Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Hye and bye notes to everyone!


Im not taking my lappy with me but maybe my dad will. Not sure im able to get to my SN (social networks everyone..haha) or not when im there. But I’ll try to twit from my phone anytime im free.

So, you can still see me alive in the twitter -->


See you around next year!

Have a good holidayyy and happy new year !

Take care ….mmuahh xxxxx

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Tuesday, December 29, 2009

There's no such thing as bad weather, only the wrong clothes

Grandpa said that we are going to celebrate new year on Giant Ferris Wheel in the Prater park. Terus cakap wowwww

Myself pun seldom keluar celebrate new year kat KL ni. Tak suka sangat sesak2 so prefer menunggu countdown kat tv sambil tengok konsert kat tv3, tak pun rtm saja. but this year we will having something different lah. kat Vienna's Old Town lah nampaknya...

We all dah start packing.

Will be leaving tomorrow night. 13 hours flight and will land in cold land. Grandpa said its -2 to 5 c now. Are you kidding me?

we need some more thick clothes. or we can just buy when we get there.. i already have a cream color winter jacket. it was from 3 years ago when we went to UK. tomorrow im gonna buy something as christmas presie for both granny. what should i buy...arghh hate buying presents..but love receiving them. hua hua.

Then my brothers and sister will be registering school a few days late next year. they dont even care! papa already dumped so much on this getaway itself so don't MESS UP childrennn. My friends asked me to go to Adidas, Nike outlet there to find some craps for them. Insyaallahhh..

Arghhh what else....

Got to go now. I still need to find my gloves..boots, coats, hats, panties tebal

The he he he

Where the heck lah



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Smile people !!!

Hi hi hi dah tengok video kt bawah ni?

Sorry la guyss…sebab saya terkena kann so u all kena la juga share perasaan terkejut gile saya tu. Tambahan pula masa saya tengok video tu pakai headphone. Then dia suruh perati dan kuatkan suara supaya dapat dengar lebih jelas. Bila keluar benda tu, I was like

Setan! Mangkuk! B*&# !

Automatik buat latah.

Tapi tak nak la bagi u all terkejut sangat so, saya dah letak tu kan, watch at your own risk. saya pun tak de la pesan supaya kuatkan volume. Okey lil^red… haha.
And peej, you are clever sebab dah tau kan trick2 busuk macam nih.

Just to make up your day…

At the other hand, saya baru je submit leave form kat Nil. Harap diluluskan tanpa banyak soal.
Is there any Austrian reading my blog? Berangan. Or ada yang pernah tinggal sana or pergi sana nak share some tips for us.

Tenkiu.

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Monday, December 28, 2009

Watch at your own risk

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=D





Mixed

Bosan tak ada kerja la hari ni. Macamana nak buat daily report saya pun dah tak tahu dah. Balik2 key in data. Kadang2 rasa mcam tersalah pilih tempat praktikal lak. Tunggu2 pergi field tak ada jugak. Nil cakap tkde projek. Habis tu kenapa ambil saya jadi intern kt sini? Mannn…

NVM, let me membebel here. Rasa segar sikit lepas dapat minum calamansi iced kat killiney tadi. Bila masuk dalam tekak aje rasa masam, manis, masin semua ada. terus my energy boost up. I went lunching with Lily tadi. Bosanlah bila berjalan dengan lily semua orang nak tengok. Lepas tengok dia, tengok saya. Lepas tengok saya, tengok dia. Geram sangat. Macam kami ni clown pulak. So sambil jalan tu saya pegang je lengan si lily dengan selamba nya. sambil gelak2. Padan muka korang biar korang confuse ini pasangan apa.

Perempuan + perempuan = les
Lelaki+lelaki = gay
Perempuan + nyah = ?

Come onnn..., don’t judge the book by its cover. Not fair okey. You get to know someone then only you can judge her. She is nice. Kind hearted. Altough kat ofis pun ada orang tak suka dia. Tapi katanya dia kerja untuk cari rezeki. Betul juga. Kita tak boleh puaskan hati semua orang dalam hidup kita. So, just be the way you are.

Oh papa dah collect kami punya pasport semalam. Bila saya tanya jadi ke? Dia kata insyaallah. Insyaallah..amin. tolong aminkan. kalau ada rezeki seronok juga.

What a great vacation we will have. Meeting the family kat sana adalah salah satu perkara yang saya impikan. Since I was small bila maktok cakap, datuk saya ada kat Austria. Seronok nak pergi jumpa grandpa dan grandma tiri. Dan anak-anak mereka who is our uncle and aunty and all the cousins.

Kalau jadi mungkin weekend ni.

=)
=)

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Siapakah orang yang manis senyumannya?

Orang yang mempunyai senyuman yang manis adalah orang yang ditimpa musibah lalu dia kata

"Inna lillahi wainna illaihi rajiuun."

Lalu sambil berkata,"Ya Rabbi Aku redha dengan ketentuanMu ini", sambil mengukir senyuman.



Smile wide !



Sunday, December 27, 2009

Empty

By this time we are crazily in love but could only see each other once in such a long while.

I don't know how I can survive considering now I cannot see him for some more time. I just pretend that i can be happy without him. i can enjoy myself with family and friends. but deep down in my heart..i am missing him.

