I'm cruising....

Im awayyy from the land.

Kat tengah laut sekarang.

Its a sudden plan by papa after raya but we agreed since we are quite bored to death at home. We rushed for all the passports and documentation and yey we are on here. Just a short trip to singapore yesterday and back to KL again tomorrow.

We are cruising with this ship. Legend of The Seas. Our first trip naik kapal. so most of us are a bit excited. haha.







And i just found this port for me to surf the net, so i just drop a short entry here.



Yes !

If saya rajin online i'll post some more pics of the cruise tonight. if not till i back home la. Tata

Tokeh buat air sedang berehat

Saya lah juara buat air hari ni.
Buat air sarsi dan orange...
bersilih ganti ....bertukar tetamu...semua saya yang take care...bangga..
thanks to...

F&N !


Sekarang dah senyap sepi...sebab ramai yang tidur kepenatan. dan kekenyangan. Maktok tengah sapu minyak kat betis. lenguh-lenguh agaknya...kesian dia.
Esok harus bangun pagi dan pakai cantik-cantik dan berdandan rapi. sebab nak mengunjungi rumah saudara mara pula!

Mahu juga menjadi pertanyaan..ni anak siapa...dah besar panjang...lama tak tengok..kecik-kecik dulu bukan gelap sikit ke...errr...sekarang dah jadi anak dara dah...boleh buat menantu niii...! Haaa...

Gatal!


Hiksss...

Ramai sungguh macam ada funfair

Imagine. Just imagine.

15 dewasa, 3 separa dewasa, 4 kanak-kanak riang

Macamana nak arrange tidur malam ni. mesti bergelimpangan di sana sini dengan ubat nyamuk kat bawah kerusi. Konon orang bandar balik kampung dan takut nyamuk. Eh ! Tapi itu lah dia kemeriahan berkumpul dengan keluarga dan sanak saudara.

Yang pasti bila ramai begini, remaja tak perlu sangat ke dapur, remajalah sangat. Orang2 dewasa ( i mean tua) dah ada di dapur masak-masak semua dan tak perlukan kami menyibuk. Yang tengah terang tang tang ni (eceh) seperti saya, sepupu sebaya2 saya gadis Alisha & Mia serta jejaka Ijoy & Fahmy akan bertugas mengemas rumah dan halaman. ye puan-puan.

Tapi sekarang pun dah bau tumisan rendang ayam. Alahai. Kalau terlepas saat-saat begini saya mesti dah naik pokok untuk terjun bunuh diri makan chip sambil kunyah laju2 dan goyang2 kaki macam dalam iklan tu .

Nasib baik juga sekarang dah canggih... rumah maktok pun ada internet. so memang maktok IT friendly. Semua cakap saaaayang maktok bila on lappy masing-masing.

Selamat hari raya. Arianna memohon maaf zahir dan batin.

E-mail dari readers yang saya appreciate

Since I started blogging in Jan this year, I’ve received several emails dari mereka yang mengalami pengalaman seperti saya. Jatuh cinta dan bercinta dengan mereka yang berlainan agama. Dengan berbagai cerita dan kesudahan. Saya appreciate setiap email itu sebab mereka banyak menjadi rujukan kepada saya. Bagi nasihat dan pandangan. Saya akan jadikan iktibar mana yang patut dan jadikan sempadan mana yang tidak harus diikut.

Bukan nak kata apa, tapi macam dalam ramai-ramai tu saya hanya dengar seorang sahaja yang berjaya ke jinjang pelamin. Tapi bukan dengan restu keluarga sebelah pihak. Mereka berahsia dan masih lagi rahsia sampai sekarang. Believe it or not? Saya respect sungguh. Yang lainnya pula tidak dapat meneruskan hubungan dan terlerai di tengah jalan. Ramai. Almost 90%. Nak kata saya rasa takut? Memanglah. Saya pun naik takut. Sebab macam dah tertulis. You will not make it Arianna.

I’m not stopping anyone from writing to me with their own love story. Saya lagi welcome sesiapa yang sudi menulis kepada saya. Kalau boleh nak bukukan semua kisah cinta itu. Kerana dalam dunia ini, cinta itu salah satu dari perkara yang terindah.

Mungkin saya boleh entrykan email2 itu di sini dgn merahsiakan siapa pengirim sebenar. Hanya untuk tatapan semua, untuk mereka baca dan jika ada yang bernasib sama dengan kami, boleh jadikan panduan. Kalau saya ada masa boleh saya minta izin dgn semua pengirim itu. Tapi mesti tak ada masa nya…

Packing

Went out with Jiji & Kuyan yesterday evening. Our usual meet ups that we make it a point to have. Even after high school, when we’ve each gone our separate ways, its nice to know that some things remain unchanged. I’m happy to have friends like Jiji. I treasure every bit of this precious friendship of ours. =)

We chose Pavilion yesterday. Not Bangsar. Not Mid Valley. Our goal was Forever 21 and Cotton On! Sadly, i could not decide to buy anything as my head was still a bit blurrr..better not to purchase anything if I am on that stage. I could have gone over shopped.

