Clara and hope

There's a reader who noticed about me saying something about the decision i'm making for Clara.

I am planning something but because it is so important i am doing it very carefully and wisely. I have to refer to certain people so i'm still afraid that it can turn to the way that i don't want to, so i prefer to keep it first. Takut tak jadi. But i'll try the best. And it is really important to me.

The neighbour's family is back to normal where the father left and Jen is all alone. The worst, the worst when Jen told me last night that she is pregnant with her 3rd child. With clara and her little brother not so in stable life, and Jen is pregnant again? I am speechless. It will become worst for clara.

I dont need to get involved in all these but i can't just shut my eyes. Everytime i'm home, I could hear Clara's voice. Most of the time crying. It melted my heart. Kadang-kadang saya pakai earphone bila ada di rumah dan masa nak keluar rumah. sebab tak sanggup nk dengar lagi. i tried to ignore, but i just can't.

Like today, pukul 7 pagi lagi dah dengar Jen marah-marah Clara. I don't blame Jen also. She is all alone. With 2 small kids, and another coming one. No husband around. No family to help her. Parents in law dislike them. Saya mungkin dah jadi gila kalau saya jadi Jen. Seriously.

I went to their house at 10am and took clara to my house. Jen thanked me every time i extended my assistance. It's better to see Clara in front of me now. I thanked my housemate for being so understanding to have a kid around us in the house.
But who don't fall in love with the adorable girl. We all love her.