Expect for the worst, told you...

Selamat pagi. Another day to go. Whatever you are doing, even it is fine or not, good or bad, time flies and will not wait for you. Or whether you like it or not, you have to face it. You are not always lucky as sometimes you can be challenged. Nooot to say im in the emotional stage now, but more or less. =)

Yesterday, I received sms from Stella. Dia tanya khabar saja pada mulanya. Then suddenly she sent something yang buatkan saya terkejut sekejap. Tapi macam cuba tarik nafas dan fikir secara waras.

But actually saya dah expect lama dah. I mean, I always expect for the worst to always be ready. She sent something sounds like, please be patient. Don’t worry so much. I always be with you, back you up no matter what. They can change when they know you personally.

‘They’ in this case is kevin’s parents.

Saya dah rasa dah. kevin is hiding something from me.

But I didn’t tell stella that kevin never tell me anything about that... I just stayed in the calmest way that I could. I just replied that ‘Terserah pada takdir’ Itu saja.

And last night when kevin call. Saya tak sebut pun pasal perkara tu. Saya buat macam biasa. Kevin pun tak ada cakap apa-apa. He is clever in hiding something. Actually I don’t know what to ask and how to start. So, I rather keep it until the right time. But when.

Besides, I can’t bear to lose him at the time being.

Okey, don’t get too sad. Life is going on.