call you ni.
Saya : Don’t worry. Asalkan u tak apa2. I risau more to missing you. Really…
Kevin : I rindu u sgt ni.
Saya : I don’t know what to say
Kevin : Okey u masih marah. We talk later okey. I love you. I’m really sorry.
Saya : Yeah me too. Bye


Why I could not control my emotion.
Well, at least saya kena lepaskan kemarahan saya then only saya akan okey.

Thank God that he is fine anyway. I even lupa nak tanya hows his daddy punya condition now. Saya kena call dia kejap lagi just for a courtesy to show that im still concern.

Saya masih sayang dia maa... =P