It was beginning to feel very stranged... What is going to happen? Does he realize that i am now depending on him but no one else? Does he knows that there's another people is challenging him now? When will he be ready ? What is going to happen to our future?

With all these uncertainties, we could only continue our hope and go forward with faith that everything will turn out fine.

I am actually missing him now... just bare with me.



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Can't remember

Last night i found a blog which attracted me. so, i followed the blog. but now i cant find it. i dont remember the blog name or even the owner name. i went through my blog list that i follow, but still i can't find it. I feel like having a short term loss.

I cant really sleep actually. its 4am already...lucky tomorrow is sunday. wish that i have someone singing a lullaby for me so i would fall asleep. Ahaa..

So, I am listening to this beautiful piece. if you listen to it carefully, it can remind you of a movie.




Update : I've found the blog. yeyyy. And you cant remember which movie using the above? Its TWILIGHT.


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Friday, December 25, 2009

Good night note

Yesterday, kevin ada call dalam pukul 1 pagi...

Masa tu saya dah tidur. Tapi bila dengar dia excited nak cerita tentang krismas kat sana saya pun layan dia bercerita. sampai kena bangun minum air sebab tahan mengantuk. dia cerita tentang apa yang mummy dia masakkan dan siapa yang ada kat rumah dia. Apa yang mereka buat. Hadiah apa yang dia dapat. Then lepas tu juga saya tanya dia kenapa dia call saya sedangkan dia ada family yang tengah happy celebrate krismas. He should join them. Tapi dia jawab yang mereka semua tengah minum...minum alkohol. Jadi dia cuba elakkan diri dari minum dengan call saya.

Then i asked him, how are you going to avoid those things another time?

Dia kata dia akan cuba. And he has not drink for almost a year already.

I have to believe in him.

I dont know how hard it is to quit drinking. But people can change for better.

Just now when i spring cleaning my e-mail. hate junk email. saya jumpa satu email yang my dad hantar untuk saya few years ago...masa saya cakap dengan dia saya tak akan percaya lelaki lagi (Masa tu tengah frust ok)

It goes like this

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two



Thanks papa. At least i can sleep well tonight to read that... Good night..



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Nom nom nom

Pergi Giant pukul 9 pagi sebab malam tadi mimpi nak makan strawberry pie. So kena beli strawberry.

Sampai di Giant pukul 9 pagi dengan penuh semangat tanpa mengetahui Giant hanya dibuka pukul 9.30pagi. Ketuk2 cermin Giant dan security tunjuk kat jam cakap belum buka lagi. Fine.
Lepak2 dalam kereta dengan Iman sambil dengar dan nyanyi lagu DOWN selama 1/2 jam. sampai dah hafal lirik.

Tanpa bantuan sesiapa saya masak so saya nak masukkan resepi ni dalam cafeworld. sebab rasa nya sangat sedap. =P






Saya potong 8 bahagian utk 7 orang penghuni rumah ini. So saya dapat 2 bahagian.

Nom nom nom nom....


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Thursday, December 24, 2009

Merry Christmas Kevin



I just called kevin to wish him Merry Christmas.

They just had the Christmas eve dinner. I could hear the background noise.
A happiness noise. With his parents and all his brothers and sisters. And also nieces and nephews.

And he sounds happy too...hope they'll have a warm and joy filled Christmas.



Merry Christmas to everyone who is celebrating


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Parcel from Austria

I went to Pan Global this morning to send a document to a client. Nil asked me to go since he said that I nampak macam bosan gile berada dalam ofis. Memang pun. Kalau lah dia tahu perasaan saya…

Bukannya tak suka kat sini. Tapi bila macam tak ada kerja nak buat, masa berjalan menjadi terlalu lambat. Kalau racing dgn siput babi mesti siput babi akan menang. Kalau ada kerja tu lagi best rasanya sebab tiba2 saja tengok jam dah lunch hour. Lepas masuk lunch tengok2 jam dah dekat pukul 5. Kalau nil busy dia pun tak sempat nk bagi atau cari kerja2 yang boleh saya buat. Selebihnya saya akan menepek dekat lily. Tengok dia buat apa. Gosip2 dengan dia. She is so fun. Selalu buat joke.

Yesterday we received a parcel from Austria. Grandpa sent Christmas presents for us. I thought that we are supposed to send present for them. But anyway he may want to show his love to us. This never happened before. I called ijoy and they received a parcel as well. I got a bangle. Adik2 dapat clothes and chocolates. Mama dapat a necklace and papa got a briefcase. Papa called grandpa immediately. He sounds sad. Maybe papa sangat rindukan grandpa Cuma dia tak tunjukkan kat kami. It’s a really hard time untuk membesar tanpa seorang ayah di sisi. Tapi kasih sayang tu tak akan hilang dari hati.

And this morning when we had our breakfast papa ada cakap mungkin kami akan pergi melawat grandpa soon. Sementara masih cuti sekolah. Pergi Austria? Never been there. Happynya kalau dapat pergi. I guess that im entitled for some leave during my practical. Nak kena tanya Nil ni.

Wuhuu

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Wednesday, December 23, 2009

How to strike the word in your entry

Especially for Carl the newly wed =) hehe


you type like this


Got it?

