Monday, August 17, 2009

I'm bad ! I'm bad !

Sometimes I feel like I don’t like people who is too care..
Because im not a small child. I always complaining this.
But when people don’t care much, I also complaint. So, I am miserable. Not them.

Im back to KL coz I merajuk.
I wanted to spend the sem break with my girlfriends. My neighbour tu. Mereka sengaja ambil cuti sebab nak spend time with me ajak pergi holiday kt pulau. But when I told kevin, he didn’t agree. He said that I don’t really know them. He was so worried. I was upset. I don’t want to put him aside, and I don’t want to argue much. We did argue actually.

So, on Saturday morning I called my mum. Nekad nak balik. Mama tak marah. Dia lagi happy saya nak balik. Tapi dia cakap saya ni suka berubah fikiran. Anyway, she got me ticket petang tu jugak and I flew on Sat night back home.

Home sweet home. But a little kejam coz I only informed kevin that im going home 5 min before I checked in at the airport. Saya tahu dia macam frust dgn saya. I feel bad… until now. Hope dia masih sayang saya...

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12 speak up:

Mie said...

know very well how u feel..
hmm..
i pun tgh mrajuk jugak!! [sigh]

Ceera said...

huh

kenapa ikut cakap dia.. pergi je la pulau...

nEeYa_dEeyA said...

halo aryanna

in my opinion, betul apa yg kev ckp tu..mmg u seems to get closer with ur neighbors, but u still didnt know them well yet..bukan i ni berprasangka buruk atau apa, tp life as a stewardess xsama dgn life as other ppl..and maybe sbb tu kev xbagi u pegi..

mmg..sometimes kita xsuka bile org yg kite syg care too much bout us..but just let u know one thing..why did he care?not other than he LOVES you..same like ur parents, dear..they care for u too much just because they love u so much..

dlm idup, jgn terlalu byk berprasangka..tp jgn terlalu cepat percaya jugak..its good that u're having new friends now..but still u hv to be more care bout yourself..

just aplogise to kev..know he'll understand..sometimes, men didnt like to feel ignored..so do us, dear..so do the best for you and kev..for the sake of your love..take care always ok..

Diarihatiku1976 said...

jgnlah merajuk sayanggg... bawa-bawa mengucap ya.. ahahahkssks

Eija said...

alololo.. majuk ek.. patut aa balik kl. hehe..

Honey Bee said...

at least u inform him and he know where u are rite now...
so dont be guilty so much...
in some relationship need some space between each other...

so happy2 with ur sem break..

suezensuzanna said...

wah..bck to kl huh....

cik pida said...

majuk ea...best majuk2 ni kalau ada owg pujuk..

kalo xde, buang mase je...mkn ati ada la. sobsssss..:'(

cahayachenta said...

kalo pn kevin berkecil hati, mgkin ada relevannya... sedih per kalo aku jd dia bila org yg aku syg buat camtu...

hargai la org yg take care n sygkan kita, ye aianna...

sebabnya, bila kita kehilangan mereka, mungkin kita akan ingati balik saat2 manis bersama mereka...

bvlgarigirl @ Arianna said...

Mie **
mie, masih merajuk kah? I dah okey dahhhh...
say sorry je =)


Ceera **
yes, i should go kan ceera?


nEeYa_dEeyA **
neeya, saya tahu saya ni degil sangat. dan saya mgkn cepat sgt trust orang. i should be more careful next time.
i hope kevin tk serik nk take care saya eventhough i am very hard to pleased. saya akan cuba dgr ckp orang juga. i'll try.
for the sake of my love to him. susah nk jumpa org mcm dia tu. saya tahu...
THANKSSS NEEYA. =)


Diarihatiku1976 **
mengucap panjang lak nanti kalau tk sabar kan


Eija **
ye la majuk cam budak2 ni


Honey Bee **
thank you honey bee. im enjoying my single life sekarang. i have my space ! haha. slmt berpuasa =)


suezensuzanna **
always love KL.=)


cik pida **
opss harap masih ada yg sudi pujuk2 saya ..=)


cahayachenta **
alamak..baca komen ni buat saya rasa lagi bersalah laahhh...hope dia masih syg saya la lepas ni =(
isk...jgn la ckp pasal kehilangan ..sedih laaa

Lifesaver said...

majuk ke?

Lifesaver said...

majuk ke?

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