There was a lots lots of things to talk about but the most interesting of course came from Kuyan who is studying in Jordan. It is awesome to hear about them yang tinggal di luar negara They could experienced different things. Kuyan bought me a necklace from Jordan and its dem cute. I should have bought something for her from KK. At least pearl or something. But it is from Malaysia also, I don’t think that it can be more valuable than the necklace she gave me. Ehmm…dah lah. kalau tak beli tu sudahlah kan??..Nak rasa bersalah pula. =D

Apart of it, we siblings all kena flu already. Hopefully everyone will not fall sick anymore as I had enough of sickness this month. Food poisoning, fever, flu and what not. I want a shining December to come.

Kevin says that he wants to spend the coming Christmas with me. Oh pity him still BERIMAGINASI seperti berada di negara barat. Im a muslim and you are a-muslim-to-be. Hahaa..just kidding kev. You need to celebrate christmas anyhow. You are still a part of your family member which I want it to be like that forever. I know how it feels as I also love my family sooo much.

Now, im jumping from a subject to another subject in my entry. Sorry as I cant think properly right now. Need to pack my bag. Then my sister’s bag, then my brother’s bag. Nanti bila sampai kampung baru sibuk nak tanya mana legging noni, mana charger Iman. Nanti semua nak salahkan bibik kakak sebab tak packingkan siap2.

Tomorrow morning we are leaving to kkangsar. Ye la..saya orang Perak. Pernah membesar kat KKangsar. Born in KL tapi masih berjiwa Perak. I love labu sayung.

A chicken soup update

Not feeling well...

Fever

Flu

Cough

Started on Sunday and Mama sent me to the clinic yesterday morning at 9am. I got tonsilitis. Went home. Cant sleep so just stayed in front of tv watched movie by movie back to back. When Strangers Called la...Pay It Forward, Red Water, semua dah pernah tengok tapi masih tengok dengan muka suspen macam tak pernah tengok. Haihh..

And I asked the kids to keep quiet haha. Mereka tak layan kakak langsung semalam dan buat hal masing-masing. Best kan dapat baby sitter macam ni.

Mama came back during lunch and cooked me chicken soup. Sedap macam biasa. Still the only food i took until now. No appetite at all. Seriously !


For your viewing pleasure... ;)


Hope i'll get better soon as we are going back to Kuala Kangsor rumah maktok to celebrate hari raya haji. Hari khamis pagi bertolak. cant wait. i miss maktok so much and saudara mara dan jiran tetangga di sana..

Sempat papa usik kami 'Jom beraya kt UK rumah Paksu!'
Dia dapat jawapan serentak dari kami semua

'NO WAY !'

Nothing can be a wayyyy better than berhari raya di kampung.

Jump Then Fall

Its Sunday morning peeps!

and I am missing him who is in the church now... [@-@]"

.......................

...but all i can think is we should be together

so dont be afraid to JUMP THEN FALL

Arianna's Cafe

Yahhh...proudly ! comel tak?

HAha..i ada mie as my waitress...sorry mie if tak bgtahu awak sebelum ni...and i have 15 tables already...i have 3 food counters which is not enough..i need more ! Waiting for next level...and 5 stoves sometimes tak berasap pun sebab tak ada masa nak masak...cant wait to upgrade my cafe more and more...ada akuarium, ada table checkers...OMG..like real

Walaupun tak sehebat cafe ct,siti and anna (top on my neighbour list) tapi tatap bangga ada cafe kecik ni.

Eh bagilah lagi ape-ape gift cafeworld ye...tak nak main game lain lagi buat masa skrg.. nk concentrate cafeworld dulu. So, gift lain2 tak payah bagi, bagi cafeworld nye gift aje ye. Kambing ke, babi ke, dari Farmville tu tak payah la kasi sbb saya tak main Farmville. Nanti membazir.

Main sambil sok sek sok sek. Rasa tak sedap badan. Sakit tekak. kepala pun berat aje....
confirm kena flu la ni esok.
=(

Spell....spell

If only i can have demonic spell !.... [@-@]"


Petang semalam lepas ambil the kids from school we all lepak2 saja sambil main PS3. Dah lama tak main Harry Porter. Tension bila dapat tahu my brother dah leading. sampai baling-baling controller kat lantai sofa. Mama tak balik lunch so kami makan sendiri saja. Ada orang tanya bosan ke kalau parents tak ada kat rumah? Bagi saya yang jarang2 balik rumah ni memang lah bosan sebab saya perlukan parents nak bercerita, bermanja… tapi kalau orang yang mmg tinggal kat rumah tu tkdelah sangat perlukan parents macam saya ni kottt…hihi

Then petang maklong call ajak we all pergi dinner rumah dia. Tunggu mama balik then we all ke sana. Sampai-sampai tengok Ijoy & Myra pun ada. Fahmy tak ada, dia pergi Hong Kong. Hah better I call him kirim something from there. Dia balik minggu depan. Maklong masakkan kami laksa Penang dan nasi tomato. Nasi tomato maklong buat since saya ada. she knows saya sangat suka nasi tomato yang dia masak. Makan dengan ayam kurma dan daging kicap berempah. 2 pinggan saya makan =P.