Im not a good teacherrr...haha

Now strike strike strike everything you hate

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Jingle all the way

I feel very unsettled now. Here half way there half way. So bitchy busy today. ;)

I did not have my breakfast today and my stomach is growling now. People here want to have lunch together at MidV as one of the staff is going to resign. It’s a farewell lunch. So, I guess I have to join them. Tak nak nanti dikatanya kera sumbang. Tak nak bergaul dengan orang pulak.
Actually saya dah rapat dengan beberapa staff kat sini. Besides my crazy supervisor, Nil. Saya suka kawan dengan seorang staff ni. Nama dia Lily. She is or he is …ehmmm…in easier way, dia seorang lelaki but totally dressed and behave like perempuan. She is very nice, kind hearted dan lemah lembut. No offenses as I always like lelaki lembut. Senang dibuat kawan sebb jiwa mereka lebih lembut dan penyayang. Lebih polite. Dah jiwa mereka begitu nak buat macamana kan. Its unfair for us to judge them. We are not in their shoes.

So, always now I refer to lily. Kejap2 panggil lily, kejap2 lily. Sampai nil cakap, “awak ni asyik lily, lily aje” Hehe.

I called kevin yesterday, he is not feeling well. Demam for 2 days already. He said demam rindu sebab he kept thinking of me. With the christmas in 2 days I hope he will recover soon and enjoy the celebration with his family. He bought presents from KL the other day for the parents and nieces and nephews. Kevin said there will be minum2 tuak on Christmas night and they will be mabuk2. I cant say that you don’t drink. Let he think himself. For me, he can do whatever he is practising and doing now. But when he really have the heart and prepare to convert, he must leave everything behind.

Am I being fair enough?

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Tuesday, December 22, 2009

What i gave kevin for his birthday


I had been aiming this watch (the middle one) for my dad. Untuk birthday dia next month. Since last month I saw it kat kedai tu saya rasa jam itu sangat gorgeous. I took the photo when I first saw it.

But it felt to another man-of-my-life’s hand last week. I bought it for Kevin. Don’t look at the price coz there was promotion. So I save some more money. ;) happy happy. sorry pa, i'll look for another for you

For me a watch is another perfect gift for someone coz he will be wearing it everyday, everytime. It will be closed to him. Everytime nak tengok jam, dia akan teringat kat kita. Hopefully lah [@-@]”.

I wrapped it and asked kevin to open it only when he reached home. At least not in front of me sebab nanti kalau dia tak suka saya jadi sedih. He said he likes it.

I don’t mind spending for the one I love. Because they are worth than money to me.

As long as they are happy, I’ll be more happy.


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I hate vege

Last night kan my mum knocked my room door and said
“Kakak, Mama tahu kakak sedih pasal Brittany. But you have to cook mee udang for us”

She was so funny.

Brittany died on Sunday due to heart attack. I got to know only yesterday when my friend called me. She is so young that we wont believe that she could die due to heart attack. Rumours said that she died of drugs. We would not know the truth. But it is a loss. I don’t have my darling anymore. Bye bye Brittany.

I cooked mee udang but I put everything yang ada dalam fridge include ayam sekali. But the tastes still good. =P
Papa said that they may want to consider myself cook dinner everyday for them. NO wayyy.

This morning my mum packed us some food. She boiled the broccoli and put some mayyonaise. Mama kata even saya makan makanan lain untuk lunch pun saya mesti makan tu juga. Well, mungkin dia takut tengok saya tak makan sayur dan takut saya kena heart attack masa muda mcm Brittany kot. [@-@]”



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Monday, December 21, 2009

Jatuh cinta dengan dia, tapi dia sudah tiada...

http://bvlgarigirl.blogspot.com/2009/10/jatuh-cinta-dengan-dia.html

It is a shock. I'm so sad now =, (

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In that case, I want to be a vampire too...

My friend downloaded several movies for me last night while we had our supper at Old Town Sunway. Twilight New Moon, Ninja Assasins, Merry Madagascar and Setem. I watched Twilight until 3am last night. So this morning I woke up late and caught in the traffic. I bought egg sandwich at Petronas on the way for my breakfast but it was awful. Adik saya buat egg sandwich lagi sedap tau tak.

I am not really in the mood today so I don’t want to write further until I am fine. Or else…

About Twilight, I like Bella coz she puts herself in jeopardy just to attract Edward to come to her. She puts herself in greater and greater risk just to be with her loved one. I like the spirits she has. Wish to be like her. Anyway Jacob is amazing babe ;). I like the way he climbed to Bella’s room. =P

See? I better stop now.
Cau !

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Thursday, December 17, 2009

No, they haven't met each other

About 20 minutes after kevin took the car key from me, I received papa’s call

Papa : Kakak, where is you car?
Me : With me. Kenapa pa?
Papa : Are you sure? I see some one is driving your car now. Im following him.
Me : (Oh my god) Oh lupa la Papa kawan kakak pinjam kereta sekejap. Dia ada hal.
Papa : Oh I thought it is stolen.
Me : No la. Where are you?
Papa : Brickfield.
Me : U saw the driver?
Papa : No, its 2 cars infront of mine.
Me : Ok don’t worry. Don’t follow him. He is my friend.
Papa : Okey


I immediately called kevin

Me : Kev, my dad is behind you.
Kevin : Really? Which one?
Me : In…black..plate WXX XXX
Kevin : Yes I can see him. What you want me to do? Pull over?
Me : No. Increase you speed. Now!
Kevin : Okey. Only after I waive him.


