Cinta gila or gila cinta

Maktok is still in KL but she went to stay at Maklong’s place pulak for this few days before she goes back to Kuala. I actually want to sit and talk with maktok about something. Pasal apa lagi, pasal me & kevin lah. since maktok was married to a ex non-muslim before (my grandpa in austria), she should have more experience in handling this case. I just want to know how my moyang appreciation on this and how they got married and whatever not about that. Basically I just nak tahu apa penerimaan family dalam hal ni. Because now I feel like im in so much CRAZY in love with this guy and can not turn back anymore. Wah berani mati lagi. haha.

It is sometimes weird because I used to ignore kevin a year ago. I was too in my hard-to-get attitude which made kevin went crazy for a while to attract me. Sometimes I ingat cakap Yaya yang kevin dah guna-guna kan saya. But I cant accept that sebab saya tahu yang perasaan ini datang betul2 dari dalam hati saya dan bukan hanya di fikiran saya. I mean I am WARAS.
Hope I’ll get a chance to approach maktok before I leave to KK again end of this week.

Kevin said that this is too much now sebab kali ni kami berpisah agak lama. This is cuti + praktikal yang paling lama pernah saya dgn kevin lalui. Even dia ada turun kl seminggu hari tu tapi rasa macam tak sama kalau selalu ada di kk. Walaupun di kk pun bukan jumpa everyday tapi dia tahu saya ada di sana dan dia dapat jumpa saya anytime dia nak. I miss the moment we spent together termasuk bila bergaduh.

Haihhh love is so hurt yet exciting..