Saturday, August 29, 2009

Won't forget this

I remembered those times at SMKSA. I was kneeling down, pouring tears, for some reason lah.. and suddenly I realized, kenapa Allah pilih saya untuk ujian yang sebegini. And I answered myself, because Allah wants me to be stronger.

Then i started to think, maybe i should start putting ALL my trust in Him, for He WAS & always IS there. What a fool i was to think i was alone all along.. Thats why im feeling so crappy.

I have a feeling this is not only what im feeling, but its something that i should put this here, that someone who feels the way i do, may terase too ;p :) Happy Merdeka !

I just texted Kevin to say thanks for sending me and waiting for me at Masjid Negeri last night. Since I wanted to perform terawih kat sana yesterday, he volunteered to give a lift for me as he didn’t want me to drive.
How I felt when performing the prayer? Something I can’t describe in words. The feeling like please Allah blessed the man who is waiting for me in the car outside the mosque.

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8 speak up:

Mr K said...

Let him knw more about islam. he might be intereted

-eLyNhere- said...

aminnnnnnnnnnn.. =)

Lifesaver said...

dugaan Allah tu adalah cabaran :)

hadapi dgn tabah~

★mariam badidu★ said...

i just found your blog. i think kamu berdua so sweet! wishing you both much happiness :)

neesa_jun said...

salam yanna....hugs...hows life?

fathia n.a said...

u got me all teared up babe!
i seriously do hope that u guys will make it till the end!
:)

cik pida said...

so touching......

i'm speecless....:D

bvlgarigirl @ Arianna said...

Mr K **
thanks mr K. i'll try my best =)


-eLyNhere- **
tkasih elyn...miss you !


Lifesaver **
thanks kak. harap saya akan sentiasa tabah


★mariam badidu★ **
salam mariam...tkasih. doa2 semua saya amat hargai. nice to meet u here


neesa_jun **
salam neesa ..[hugs] balik. things went down this few days. but hope all will go well. and you?


fathia n.a **
fathia, sorry dear to mess up your day ...thanks for you concern. =)



cik pida **
cikpida, pls say something..jgn speechless =) ..how r you?

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