I didn’t know if he really waive papa or not. Tapi papa tak ada tanya apa-apa lagi semalam. What a small world. I didn’t expect that mannn.

Esok public holiday, esok 1 Muharram & esok birthday Kevin.

And he is not going back yet until tomorrow night. Yey yey. Kevin consider permintaan saya. I am planning to take him to Bukit Tinggi and propose him there.

Gile ? Hilang ingatan ke? Haha.

Sajalah bawa dia jalan-jalan tengok French Village. Its kind of romantic place, isnt it? Then hantar dia ke airport...itu je my plan. I may buy a cake for him before that. Im saks in planning a romantic thingy. Sorry kev. =P

This is his first birthday he celebrates with me. Last year, B celebrated his birthday in the library. She bought him a cake. She was sooo romantic, wasn’t she? Masa tu saya tumpang makan kek yang B berikan kepada semua orang dan wish kevin happy birthday. Itu je. Grrrr…sempat lagi ingat kenangan membunuh jiwa tu. =D

Thanks for the birthday gift suggestion. I may consider certain opinions. You all are great in giving ideas for me. Thanksss…Petang ni baru nak pergi beli. So the last minute. Im not meeting kevin today. Dia keluar dengan kawan-kawan dia malam ni.

Rasa macam tak puas hati je dia datang kali ni tak dapat nak spend banyak masa dengan dia. Kesian datang jauh-jauh. Harap lain kali kevin nak datang lagi.

Tomorrow will be another happy and sad day to me...



Selamat menyambut Maal Hijrah 1431

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Papa saw kevin drove my car yesterday [@-@]”

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Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Greeeaatt!

Nil is giving me a very hard day today.

A lotsss of work to do because he has a presentation on a project tomorrow, so he wants everything to be completed by today. I cant even go out for my lunch today. He ordered some pizza for all the staff here.

Ahhhh !!!! Pijak2

Kevin was waiting for me since 11 am. so, i have to let kevin drive my car to go to KL sentral alone as he needs to check the ticket. i thought of having a good rosemary chicken sandwich with him at the Swiss Oven Bakery KL Sentral todayyy...

bladihel.

while i passed the car key to kevin just now, i sempat cakap

"Balik after Friday ye sayanggg..."

Dengan suara yang paling manja yang kalau kucing dengar pun boleh lari langgar dinding dan masuk longkang.

Dah. Back to work.


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Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Comes to the end soon

I had dinner with mama. only two of us. Papa balik lewat malam ni. Saya sampai rumah pun dah pukul 7 lebih. Terus temankan mama makan (wpun saya dah kenyang kat NZ) sebab kesian tengok mama sorang-sorang nak makan.

Suddenly we missed the 3 kids. Kalau mereka kat rumah bisingnya yang amat. Tapi bila dah tak ada, rasa sunyi sangat. Mama pun nampak sedih je. They actually are doing fine dengan maktok. kenapa mereka suka tinggal kat Kuala tu? sebab kat sana ramai kawan, sepupu sepapat, banyak aktiviti main aje pagi sampai petang dan maktok sangat manjakan mereka. We grow up in the city. tapi sangat gilakan kampung. =)

I guess mama akan pergi ambil adik2 esok. She didnt mention, tapi macam dah teruk sangat rupanya rindukan anak2 nya tu. I know my mum because sometimes bila dia call saya kat KK pun dia akan nangis juga sbb rindukan saya. =')

Petang tadi hantar kevin ke rumah Syukri kat Cheras. Pity him juga terpaksa menumpang sana sini but seems like he enjoys it. dia kata macam backpackers. Kevin said that he may need to go back soon as he is running out of cash already. i wanted to help him but he doesnt want to. Yeah we are still student but i expect my bf tu boleh melancong kt kl ni lama-lama. Dia datang sini pun dah pakai duit loan study kottt...kesian kevin. Rasa macam bersalah pula.

Mungkin esok nak pergi tengok flight tiket. So, tak dapat nk celebrate birthday sama-sama la kan kev. Tak boleh ke tunggu dear?

His birthday is on Friday the 18th.

I myself masih belum beli apa-apa untuk present dia. dah lama ni fikir masih belum dapat decide nak beli apa. its so hard to find something untuk lelaki. kalau perempuan senang juga, bagi je handbag, baju, make up, aksesori, semua nya perempuan suka.

I'll think of something special boleh bagi sebelum dia balik KK.

Rasa macam nak dia tinggal terus kat sini. tapi apakan daya. He is not 100% mine.

Oh..about my brothers punya pendapat tentang meeting my parents, kevin agreed with them. He said that its for our own sake. He cant take rejection during the first meeting too. I didnt ask when it will be, let him decide when he is ready to convert. I will never ask. it has to be... dengan keikhlasan hatinya. Insyaallah dengan izin Allah juga.

Anyway, im feeling lucky to have a such caring and romantic and full of surprises KEVIN in my life.

Hope it remains ...forever.

I still have him online now. We chatting over the same thing everyday but i never get bored.

Good night folks.


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Cricket and love

I chatted with Yaya during lunch hour and glad to hear her voice. she is fine with her practical and she sounds happy. Emm i guess something is happening there. Someone is admiring her and touches her heart. Good for her as she had been in grieve for quite sometimes over Norman.

