23rd birthday

Thankss a million to the wishes from all of you. Yes, i turn 23 today. Happy birthday to me. 23? Such a big number already. Im no more a teenagers. Im a grown up girl. Im thinking that I cant call my blog ‘bvlgarigirl’ already. Maybe I got to change it to ‘bvlgariwoman’ hehe. But I always like bvlgari and I always want to be a girl. SO I rather keep it to remain young at heart. =D sila lah laugh.

Pagi tadi dapat a big courier from my house. Exactly on my birthday? Mum is always good at arranging the date. There are presents and cards from home. I got what I wish for this year’s birthday. The wish list dah pun pass dekat parents since last month. They asked for it! Bukan I mintak. But I don’t mind if they do not give me anything. Cukuplah mereka sayangkan saya sepenuh hati. Dah cukup segala penat lelah, makan pakai yang diberikan. Tapi who is not happy kan? A bvlgari bracelet from mama and a pink VAIO from papa. Memandangkan my acer dah kerap memberi masalah. I just wished. But if its come true, who can say NO kan. ;). Oh happy happy.

I havent ON the lappy yet. I got no time because I have to rush to lecture at 11am. Actually I skipped a tutorial this morning sebab last night I celebrated with my love until 3am. Crazy him. I felt weird at first sebab he acted strage since the evening. After he sent me to fetch the car, saya ajak lunch sama-sama pun dia cakap buzy. Saya minta tolong tengokkan kelisa tu takut ada apa-apa problem pun dia kata tak sempat. Then saya ajak dinner sama-sama pun dia kata dia ada hal. I almost cry sebab fikir kenapa dia nak avoid me. Sedih gile.

I totally forgot my birthday (never happened before in my life) until 10pm when my mum called to wish me. She was afraid that dia akan miss the 12am wish sebab dia sangat penat dan nk tidur awal. Saya pun pergi tidur awal sebab dah sedih. Dengan perut lapar dan keseorangan pulak kat rumah. yaya belum balik fieldwork dan kakmin tak balik rumah lagi masa tu. Terlelap kejap saja macam baru dapat satu mimpi, terkejut sebab dengar hon kuat depan rumah. Saya takut even nak jenguk dari tingkap pun tak berani. But the honk kept singing right infront of the gate. I mean honk honk yang kalau lama sikit aje lagi akan ada jiran keluar baling lesung batu.

Saya masih degil tak nak keluar. So, he had to call me. Kesian, surprise tak menjadi. Hik hik. He called and asked me to open the door. But when I opened the door tu it was still a surprise la sebab dia dah lighted the candles on the cake and sang loudly from infront of the gate. Saya tak sangka dia akan nyanyi kuat2 macam tu. Gile la dia.

Saya tutup muka sebab malu.. Segan nanti jiran keluar tengok. But in my heart sebenarnya I almost jumping and ran to get him.

It was never in my life that I met that crazy yet romantic boyfriend like him.

He asked me to blow the candle. Masa tu saya kat dalam pagar dan dia kat luar pagar. Saya potong kek pun dari dalam pagar. Haha. Macam tak ingat nak buka pintu pagar pulak. Funny.

We then went out for dinner sebab saya cakap saya lapar. Went to Tanjung Aru then after dinner we just jalan-jalan tepi pantai. There were another people there so kami pun berani stay sana. Kalau tak ada orang jangan berani2 nanti cari masalah pula.

I felt like I don’t want anyone else in my life except him. At that time i just want to capture the moment with my foot touched the sands and my hand in his hand.

I love you so much kevin.