Lepas makan-makan duduk bercerita sampai lah pukul 10 lebih sebab tunggu papa balik. Papa a bit late. Tapi sempat makan laksa sebelum kami balik rumah. Sampai rumah ada pula Penelope kat astro. Ajak mama tengok. Layan lagi untuk yang ke berapa kali. Sambil mama served ice cream + oreo. Dah macam McD pulak. Nampaknya cuti kali ni boleh lah gain weigth, insyaallah. Haha.

Kejap lagi mama ajak pergi Damansara tengok kedai. Saya pernah cerita yang mama dgn business partner dia nak buka spa kan. mama kata Januari nanti mereka akan mula beroperasi, insyaallah. Amin amin. Semoga Allah murahkan lagi rezeki kami sekeluarga.

Sejuknya KL

KL sejuk betul ye? Sampai tidur pun tak perlu aircond. Jarang berlaku di abad ini. Hehehe.

You know what…papa missed us last night at the airport. Nak gelak pun ada, nak marah pun ada. Bukan marahkan papa, tapi marahkan kami bertiga ni. Sebab sebenarnya tiket kami hari jumaat. Tapi kami dah tukar ke semalam, hari khamis. Elok dapat tukar tapi sorang pun lupa nak inform papa. So, bila kami landed kt klia semalam kan tercari-cari papa kat arrival hall. Mama pun tak ada sms papa bila kami nak naik flight kat kk. Papa pun terkejut tapi sempat ketawakan kami. HAHA. Funny lah tu. So, kami naik ERL dan papa tunggu kt KL Sentral.

Sebelum balik rumah singgah kat Midvalley dinner kat Chilis. Papa & mama nak makan grilled salmon. I of course go for chocolate banana shake. Yummylicious. Dah lama tak minum tu. But I ate sandwich saja sebab rasa tak sedap perut. I took smoked turkey sandwich. Adik2 semua makan chicken crispers. Lepas dinner balik rumah dan terus tidur. Kepenatan.

sebelum tu tak lupa ambil cincin saya yang tertinggal hari tu dgn mama. Terus pakai supaya tak hilang lagi.

Pagi tadi semua request kakak hantarkan ke sekolah. Since hari ni last day of school kan, kakak hantar sajalah. Fuhh..nasib baik dah nak cuti sekolah . kalau tidak harus menjadi mak supir lagi. Kalau tak mak supir, jadik lah mak lampir.

Mama bz dengan business dia dan papa dengan kerja dia. Sometimes rasa sunyi juga balik rumah. Tinggal dengan kak Hera saja sambil layan-layan dia cerita pasal anak dia kat Indon. Dia ada anak kecil kat sana. Kesian kan. Kena datang kerja jauh-jauh sini mencari rezeki. Sometimes I have to realize besides something bad happened to me which I always mengeluh dan mengeluh, ada juga nasib saya yang baik dalam dunia ini. Jadi bersyukurlah selalu. Tak semuanya menyedihkan.

Got to turun cari breakfast now. Feel hungry already. Tata.

Bye bye KK and kevin

Just got back. Sent the car to Tuaran and kevin picked me up from there. We went for lunch and tapau lunch for mama & Noni at home.
Kevin hantarkan saya farr...farrr away from my house. I requested.

Glad mama dah tolong saya kemaskan beg malam tadi. Kalau tidak mesti saya kelam kabut macam biasa bila nak balik bercuti. Tertinggal itu dan ini. Ni cuti 2 bulan kalau tertinggal something tak ke naya. Yaya dah bertolak petang semalam. So tinggal kakmin sorang semula lah kt rumah ni. dia kata boring sangat bila kami tak ada. hey, kami ni pencetus havoc okey. Kalau kakmin ada problem pun kami selalu buat dia happy. =)

Kevin is fine. Saya nampak dia okey. Senyum dan ketawa macam biasa. so, I believe dia tak apa-apa lah. we say goodbye to each other. Dia akan habiskan cuti di kk saja sebab dia nak siapkan thesis dan projek2 dia semua. Dia akan stay dengan stella. Ya Tuhannn…saya pasti akan rindukan dia sangat-sangat.

Oh, he bought me a bangle. Dia suruh pakai kalau saya rindukan dia. Of course I’ll always wear that.
Saya sebenarnya pun belum belikan dia apa-apa untuk birthday dia nanti. I cant think of one now. Bila sampai kl saya akan fikirkan lah.

Malam ni sidd akan tolong hantarkan ke airport. Dia dah offer mama dari hari tu lagi. so tak baik turn down niat baik orang. Lagipun saya dah tak ada transport lagi nak ke airport. Thanks sidd sbb susah2 saja tolong. Saya ada dengar2 sidd dah nak transfer kerja kt kl. Lupa pula nak tanya dia bila.

Papa akan tunggu kt KLIA. Tak sabar nak peluk papa. I miss the old man too..=)

So, tomorrow, I’ll wake up in Kuala Lumpur.

Tell me...

Two people can go to the same prison.

Same food.

Same clothes.

Same walls, that surround and echo their same old swearings.

But what makes them different?

Tell me...

Pastries and me

Just stepped out of the exam hall for my final paper. Im as happy as a bird today!