We actually can tell the feeling through our voice. If you are sad, happy, nervous, scared, in love, ...

When you are in love...a truly love...you will sound like

a cricket in a forest




loud and chirping the heart out confidently




"A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words."





I miss you so much yaya

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Wish i can join them

Demmm I have to work dan mengadap Nil sepanjang hari. Nil, you doesn’t look handsome at all today you know! Huh

While fahmy & ijoy take kevin jalan-jalan ?

They said that I tak boleh campur lelaki nak have fun. But I already warned Ijoy that kevin is a good boy so don’t teach him any silly thing. =D

Yesterday, I almost crying waited for Ijoy & Fahmy at Sunway Pyramid. It was raining cats and dogs and I tought that God has wrote that its not easy for me to do this. How stupid I was when im in EMO stage.

They finally arrived 2 hours later and apologized. They are my cousins but they treated me like their sister since I was kid. So its important for me to introduce the man I love to my brothers. With hope that they would approve him. I could not be so confident before that as they used to reject my choice before. But they are right anyway, I should not fell for the crazy guy. Nevermind, cerita lama.

Kevin remain steady and calm. He is so gentleman. I didn’t expect that. At least kalau saya mesti kecut perut dan rasa nak demam. But who knows? Because when they are talking kevin grabbed my hand under the table and I can felt it was so COLD too. And I grasped his hand just to give him the message that he is doing just fine and don’t worry.

After the meeting I rasa macam nak peluk2 my brothers itu nak bgtahu yang saya happy. They even asked kevin out today. Join them.


But Fahmy called me last night.

He said that its truly better if we can wait.
Don’t introduce kevin to my parents first.
Not until kevin has converted to Islam.
So, kevin will have a stronger reason with him.
They want kevin to meet my parents with full preparation. They dont want my parents to feel not comfortable.
Coz they see that I am sooo serious this time. Or otherwise, i will jadi sakit jiwa.

Fine, they got the point also. They will talk to kevin today. Hope kevin can understand why.

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Monday, December 14, 2009

Important moment

I may have reached the matured phase of my life. Where I want to take things seriously.

Am now waiting for Fahmy and Ijoy. With kevin. My cousin-brothers want to meet him today. They are my first step of introducing kevin to the family.

Kevin looks calm. But im not. Kevin touched my fingers, he said they are cold.

[@-@]” of course


Hope everything will goes well. Then the next steps will be..parents.

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A late YM

12:50am

kevin_c : haiii syg belum zzzzzzz lagi?
Are_ianna : belum..and u?
kevin_c : I cant sleep....
Are_ianna : Why? Are u comfortable there?
kevin_c : Ok. here is fine. susah nak tidur saja
Are_ianna : Too tired kan? =)
kevin_c : I didnt feel tired. Im happy infact. Thanks sudi temankan saya tuan puteri
Are_ianna : Haha. dont mention. inikan tempat i. kalau di kk u yg selalu jadi tourist guide i
kevin_c : yes. tapi tak pernah sesat
Are_ianna : Go awayyy...
kevin_c : But thanks for the nice ikan bakar today even we lost
Are_ianna : Sedap kan? I've told youuu
kevin_c : Yes. tak sama macam di kk bah kan?
Are_ianna : Lainnn
kevin_c : Papa mama dah tidur?
Are_ianna : Dah. they came back at 7 something. lucky that i reached home before them
kevin_c : Sorry susahkan u...
Are_ianna : Tak la. just to avoid lying to them if they ask me who i went out with
kevin_c : Dear..
Are_ianna : Yap
kevin_c : I pun ada plan lain when i came here
Are_ianna : What is that?
kevin_c : Can i...meet your papa & mama?
Are_ianna : Wow
kevin_c : Wow means?
Are_ianna : Let me think about it ok. Let me prepare first
kevin_c : Prepare apa?
Are_ianna : Apa-apa lah. fizikal dan mental.
kevin_c : :-). ok dah banyak kali i minta. hopefully this time...
Are_ianna : Sweating ni
kevin_c : Just to say hi. and let them know yang i kawan dgn u skrg. i mean macam minta izin.
Are_ianna : Ooo..mcm tu ke
kevin_c : Ok fine, u cakap saja lah i kawan u dari sabah, cakap kawan saja pun i dont mind. i just want to meet them.
Are_ianna : Fine. I fikir ye.
kevin_c : Ok. since im still here...please please consider it sayanggg
Are_ianna : Ok. i'll see u tomorrow ok.
kevin_c : Pergi kerja tak?
Are_ianna : Tak nak. i try ambil MC kalau dapat laaa...
kevin_c : Ok. Tapi tak baik ambil MC awal-awal praktikal tau. Nanti tolak markah. tapi kalau boyfriend datang, boleh ambil MC.
Are_ianna : =P
kevin_c : =D. I miss you
Are_ianna : we just met 8 hrs ago
kevin_c : that is looong time ago.
Are_ianna : that is why i dont want you to go back.
kevin_c : tapi i segan juga lama2 kt rumah khairi ni. i maybe cari tempat lain.
Are_ianna : Ada kawan lain lagi kan? zaid? Azmin ke..
kevin_c : No prob kalau i bgtahu i ada kt kl semua pun nk ajak pergi rumah they all
Are_ianna : ohh okey.
kevin_c : esok i tumpang khairi ke klcc
Are_ianna : ok i see u there
kevin_c : betul tk kerja?
Are_ianna : Takkkkk. i try ok. i nak cakap sakit PP
kevin_c : Ape tu? pipi?
Are_ianna : Period pain. tettttt
kevin_c : Haha..ok
Are_ianna : Kev, i love you
kevin_c : Love you too syg
Are_ianna : Jangan balik kk lagi ye. stay here
kevin_c : =)
Are_ianna : Kenapa senyum?
kevin_c : Insyallah
Are_ianna : Pandai pula
kevin_c : Mestilah. I belajar ni
Are_ianna : Ok, we go to sleep. im sleepy already. its 2 am. jangan bangun lewat ok.
kevin_c : Ok, see you tomorrow. nite love.
Are_ianna : Nite kev



