Comes to the end soon

I had dinner with mama. only two of us. Papa balik lewat malam ni. Saya sampai rumah pun dah pukul 7 lebih. Terus temankan mama makan (wpun saya dah kenyang kat NZ) sebab kesian tengok mama sorang-sorang nak makan.

Suddenly we missed the 3 kids. Kalau mereka kat rumah bisingnya yang amat. Tapi bila dah tak ada, rasa sunyi sangat. Mama pun nampak sedih je. They actually are doing fine dengan maktok. kenapa mereka suka tinggal kat Kuala tu? sebab kat sana ramai kawan, sepupu sepapat, banyak aktiviti main aje pagi sampai petang dan maktok sangat manjakan mereka. We grow up in the city. tapi sangat gilakan kampung. =)

I guess mama akan pergi ambil adik2 esok. She didnt mention, tapi macam dah teruk sangat rupanya rindukan anak2 nya tu. I know my mum because sometimes bila dia call saya kat KK pun dia akan nangis juga sbb rindukan saya. =')

Petang tadi hantar kevin ke rumah Syukri kat Cheras. Pity him juga terpaksa menumpang sana sini but seems like he enjoys it. dia kata macam backpackers. Kevin said that he may need to go back soon as he is running out of cash already. i wanted to help him but he doesnt want to. Yeah we are still student but i expect my bf tu boleh melancong kt kl ni lama-lama. Dia datang sini pun dah pakai duit loan study kottt...kesian kevin. Rasa macam bersalah pula.

Mungkin esok nak pergi tengok flight tiket. So, tak dapat nk celebrate birthday sama-sama la kan kev. Tak boleh ke tunggu dear?

His birthday is on Friday the 18th.

I myself masih belum beli apa-apa untuk present dia. dah lama ni fikir masih belum dapat decide nak beli apa. its so hard to find something untuk lelaki. kalau perempuan senang juga, bagi je handbag, baju, make up, aksesori, semua nya perempuan suka.

I'll think of something special boleh bagi sebelum dia balik KK.

Rasa macam nak dia tinggal terus kat sini. tapi apakan daya. He is not 100% mine.

Oh..about my brothers punya pendapat tentang meeting my parents, kevin agreed with them. He said that its for our own sake. He cant take rejection during the first meeting too. I didnt ask when it will be, let him decide when he is ready to convert. I will never ask. it has to be... dengan keikhlasan hatinya. Insyaallah dengan izin Allah juga.

Anyway, im feeling lucky to have a such caring and romantic and full of surprises KEVIN in my life.

Hope it remains ...forever.

I still have him online now. We chatting over the same thing everyday but i never get bored.

Good night folks.