Family bonding

We just had a very nice breakfast today. Papa called to wake me up at 6.30am ajak pergi beli sarapan kat kampung baru. Terus saya tanya ‘papa tak boleh tidur ke malam tadi mimpi nak makan lontong jawa?’

Papa’s favourite is lontong jawa kampung baru. Yang ada nasi himpit dalam daun panjang berupa lemang tu.

Saya kalau ke kampung baru mesti nak beli nasi dagang lauk ikan tongkol masak lemak. Sedapnya. The rest nak makan nasi lemak antarabangsa. So, we went and parked the car kat mana-mana then papa and I kena jalan from kedai to kedai untuk memenuhi selera kami semua. Tapi hari ni papa cakap kita minum teh tarik dulu dan lepak kat kedai sambil makan roti bakar. Dekat pukul 9 pagi baru balik. Kesian semua dah kelaparan tunggu kami. Sorryyy.

Today im not going anywhere rasanya. Nak unpacked barang-barang dan kemas bilik. Kalau masuk bilik saya sekarang ni boleh sesat okey.
Punyalah macam kapal pecah. Kalau saya ada kat rumah, saya suka kemas bilik dan cuci toilet dan vakum or mop bilik saya sendiri sambil dengar lagu kuat-kuat. This few days saya pergi kerja pun pakai baju yang mana nampak depan mata saja. Then mix and match pun I failed. Harap tak ada orang perasan la kat ofis tu. =D

Last night I was missing the campus dan penghuninya dan kevin so much. So I imagined that my practical will end very soon but actually it has few more weeks to go. I just hoping that it will passing fast. Im not saying that I don’t like to be at home. But when I am at home, I miss campus so much. But when I am at campus I can be tak lalu makan and what not missing mama and family. I AM SELFISH. I want everyone I love in front of me all the time.

Mama will be buzy again next week since her spa is going to start operating and papa again will be buzy. Leaving me handling the kids . semenjak mereka dah semakin besar ni kan, mereka dah ada banyak aktiviti yang tidak melibatkan saya. They have their own friends, they surf the net without me. They play the PS yang saya sendiri pun tak pernah nampak game tu. Unlike dulu2 semua nya nak tanya saya, nak manja dengan saya. I miss them so much. But I tend to ignore them without intention as well sebab saya pun banyak aktiviti sendiri. Dan saya tidak selalu berada di rumah utk lihat perkembangan mereka. What a loss.

Cuma noni saja lah yang masih rapat dengan saya. Masih manja yang kadang-kadang ketuk bilik pukul 1 pagi nak tidur sama-sama. Yang suka call saya walaupun baru 1 jam saya keluar rumah. but she will have her own time also bila dia dah besar nanti. Bila saya duduk-duduk begini baru saya terfikir, that I am as a sister, I need them and I should do something to win them back. I don’t want to lose the sibling's magic which we used to have before.

Okey, maybe petang ni boleh pergi main bowling sama-sama.