Sorry is not enough, i know

[13:10] Kevin_C: I don’t mind if your mum like him as he is a likable guy. I just felt behind. Terasing...thats the right word. He was there with you, by your side, with your mother. He bought you flower…But I had to wait in the car, until all of them gone back. Then only I can go to see you.
[13:11] Kevin_C: I’m not sure what do you feel but for me….i feel …I don’t know how to say that
[13:12] Are_ianna: You think that I feel good of all this? Im not sure whether I can bear with this or not. I m sorry but im not ready for you to meet my mum. I have to tell her first before I do something. At least dia tak akan rasa anak dia dah buat something tanpa pengetahuan dia. I haven’t told her anything about you. So I cant just introduce you like that...i mean you are someone special to me.
[13:12] Kevin_C: i tak paksa you. I am just telling the truth since you asked me.
[13:14] Kevin_C: but sometime bila i fikir balik, I tak tahu sampai bila …tapi I sedar la, I tak ada apa-apa untuk dibawa bersama I sekarang to make your parents confidence dengan i. I have no job. No money. And im not a muslim.
[13:15] Are_ianna: I never say that…
[13:18] Kevin_C: Syg, I rasa you tak rasa apa yang I rasa. But hope one day, you will know how do I feel towards you. Kalau I perlu dilahirkan semula sebagai seorang muslim I rela dan akan cari you dalam dunia ni sampai I jumpa. You are someone special to me. I wont meet the same as you. And I also don’t want to. As I already have you.
[13:20] Are_ianna: I memang sayang kan you sepenuh hati i, selagi boleh i nak cuba menjadi yang terbaik untuk you. kita dah pernah bincangkan benda ni, i x nak bincangkan lagi soal ni, i ikhlas sayangkan you tapi at the same time I perlu jaga hati my parents. I tak nafikan, hubungan kita adalah adalah satu cabaran untuk i. kita tengoklah setakat mana kemampuan kita untuk menerima satu cabaran ni, tapi ikhlas jauh dalam hati i, kasih sayang i pada you melebihi segala2nya sehingga bagi i , cabaran ni adalah satu pengorbanan kecil yang i boleh mengatasi nya kerana i tau diri i, bila i sayangkan seseorang tu, sanggup berkorban adalah jalan yang terbaik.
[13:23] Are_ianna: I rasa kita tak payah bincangkan soal ni lagi, we go with the flow okey. And im really sorry for what had happened. My mum is here, so I have to go now. We’ll talk again soon.
[13:24] Kevin_C: Yes..hopefully I can meet you before you go back for your holiday.
[13:25] Are_ianna: Of course. Love you kev.
[13:27] Kevin_C: Love you more..