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Only Hope



I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

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Saturday, December 12, 2009

We had so much fun today

Like first time dating. Phewww...

Mungkin sebab jumpa dia di negeri lain, tempat lain, cuaca lain, suasana lain. sebelum ni jumpa jumpaan nya di sabahhhhh saja. bila di kl muka dia jadi lain. mirip mamat mamat kl pula. =D

but the kadazan's figure and eyes tatap ada bah.

Atau mungkin sebab saya sangat rindu dia.

i said "i want to take you to alllll the best places in KL and you will eat the best food today"

He said "but i come here for you"

Dia memang pandai mengambil hati saya. wpun saya tahu dia memang datang nak melancong. =)

I took him everywhere yang dia belum pernah pergi. sampai 2 kali isi minyak. jauh tak berjalan kalau macam tu. sampai dia pening. sebab 1/2 way kevin drive. saya guide saje. kadang-kadang sesat juga. and he laughed at me. KL besar bah. saya tak hafal jalan yang kadang2 kita akan cakap eh bukan ke sini dulu boleh u turn??? atau dulukan sini boleh tembus situ. atau ha? masuk highway dah ke? Ambik. Terus ke Melaka. Makan asam pedas.

sent him back to khairi's house again at 7pm after we had satay kajang. kevin cakap the best satay he ever had. thanks khairi you are so kind tumpangkan musafir mengembara itu. hihi.

im going to meet him again tomorrow. i dont want him to go back so soon. saya akan buat-buat sesat kalau dia ajak saya pergi beli tiket flight.

At least he has to be here with me on his birthdayyyyy


Fahmy temankan saya kat rumah malam ni since parents tak ada. he is playing ps tu. im thinking that i want to tell him about kevin. No one in the family knows about him. so, at least someone has to know. mungkin fahmy akan faham saya. Mungkin.

i dont know.

Tapi rasa macam berat je mulut ni. But i just want to be normal. We fight if we love.


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Friday, December 11, 2009

Hihi !

I deserved him here. Sebab dah separuh mati rindukan dia.

He is kind of crazy kan? I hate the way he surprised me coz saya rasa macam nak pengsan kat situ juga. But actually I liked it. Really. When some one you longing to like separuh mati ada di depan mata. I melted.

This morning I left house at about 8 something. That was considered late already. Seisi rumah kena kerja hari ni sebab walaupun tinggal dalam negeri selangor, tapi kerja di wilayah. Itu sebab juga saya rasa malasss sangat nak bangun sebab saya tahu orang selangor public holiday dan best2 tidur peluk bantal lagi.

I noticed a satria was behind me when I left the house. Tak pernah nampak kat kawasan tu. Tapi tak fikir lebih2 sebab mungkin dia nak pergi bangsar juga that’s why it always behind me. I didn’t think more than that already sebab masih layan moody saya. And all the way to the office my mind was just on kevin. Why he didn’t call me. He didn’t even text me yesterday. Was I too harsh to him? Besar sangat ke salah saya? This is it? Semua soalan saya tanya diri sendiri.

I parked my car at my fav spot. RM5 perday but nvm as long as it is near the office. Im lazy to walk so far. Sanggup.

When I walked to the building I heard a voice. Called for my name. Rasa macam kenal. I turned back. He was standing about 5m from me. That was far. But if you put him 1km from me I can recognise his figure. Ok blah.

I stood there. A bit trembling. Serious. I didn’t believe my eyes. It was nearly a month I didn’t meet him. And now I see him here? In KL? Not even a clue he gave me that he is coming here.

He smiled and walked towards me. I showed him a surprise face. Macam bulatkan mulut dan mata.

Bodoh I just said “What are you doing here?”

But…

He hughed me there while saying “I miss you so much”

Im sorry, this is the first time he hughed me. And I did not push him back. Ketuk kepala sendiri. I didn’t notice but hope there was no people around at that time. Sumpah sejuk satu badan.

I then pegang muka dia dan tanya kenapa dia buat saya macam ni but actually nak cakap I miss you like crazy.


He actually arrived last night. Midnight flight. He stayed at Khairi’s place at Ampang. His coursemate. I know him too. Kevin has my address so this 2 eager man mencari rumah saya pagi2 lagi nak tengok saya keluar dan follow me to Bangsar. Kan I cakap dia silly.

Silly but I love him. SOOO MUCH.

I have no idea how long he will be here. We will meet after work today.

I cant wait to 5pm.

