We had so much fun today

Like first time dating. Phewww...

Mungkin sebab jumpa dia di negeri lain, tempat lain, cuaca lain, suasana lain. sebelum ni jumpa jumpaan nya di sabahhhhh saja. bila di kl muka dia jadi lain. mirip mamat mamat kl pula. =D

but the kadazan's figure and eyes tatap ada bah.

Atau mungkin sebab saya sangat rindu dia.

i said "i want to take you to alllll the best places in KL and you will eat the best food today"

He said "but i come here for you"

Dia memang pandai mengambil hati saya. wpun saya tahu dia memang datang nak melancong. =)

I took him everywhere yang dia belum pernah pergi. sampai 2 kali isi minyak. jauh tak berjalan kalau macam tu. sampai dia pening. sebab 1/2 way kevin drive. saya guide saje. kadang-kadang sesat juga. and he laughed at me. KL besar bah. saya tak hafal jalan yang kadang2 kita akan cakap eh bukan ke sini dulu boleh u turn??? atau dulukan sini boleh tembus situ. atau ha? masuk highway dah ke? Ambik. Terus ke Melaka. Makan asam pedas.

sent him back to khairi's house again at 7pm after we had satay kajang. kevin cakap the best satay he ever had. thanks khairi you are so kind tumpangkan musafir mengembara itu. hihi.

im going to meet him again tomorrow. i dont want him to go back so soon. saya akan buat-buat sesat kalau dia ajak saya pergi beli tiket flight.

At least he has to be here with me on his birthdayyyyy

Fahmy temankan saya kat rumah malam ni since parents tak ada. he is playing ps tu. im thinking that i want to tell him about kevin. No one in the family knows about him. so, at least someone has to know. mungkin fahmy akan faham saya. Mungkin.

i dont know.

Tapi rasa macam berat je mulut ni. But i just want to be normal. We fight if we love.