Lots of things happened this time around but i managed to went through until the last paper. Alhamdulillah. Saya masih ada orang-orang tersayang di samping bila dalam kesusahan begitu.

Okey...

My coursemates celebrate our victory today by eating lots lots of pastries... i grabbed 2 pieces, salam-salam semua and headed to the library. Nak pulangkan semua buku-buku yang saya pinjam.

Mama is waiting at home, kami nak pusing-pusing KK lagi. Sebelum saya hantar kereta comel ni esok. Saya cuti 2 bulan jadi hantar balik dulu kereta ni.

Janji dengan kevin nak jumpa esok, tapi kena cari masa sesuai dulu sebab esok dia masih ada paper. walaupun jumpa 5 minit, saya masih nak jumpa sebab nak salam dia dan minta maaf. saya akan terkilan kalau tak dapat jumpa dia kali terakhir.

Ohh..we actually planned to watch Twilight together...tapi tak dapat lah nampaknya. Tak sempat. Im sure i'll miss him besides me kalau saya dapat menonton masa di KL nanti. sbb cerita tu romantik ;)

I'm happy to go home. but at the same time, don't want to leave him behind. Normal feelings. HURTS.

But he will always be in my heart.

Di sini !

(sambil tunjuk kat jantung saya =))

thanks to Mr K for your comment entry in your blog http://theotherkhairul.blogspot.com/, i read your blog too and wish you, all the best in your girlhunt (should i call that?..haha). Take care.

The story behind...

Hey..miss me? =P

I was sick. On Friday night dah tak boleh tahan lagi. I vomitted several times sampai badan pun dah naik lembik. Nak bercakap pun dah tak boleh. Dragged myself to toilet sampai merangkak dari katil ke toilet. Rasa sakit perut sangat dan macam nak pitam dah. Yaya terkejut tengok sampai dia pun panik. Terus dia call kevin dan bawak saya ke hospital. I did not know mcmana mereka bawa saya masuk kereta, I was totally fainted. Mungkin saya kena angkat dgn kevin kottt…haha.

Bila dah kena drip 2 botol barulah saya boleh buka mata. Doktor cakap kalau tunggu lama sikit je saya akan kejang. Sebab dah kurang air dan kurang gula langsung dalam darah. So stupid I was. Sebab malas nk pergi klinik, harus separuh mati dah jadinya. Then kevin dgn yaya lah yang datang melawat saya hari sabtu tu. Yaya dtg bawakan saya buku2 dan nota utk exam semalam. Kevin dtg bawak the herba. Katanya stella yang buatkan. Bawa bubur yg stella masak sebab saya tak selera nak makan makanan hospital. Mengada kan. Kevin temankan saya the whole day sampai malam. Yaya kena balik study, kevin study sebelah saya je. Duduk kt tepi katil. Kesian dia… im glad that I have him by my side bila saya sakit.

At the same time, saya bgtahu mama & papa…of course la kena bgtahu. Takkan nak rahsiakan saja. Mama started to worry. Calling me every hour. Siap nangis2. Tried to calm her down. Bgtahu saya dah okey. Saya pula suruh papa tenangkan mama, yakinkan saya dah tak apa-apa.

And on Sunday, at about 10 am. …here she comes ! …..Mama. Together with Noni. Surprise !!!. Dia tak bgtahu pun nak datang sini. I was sooo happy. Happy sampai tak ingat saya dalam wad. Terus lari gi peluk2 mama, cium2 pipi mama. Baru saya tahu sebenarnya saya mmg perlukan mama by my side too….

And to my surprise, she came with Sidd. Saya tak ada bgtahu pun sidd saya sakit. Tapi mama sebab nk surprisekan saya datang sendiri, dah tak ada siapa2 lagi dia kenal kt kk ni, dia call sidd minta tolong jemput dia kt airport dan bawa ke hospital. Sidd bawak bunga dan coklat pula macam lah saya ni sakit teruk. Haha funny. Padahal hari tu juga saya dah boleh discharged. but thanks to sidd sebab tolong mama.

But then, I have to tell kevin that they all ada kat hospital dengan saya. Masa tu kevin dah sampai pun kt car park hospital. Saya serba salah. Saya betul2 tak nak kevin datang dan saya kenalkan kevin sebagai hanya sebagai kawan saya, sebab nanti kevin kecil hati. Dan saya juga tak nak kenalkan kevin sebagai bf saya pada mama sebab nanti mama pula kecil hati. Nanti mama ingat selama ni saya rahsiakan perkara penting drp pengetahuan dia. Sebab at least saya kena bgtahu mama yang saya dah jatuh cinta dgn a non muslim guy.

Betul, macam ditelan mati emak, diluah mati bapa. So saya letak dalam mulut saja.

Lunch time, sidd bawa mama dan noni pergi lunch. Dan masa tu barulah kevin masuk jumpa saya. Kevin tolong saya kemas barang dan sign borang keluar. Itupun saya asyik pandang2 ke pintu saja takut mama balik. Kevin pun perasan. Saya pegang tangan kevin and looked at him. meminta satu pengertian dari kevin. Supaya dia faham situasi saya. Bukan saya nak ketepikan dia. But I know how did he feel. Menitis juga air mata saya masa kevin tinggalkan saya lepas tu. Rasa nak lari peluk dia dan cakap saya tak boleh hidup tanpa dia, jadi jangan sesekali give up dengan saya...

