Resign today

Im feeling lucky because I am not a koniophobia.
So, I can stand walaupun tak ada masa nak kemas bilik selama beberapa hari. Actually tak ada lah berhabuk sangat, cuma macam tongkang baru nak pecah tu ada lah juga. =P. Malam tadi ada spring cleaning sikit kemaskan almari. Hold it till a week closet. Hopefully..

Life as a student. Keluar pagi pergi kampus, balik pun petang atau malam. Mana nak ada masa. Itu belum lagi kalau ada kuliah or tutorial ganti sebelah malam.

Hari ni juga I have decided to tender my resignation as the librarian. I can’t bear to work part time anymore. Too pack for me. And my dad is so happy with my decision since he has given me enough advice already to quit the job. Saya dah tak ada extra money for my entertainment lagi. I’ve to cut my spending for movies, DVD’s, magazines yang sometimes took a big portion of my earning every month. I have to depend 100% on loan and PAMA allowance lah nanti. Too bad.

But I hope, with my resignation tu nanti akan buka satu peluang untuk student lain yang lebih memerlukan extra money untuk belanja or beli buku. Rather than myself spend the salary untuk entertainment. Rasa bersalah gile. Tak baik okey.

Bila lah nak kerja betul-betul and earn my own money ni.

I had a cup of milo and tuna sandwich this morning kat rumah and now my stomach is singing. Saya kuat makan lah sekarang. Sekejap saja perut dah lapar lagi. Tak nak makan sekarang sebab kevin ajak lunch sama-sama pukul 1 nanti. He is so buzy these days. Semester terakhir untuk dia what do you expect. Mestilah tak menang tangan dengan projek, assignments, thesis, field work, lagi aktiviti kampus. Kadang-kadang nampak dia berlari ke dewan kuliah atau ke library. Nak say hye pun dia tak akan sempat nak dengar sebab dia dah macam flash man. And plus dia sekarang ada satu lagi cita-cita nak dicapai. What he planned before which is lepas study cari kerja, kerja untuk 1,2 tahun dan settle down. Its not gonna happen now. Saya bukan kecil hati. Cuma teringat saja apa yang dia pernah cakap.

Okey, off now. Have a nice day everyone. Saya tak sempat nk reply komen satu persatu lagi. tapi appreciate all your time to write to me. Love yah…=)

Hey, I boleh cool down pun because of all your advices tauuu…

Thanks a lottt