Nil, boleh saya balik awal tak? Haha

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Surprise !!!

I want to call this a surprise of the year.

That silly boy is here !!!!

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=D

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Neighbour's surprise birthday party

I just got back from Noa's house. They had a birthday bash for Noa's sister, Kak Nelly.

It was actually a surprised for her. And we were not invited until 10pm just now. So, i went with Mama and Adif only. Iman and Noni were already asleep at that time.

I just grabbed my jeans jacket, pakai kat luar pyjama. Semua mesti lagi SURPRISE!!!! tengok saya daripada nak surprise Kak Nelly. HAHA. Peduli. Malas nak tukar baju. Saya sebenarnya malas dah nak pergi tapi mama noa sungguh-sungguh ajak kami. Pergi ikut pagar belakang saja pun.

There were family and closed friends saja but it was already like more than 20 people. Waited for Kak Nelly to come back at about 10.30pm and she was really surprised. Haaaaa...if i were her. Lucky girl.

We sang her happy birthday song and ate a lottsss of food. sate, chicken wing, laksa, donuts. i grabbed all and put in my plate. mama looked at me with surprises. i makan macam nak balas dendam.

actually i ate a lot also bila dalam keadaaan tertekan. (Dan bukan dalam keadaan tertekan [@-@]")

Chit chat and hu ha a bit untuk menjaga hati tuan rumah then kami minta diri.

And now mama seeks for my help to type her few pages of her paper work.

My eyes are getting heavier... sleepy already but i bet i cant sleep well tonight.



Okey, WE did not contact each other todayyyy. Hopeless.


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Thursday, December 10, 2009

Sour life

Okey, bila starting of the day dah tak kena, semuanya akan tak kena.

I’ve decided nak balik lunch kat rumah or tidur kat rumah sekejap walaupun saya rasa akan ambil masa lebih dari 1 jam lunch hour.
Saya turun tengok ada kereta double parking kereta saya. #&**@. No one nearby. Takkan saya nak jerit2 panggil who is this clever car owner. Rasa nak nangis je. Dah la tengah panas.

Call mama kot-kot dia ada nearby. Mama kat KLCC. Jauh gile. Tak dapat nak ambil saya. Saya pun merajuk dengan mama juga. Apa nk buat. Mama pun pening dengan saya.

So, saya jalan ke ATM paling dekat nak keluarkan duit sebab dah kena lunch sorang2 la. Saya nampak dari jauh dekat screen dia, ‘OUT OF SERVICE’. Great.

ATM lagi satu nun di hujung corner. Jauh. Takpelah. Saya jalan ke ATM yang jauh. Sampai rasa nak pitam. Okey. ATM tak rosak. Yey!.
Buka purse. Don’t tell me this is happening to me. Saya terlupa kad ATM saya dalam zip handbag saya bawa semalam. Dan hari ni saya pakai handbag lain. Kadnya saya lupa nak transfer. Masa tu bukan rasa nak menangis dah. Memang nangis pun. Cursing diri sendiri.

Ada RM5.30 balance dalam purse. Cukuplah kot makan tengahari campur air suam.

Pergi kedai. Order wantan soup.

Yuckk…tertumpah ajinomoto ke dalam soup tu. Memang obvious sangat rasa nya. Tak boleh tipu untuk terus makan. Saya tolak tepi. Sambil kesat air mata.
Lepas tu saya dah ambil handphone. Search phone book. Jumpa nama KEVIN. Nak tekan dial. Tapi tak jadi. Saya rindu dia. Sebelum ni rindu juga. sebab tu saya jarang sebut dia kat sini. sebab lagi sebut, lagi rindu. Tapi bila jadi macam ni, rindu tu dah jadi lain.

Rindu yang rasa macam ada satu bola tersekat dalam kerongkong.




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Sour day

Nil : Arianna, kenapa awak masam je hari ni macam tak de mood.
Saya : Tak de la saya ok je ....
Nil : Dah buat rambut lagi nak masam-masam.
Saya : Rambut saya cantik tak?
Nil : Cantik la dari sebelum ni.
Saya : Oh rupanya sebelum ni buruk betul la rambut saya?
Nil : Lebih kurang la.
Gelak. Demm…
Nil : Awak gaduh dengan boyfriend ke?
Saya : Tak de lah.
Nil : Awak jangan macam tu Yana, awak kena jaga hati lelaki baik-baik.
Saya : Eh kenapa pula cakap macam tu?
Nil : Saya tahu la perempuan ni ego. Dia ingat dia selalu betul.
Saya : Lelaki pun tak semuanya betul
Nil : Tapi selalunya betul. Betul tak?

Eh tolonglah ramai pula backing kevin nih.

Tak tahan beb. Aduhhh

Nak balik rumah lunch sempat tak? Tak de mood nak makan kat sini. Nak makan dengan adik-adik lagi best. Sambil2 makan boleh mengadu.

Tapi kereta pula macam sampan. goyang2 buat saya pening. Papa kata drive shaft kena tukar. bila dia nak tukar. papa bz sangat skrg. as well as mama. tak ada orang ada masa untuk saya.

Blah

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Fear or guilt?

We fighting over the phone and i called him overprotective.
There is no realistic need for it and I said that i got a message that he lacks confidence in me.