Sidd hantar kami balik ke rumah saya. Sekarang mama dan noni ada kat rumah ni. Tunggu saya habis satu paper lagi esok pagi. Dan kami akan balik ke KL sama-sama hari jumaat.

Saya hanya nak cari masa je jumpa kevin sebelum saya balik nanti. Saya nak minta maaf dengan dia. Besar betul rasanya kekesalan saya atas apa yang berlaku. Saya tak nak dia kecil hati. Pada masa sama, saya akan cari jalan dan kekuatan. Doa pada Allah semoga dipermudahkan jalan yang seterusnya…

Thanks for all your wishes and pray. Saya dah sihat. Dan sayang anda semua.

Sorry is not enough, i know

[13:10] Kevin_C: I don’t mind if your mum like him as he is a likable guy. I just felt behind. Terasing...thats the right word. He was there with you, by your side, with your mother. He bought you flower…But I had to wait in the car, until all of them gone back. Then only I can go to see you.
[13:11] Kevin_C: I’m not sure what do you feel but for me….i feel …I don’t know how to say that
[13:12] Are_ianna: You think that I feel good of all this? Im not sure whether I can bear with this or not. I m sorry but im not ready for you to meet my mum. I have to tell her first before I do something. At least dia tak akan rasa anak dia dah buat something tanpa pengetahuan dia. I haven’t told her anything about you. So I cant just introduce you like that...i mean you are someone special to me.
[13:12] Kevin_C: i tak paksa you. I am just telling the truth since you asked me.
[13:14] Kevin_C: but sometime bila i fikir balik, I tak tahu sampai bila …tapi I sedar la, I tak ada apa-apa untuk dibawa bersama I sekarang to make your parents confidence dengan i. I have no job. No money. And im not a muslim.
[13:15] Are_ianna: I never say that…
[13:18] Kevin_C: Syg, I rasa you tak rasa apa yang I rasa. But hope one day, you will know how do I feel towards you. Kalau I perlu dilahirkan semula sebagai seorang muslim I rela dan akan cari you dalam dunia ni sampai I jumpa. You are someone special to me. I wont meet the same as you. And I also don’t want to. As I already have you.
[13:20] Are_ianna: I memang sayang kan you sepenuh hati i, selagi boleh i nak cuba menjadi yang terbaik untuk you. kita dah pernah bincangkan benda ni, i x nak bincangkan lagi soal ni, i ikhlas sayangkan you tapi at the same time I perlu jaga hati my parents. I tak nafikan, hubungan kita adalah adalah satu cabaran untuk i. kita tengoklah setakat mana kemampuan kita untuk menerima satu cabaran ni, tapi ikhlas jauh dalam hati i, kasih sayang i pada you melebihi segala2nya sehingga bagi i , cabaran ni adalah satu pengorbanan kecil yang i boleh mengatasi nya kerana i tau diri i, bila i sayangkan seseorang tu, sanggup berkorban adalah jalan yang terbaik.
[13:23] Are_ianna: I rasa kita tak payah bincangkan soal ni lagi, we go with the flow okey. And im really sorry for what had happened. My mum is here, so I have to go now. We’ll talk again soon.
[13:24] Kevin_C: Yes..hopefully I can meet you before you go back for your holiday.
[13:25] Are_ianna: Of course. Love you kev.
[13:27] Kevin_C: Love you more..

Tak sihat...

Not feeling well.
Had food poisoning last night.
Must be from the expired chili sauce I took.
KFC punya yang dalam paket2 tu. From last year punya…
Makan sosej cicah sos tu.
So, lepas 1 jam je terus muntah.
Dan perut rasa sakit sangat. Sakit sampai rasa macam orang pulas-pulas tali perut.
Yaya ajak pergi klinik.
Saya tak nak.
Jadi dia bagi panadol. Dan buatkan roti bakar hangus utk saya. Cicah air teh O pekat. Dia kata petua mak dia.
Lepas tu feel better. Tapi tak boleh study. Terus tidur sampai pagi.
So, hari ni saya gamble ke dewan.
Jawab mana yang dapat sajalah.
Sedih.

Lepas exam tunggu kevin 1 jam.
Tunggu dia habis exam sebab dia nak jumpa.
Saya tidur je dalam kereta sambil menunggu.
Pasang aircond dan mimpi seround.
Terjaga sebab kevin dah ketuk tingkap.
Masa tu juga dia kata kenapa muka pucat.
Baru saya bgtahu saya tak sihat.

Dia bawa pergi lunch. Tapi saya tak selera langsung.
Masuk bakery.
Makan banana pie. Pun tak habis....




Lepas tu terus balik.
Saya masih tak bermaya.
Esok ada lagi paper.
Tapi sungguh letih.
Saya nak tidur.
Tidur.

Cari penyakit

One thing I’ll be busy with is to train a group of schoolchildren, cheerleading ! Hah. Something that I’ve left few years back. I would not know whether I can be as elastic as before. Now I’m 22 ok. Im not 15 anymore!

