Hello, i can get the feeling

Kevin is in campus. He is busy with thesis so most of the time he will not be available. but he still text me and call me when time permits. i dont want to be so manja by calling him and monitor him everytime. he can take care of himself so i wont be like worrying all the time lah. Rindu itu perit dan sakit. tapi by giving us some space of our own menjadikan rindu itu lebih selesa. Ngerti?

But...I guess something is happening that Kevin does not want me to know.
He is hiding something lah. Or he wants to tell me something but he cant. Lebih kurang macam tulah yang saya rasa sekarang. I just can feel it.

I am the type of person who is not soooo patient lah.
Kalau somebody cakap 'i ada something nak bagitahu tapi tunggulah dulu'. NO WAY. saya akan paksa juga dia sampai dia cakap.

Tapi dalam hal ni saya boleh pula keep cool. Kenapa ye?
Mungkin sebab Kevin pun cool juga.
Looking at his calmness, i pun terikut juga. Saya tak akan paksa dia buat atau cakap sesuatu yang dia rasa sukar. I can wait.

Boleh tunggu ke? Boleh...bolehhh

I asked him whether we are still doing fine and he said yes.
Thats enough lah.

Lagipun tak lama lagi saya dah nak balik kampus.