I know how frustrated he feels towards me. He could have the angriest feeling now even he didn't really show that.

But nothing would happen to me as long as i am still who i am. I know where i stand.

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Anyway, im not going to Tioman.

Happy?

I'm asking myself.






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Wednesday, December 09, 2009

To silent reader

Saya nak memancing silent reader lagi.... Ada lagi tak nk tegur saya?

=P

New entry kt bawah ye
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Tiba-tiba nak say hye to silent reader !

Hye ! Hye !

Why silent?
Low profile?
Sekadar membaca?
Suka kat blog owner (ehem)?
Malas nak taip komen?
Sebab blog owner jarang pun jawab komen? HAHA
Tak ada blog sendiri?

Macam-macam sebab ada kan? Saya juga silent reader kepada beberapa blog favourite saya.=P

Saya pun kadang-kadang malas nak drop komen. Cuma kalau ada certain2 entry yang memerlukan saya bersuara maka ada lah muka saya kat komen box tu. Kalau tak, Cuma blog crawling saja. nampak sangat pemalas, orang blog walking, ni siap crawling lagi. heee…

Saya ada dapat komen dari silent reader

“Hye saya silent reader awak, baru terasa nak tinggal komen”

Ye saya suka orang macam tu sebab finally dia ada terasa dengan saya.


Ok, sapa silent reader blog ini yang nak say hye to me hari ni?

Ada?





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Nak buat la ni [@-@]"

Saya : Selamat pagi Nil
Nil : Selamat pagi Yana. Macamana awak semalam ada orang buli awak?
Saya : Hehe. Tak de. Saya buat kerja.
Ye lah.
Nil : Oh bagus. Dah siap costing saya?
Saya : Dahhh…Nil kenapa EL semalam?
Nil : Tunang saya nak bunuh diri.
Saya : Hah? Serius?
Nil : Ye la sebab saya handsome sangat. Dia sakit hati.
Mental kan dia?
Saya : Err…lunch nanti saya keluar lebih masa sikit boleh?
Nil : Awak nak ke mana?
Saya : Ada hal sikit.
Nil : Cakap je le…
Saya : Ada la…boleh ke?
Nil : Nak gi shopping la tu?
Saya : Tak de lah…nk gi.. emmm
Nil : Jumpa boyfriend?
Saya : Bukan.Nak gi situ.
Sambil tunjuk kat saloon seberang jalan.
Nil : Ohhh…nak kerintingkan rambut?
Gile.
Saya : Tak la nak luruskan rambut
Nil : Bukan dah lurus ke tu?
Saya : Lurus tapi semak.
Nil : Habis tu
Saya : Nak kasi kilat
Nil : Nak polish ke?
Saya : Ahh lebih kurang laa…
Nil : Sama perangai ngan tunang saya.
Saya : *Senyum
Nil : Pergilah tapi siapkan report tu sebelum lunch. Nanti saya ada meeting.
Saya : No problem. Mekasihh..

FUHH

Ye la ye la saya buat la nantiii…so korang jangan kutuk rambut saya semak lagi ok. Jadi macam tu sebab naik kapal, pergi pantai dan tak buat rawatan stim. Ha'ah.

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Tuesday, December 08, 2009

Mari Jejaktrend

Tara !!!




Saya dah janji Eldy lama dah nak review blog dia sebab dia dengan senangnya dapat menjadi orang pertama memberi translate kepada lagu cina yang saya entrykan hari tu. Sebab apa senang2 je dia jawab? Sebab dia budak Cina. Hehehee

Ni la tuan blog itu.

Hye Eldy !


Okeylah Eldy sorry akak took so loooooooooooong time to do this. Now only akak betul2 free to do it. Nampak sangat aku praktikal tapi tak ada keja nak buat.

Blog Jejaktrend ni rupanya tidak lah berusia lama sangat belum pun sampai setahun lagi tapi dia punya content sangat berinformasi dan klas.
Boleh gi sendiri kalau tak caya. Sampai ada orang letak iklan kt blog dia. Klas la tu kan. Follower pun dah 300+


Yang paling best nya dia punya Blogging Tips. Kepada yang rajin nak mengupgrade blog sendiri dan mencari gadget2 baru, boleh la klik sini


Kalau nak tengok latarbelakang blognya

senangkan saya tk payah buat ayat, dia dah buat siap2..hikss

Sebenarnya kan apa yang buatkan blog ni istimewa ialah sebab owner dia seorang bangsa Cina. Biasa kita tengok kan mana ada sangat bangsa Cina yang buat blog nak campur dengan orang Melayu. Memang ada, tapi tak ramai. Tapi si Eldy ni dia memang cater market melayu ..=D
Dan Eldy punya Bahasa Melayu mmg tip top. Mungkin dia sekolah melayu kot...? Eldy?

dan saya suka satu ayat yang dia bagi dalam blog tu
“Gua lebih berani dan bebas di dunia maya, sebab boleh kongsi cerita tanpa perlu merasa malu, interaksi dan komen daripada kawan-kawan alam siber pun seronok, variasi yang meluas menyebabkan gua terus meluahkan isi hati yang sememangnya tanpa kunci di dunia sebenar.. huhu !

So, lets klik klik dan meriahkan satu lagi blog dalam blog list kita. Tak rugi follow blog yang special macam ni.

http://www.jejaktrend.com/

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