I did it when I was in high school. Ahh now I miss my cheer time pulak..

Actually the girls tu dari seklah kakak angkat saya, Kak sidah (kakak kak mai). Kakak angkat saya tu cikgu sekolah. Dan mereka ada satu acara sukan akhir tahun dan nak cuba cheerleader pula.

It’s a last minute decision. So they need to practise intensively for they only have about less or more 1 week with me because I’ll be leaving to kl next Friday already..

I’m thinking to refuse to help. But kak sidah’s family, especially kak mai banyak berbudi kepada saya. So I have no guts to say no. walaupun ketat je rasa dalam tekak sebab memikirkan saya tgh struggle for exam juga. I have 3 more papers to go. [@-@]”

So, now petang-petang saya kena ikut kak sidah ke sekolah for 2 hours a day. Kalau tak petang, malam pun mereka sanggup. So, I just give them a simple routine sajalah. Im thinking about funky dance and motion. Tak ada la nak lompat2 melayang semua tu. I don’t want them to get hurt sebab kurang latihan dan pengalaman.

Tadi dah ajak Yaya shout the chant that I’ve created for them. bukan ajak tapi PAKSA Yaya berlatih dgn saya.

Who's gonna stomp in today? Hey (your name)!" (clap 2x)
(Cheerleader) "What?" (clap 2x)
"Whatcha gotta say? (stomp) "Whatcha gotta say?" (stomp)
"We are…" (the school name).

Guess that’s cute. I want them to have a simple cheer and easy to remember.

Alahaiii…pening-pening. betul-betul la cari penyakit
Chapter banyak lagi nak baca.

Note : Sorry that Bvlgari Box of Fame dah penuh 30. saya pun tak tahu utk 30 entry saja. sorryyy

Not HALAL

These are the highlights of next week! When i fly back on 20th :

Loads of catching up with friends! I miss my girlfriends lah! Shaza! Abby! Nuds! Jiji! And the long lost Kuyan who sms-ed Shaza (far away in Jordan land) to ask if i’m already back home. She must have missed me so much.

These people are amongst the most important people in my life. They play a vital role. They’ve somewhat, in their own special way, shaped me to who I am today. The bonds you see forming in test tubes are nothing compared to the bonds we’ve formed over the years! Deep down inside, you’ll know that these people will stick with you, through thick and thin. I don’t know what I’ll do without them! Thanks for stepping into my life.

I’ll meet them before i’ll be buzy with my L.I

Im happy with my paper this morning. Although i had to seat beside Joanne who kept sneezing all the time. She’s having cold. Pity her. And i saw kevin passed by the exam hall dan macam dia mencari seseorang. I guessed he was looking for me. When he saw where i was sitting, he smiled and waived at me and I can read his lips saying good luck. Emm thats what i REALLY NEED before my exam. I called it INSPIRATIONS ! =P
Last night i went to buy my necessity. I am a cheese fanatic. Sometimes i just cant live without cheese. Try me.


I bought cheese stick



Then i walked to the pasta section because i remember a reader asking about PREGO product whether it is HALAL or not.
I found that there is no HALAL label on it.

NO halal

Leggo's as well. There's no HALAL label.

SO, you do not buy PREGO and LEGGO'S okey.

Buy some other brands.

Rambut wangi macam bunga ros kembang pfttt..

I went to campus this morning to collect the offer letter for my Industrial Training. Its somewhere in Bangsar. Pfttt…cari tempat praktikal pun dekat kawasan bandar. Mula-mula berangan nak pergi ke negeri lain. Finally kat situ je. Its not too far from my house so I’ll be staying with PAMA la. Thank God. Tak perlu menyewa atau menumpang rumah sesiapa. Lagipun saya dah diremind banyak kali supaya stay near house oleh Mama. I don’t know what is their plan. Mungkin mereka nak saya merasa duduk kat rumah puas2 maka lepas saya kerja mereka nak saya keluar rumah dan berdikari. NO NO saya anak kesayangan [@-@]”

Bangsar is about 30 min from my house but in the morning you tau la. Maybe 1 hour drive in the traffic. Haihhh…got to wake up early everydayyy !!! Huhuuu. And I hope that the office and staffs can accept me. Im pretty excited yet nervous. Nervous sehh…kalau-kalau tak dapat sesuaikan diri macamana? I’ll be there for almost 2 months juga.
Then im thinking about baju kerja. Apa saya nak pakai? Got to find my mum as the consultant. She is more to this style and what not.
Senang saja, kalau tak ada yang sesuai, mama belikan lah. You know that your daughter closet is full of jeans and tshirts only…

We had no water for a day yesterday but i was still determined to cook. I cooked bawal steam fish for dinner. But forgot to snap some pic. Anyway, it gone in less than 15 minutes by the 3 of us in the house. Yummylicious. So, we didn’t have enough water to bath today. Hehe. I went to mandi at Liza’s room at the hostel and tried her Clairol Rose Herbal Shampoo and I keep smelling my hair from then. Wangiii…Nak bau?

I don’t have paper today. So I’ll have more time to study for tomorrow’s paper. Emm..what else? Sometimes im lazy to blog. Sometimes im over excited to write about something. You know meee…me not mee! But I know people keep coming in here to see whether im still alive. Thanks anyway! T-A-T-A

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Shen shan qing, jian shui lan,
Shen shan de guniang, mei ru shui ya
Shen shan de shaonian zhuang ru shan

Gao shan chan qing, jian shui chan lan
Guniang he na shaonian yong bu fen ya
Bi shui chang weizhe qing shan zhuan

(siapa boleh bagi meaning in Malay/ English? Saya akan buat review blog dia kat sini. Sapa nak, sila submit segera. You dont have chinese friend mehh...? )

Clap clap

This is a song I had to recite for my exam today. And this came out in today’s paper.
Yeahh…
Its not easy to learn Mandarin. Kalau letak mamat dari Beijing depan saya tanya jalan. Confirm lah…. confirm sesat.
But its fun. Kalau ada peluang belajar bahasa asing, belajar okey.

My next paper today at 2pm.
Saya dah tak nak study lagi. dah jem malam tadi. Hopefully apa dibaca keluar lah nanti.
Sekarang kt library, baca magazine. Haa..

Okey, about the quarrel.
We figth over the matter la. Coke in the fridge. As the coke tu dah tinggal 1/2. Saya tanya kevin dia ada minum ke. Dia kata dia tak minum as its not his. dan tak tahu siapa minum. Actually you cant tell who drink sebab staff ramai kat situ. Tapi sebab saya sakit hati, saya cakaplah dia minum. Saja nak create tense. Haha. Finally apa yang tak sepatutnya cakap pun terkeluar. Myself la, over already. Perempuan kann…….Kevin banyak diam je. Tapi dia macam tak simpan dalam hati. The next day dia macam biasa saja. Tapi saya dah minta maaf

“I’m sorry kev. My fault”
“Its ok. Just trust me ok. And don’t keep her in your mind”

Don’t keep her in my mind. Macamana. Sekarang pun saya ada nampak dia dalam library. She’s over the place. Huh !!

Im hungry la. Last night tak dinner. Makan kacang wasabi dgn nutrigen je. Pergi makan dulu….

Suddenly all are fine

Pagi-pagi lagi dah call ajak saya pergi breakfast nasi lemak.

Saya tanya "Errr...are you okey? Bukan kita ada gaduh ke semalam?"
Kevin jawab "Ye ke? Tak de lah. Kita okey-okey saja"

Hehe
That's what i like about him ;P


(Tell you the story later....nak pergi cuci baju nih. x sabar nk entry sbb im happy sgt after last night tak tidur sbb fikir. Happy weekend ya. Daaahhh)

Quarrel over nothing

Sometimes, we need to be open minded.

Protect our feelings.

Dont get over excited about something.

Dont ask when its not necessary.

Trust other people.

Forgive...and forget.

Give and take.

We had a quarrel today. Im not blaming myself (ego [@-@]") but i started it. Maybe he is mad because i do not trust him. I should not be the private investigator after all...dem her !

Whatever it is, i shall let him free for now.

As we are adults. We fight, we think, we apologies, we forgive.

Kevin, im here whenever you need me ok!...

i'm...

i'm...

i'm sorry.

still can't sleep at 3.37am

Crime Scene Investigation

Date : 060609 061109 (it was yesterday...haha..me blur, sorry)
Location : In the library fridge
Case : Serial boyfriend stealer
Target : A psycho woman

For your viewing pleasure.

And for my record.

I closed up for you

Signed,

P.I

Hah ! Now its the time i can color my nail

This is a truly remarkable .... =P

I"ll feel great!

Slurrppp...

Saya bayangkan mereka punya home made steamboat adalah begini.

Gulp !

Malam tadi Kevin ada call cakap dia akan tapaukan untuk saya dan hantar lepas dia balik rumah stella.

Tapi saya cakap saya dah nak tidur. Tak perlu bawa untuk saya.
Datang lah tu angin sengal saya. Padahal masa tu saya tengah moody.

Lepas tu rasa nak tampar diri sendiri je sebab menyesal.
Padahal nak sangat makan tuu.

Bukan rezeki saya

Bukan rezeki saya nak makan home made steamboat malam ni.

=(

=(

Actually dah bersiap-siap tunggu kevin datang ambil saja. untuk ke rumah stella. stella call petang tadi ajak kami pergi dinner rumah dia. katanya dia nak makan steamboat ramai-ramai.

Suka suka !

Tunggu kevin sampai pukul 7 ptg dia sampai. saya dah siap lama. tapi sebab dia kata dia habis paper lambat petang tadi, dia lambat la sebab kena balik hostel dan bersiap semua.

tapi sebelum jalan dia kata bukan kami saja nanti pergi rumah stella. last minute mereka punya uncle dan aunty dan cousins semua call nak pergi rumah stella juga. so, stella call kevin bgtahu. stella suruh juga kami datang.

Masa tu saya dah berbelah bahagi la. saya rasa tak patut saya pergi. kevin kata saya kena ikut juga. tapi saya tak nak. macam tak bersedia lah nak pergi jumpa semua saudara dia. dan sah2 la nanti akan sampai cerita kepada parents dia juga.

why? Hubungan terlarang ke? Entah lah. Rasa nya begitulah.

So, saya tarik diri. tak jadi pergi. kevin minta maaf banyak kali dengan saya. its not his fault saya tak boleh salahkan dia. tapi FRUST la dan a bit ANGRY. to myself.

Kevin left at 7.30pm. 1/2 hour dia tak nak start kereta. dia pun cakap malas nak pergi, tapi sebab dah janji stella, he has to go.

After about 10 minutes kevin pergi, stella call dan tanya kenapa saya tak ikut sama. she said sorry too.

Hmm...sampai sekarang ni pun masih ada rasa frust. but i have to accept la. perkara kecil je ni.

Be strong, be strong

ice cream cake vs mc flurry

Exams are a real killer. Both physically and mentally. I have not been sleeping well the past few dayss. And I had so many dreams and a nightmare last night??? …It was horrible..mannn

Yesterday, after evening paper, (totally exam hours yesterday was 7 hours. Yes, 7 hours!) I was already half way to buy ice cream cake when yaya called. She was in front of the house but she lost the house key. I got to forget about my ice cream cake and turned back..home. Before she started to cry. haha.

So, I told yaya she owe me ice cream cake. Buat baik mesti dibalas baik kannnn… =P

And last night she dragged me at 10 o’clock to McD just to belanja me McFlurry Oreo. She said that the taste is far better than the ice cream cake. I bet she does not appreciate ice cream cake much. The he he.

But I enjoying every spoonful of the mcflurry. =)



All of a sudden, the world seems like a better place. =D. We were there for almost 2 hours. Mc flurry... then a big MAC.
Lupa sekejap hari ni ada exam belah petang [@-@]"

GTG now ! Daaaa….

thanks to everyone who support me...kill her ! kill her ! =D

Yes, i admit

Yes, the best girl WIN ! =)

Yang penting, akal dan hati. tanya pada akal, minta sama hati. akan dapat lah jawapan nya. buat apa nak fikir dan susahkan hati sendiri kan.

Kalau dia sayang saya, dia akan jaga hubungan kami. walaupun siapa sahaja halangannya. kalau setakat desperate girl itu, saya tak kisah.... pujuk hati sendiri [@-@]"

Kevin tahu yang B memang suka kan dia. dia tahu. dah lama. dan kevin juga tahu yang saya tahu. B is a kind of outspoken and unpredictable person. we cant expect what she is gonna do next. she is kevin's coursemate. mereka mungkin berkawan baik in 1st year until i came in when they were in 2nd year. kevin approached me and made B ...emmm berjauh hati. mungkin lah.

so, she started to find way to make me annoyed. If she saw us walking, she would call kevin even if she has no business with kevin. if she saw us working in the library, she would tried to catch kevin's attention. dia akan cuba bergurau dengan kevin atau buatkan kevin air, atau tolong kevin buat kerja. i respect her as a senior, so saya BUAT TAK TAHU. buat TAK FAHAM atau dalam ertikata best nya BUAT BODOH.

But most of the time, kevin selamatkan keadaan. dia pernah cakap, i'll try to do anything before you got hurt. tapi dia tak tahu bahawasanya saya dah lama HURTTT...

saya pernah rasa ini dan masih rasa............bila tengok mereka berdua, saya rasa mereka sangat sepadan. dan kevin pun tak akan ada masalah sebab B pun Kristian. dia tak perlu susah2 tukar agama juga.

ahhhh apa saya merepek ni.

okeylah, saya tak sepatutnya cakap begitu. saya masih sayang kevin.

esok ada exam pagi dan petang. 2 paper. wish me luck. saya kena sambung study....

ok, before that,

listen to this Justin junior singing Cry Me A River..he is so talented and dem cute..at least he made me SMILEEEEE !

=)

Justin Bieber

Berbulusss

We were supposed to go for lunch after kevin’s paper today but Kevin had emergency work to finish. [-_-]. So I went to the library at 11am. I wasted 30 mins there coz I didn’t find the book im looking for and did not get any work done.

I went to the library’s office and saw the Duty Roaster for next week.
biasanya kami ada Duty Roaster tapi selalunya depends la siapa yang free tak ada kelas boleh masuk kerja. Saw the grouping name for duty.

Every day when it has kevin’s name- it will have her name along….

EVERY DAY !

Kevin, B
Kevin, B

And the Duty Roaster is signed by her !
Its her turn to do the roaster.

Berbulu rasanya—hairy ! Dah la everyday pun u all satu kelas, satu kuliah, satu tutorial. Nak kerja pun sama-sama juga.

Then I went to the pantry, buka peti ais nak minum air sejuk.
I saw a bottle of coke. Botol besar. Ada nama Kevin. Biasanya we all tulis nama masing-masing kat whatever food we put in the fridge. then I texted Kevin cakap saya minum coke dia sikit.

Habis ½ gelas

Dapat reply Kevin. He said that he doesn’t have any coke in the fridge.
Ohhh …!!!!

Guess who bought it for Kevin?

Yarkkkk !!!

If someone constantly annoys you, you know that you have got her attention…the most ! MOST !

Dem dem !

I hate perempuan itu.

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