Migraine but still happy

Really this migraine is not the normal one. Kalau sampai boleh muntah last night saya dah tahu dah hari ni mesti tak boleh bangun. Nasib baik hari ni ada 2 kuliah saja. dan tak ada test. Bangun pukul 7am terus mandi sebab kepala rasa panas sangat. Lepas tu cuba minum milo secawan tapi habis separuh dah rasa nak muntah balik. Lepas tu baring kat lantai bawah kipas sampai pukul 9am. Berdenyut tak berhenti. Cuba kontrol jangan sampai nangis, haha sebab kalau nangis lagilah bertambah sakit. Pergi klinik dapat MC hari ni. Send message to my coursemate cakap MC dan terus balik tidur. I texted kevin too told him I’m sick.

Lepas tu dalam pukul 11 lebih dah pun sampai kevin depan rumah belikan saya breakfast bubur nasi. Tak pastilah bkat mana dia belikan tapi sedap juga. Rasa amcam bubur nasi mcD dah. dan kevin belikan minyak cap kapak. Hah. Orang tak suruh beli minyak pun dia belikan. Kevin dah okey. Tak ada marah lagi. =). Biasanya marah dia tak lama pun. Kalau gaduh pun dia selalu cepat lupa dan kadang-kadang saya sendiri terkejut. Tadi gaduh, lepas tu dia dah tak macam orang baru gaduh. Senang nak tukar mood dia. Tapi kalu saya, it takes time. =)

Sebenarnya semalam kevin dah ok. Petang semalam kan saya bawak clara keluar. Pergi playground sekejap, lepas tu pergi centre point. Saja nak bawak clara pergi beli mainan dan makan-makan. Bila bawak clara dan pimpin tangan dia, rasa macam dah jadi ibu bawa baby dia outing. Rasa sweet sendiri. Haha. Rasa macam orang tengok-tengok je mesti dia cakap nampak ibu dia macam muda lagi, anak dah besar. =P. Tapi bila orang tengok clara dan buat muka pelik, rasa geram pun ada. whats wrong with her? She is only a little girl with cleft lip. So what? She is pretty to me. Don’t look at her and made you face like that. Tak baik lah weh !!!!

Clara looked so happy bila saya belikan dia a doll. Dia tak nak pack pun doll tu tapi nak terus kelek ke sana sini. Dia dukung dan kiss doll tu. It was a touching but great moment for me hanging out with her. I then took her to sugar bun nak bagi dia makan. Masa tu kevin sms.

*Where are you dear? *

I replied

*I’m here in sugar bun ## *

Then he said

*with who.. *

I said

*Clara *

He sent

*Can I join you guys? *

And he came like ½ hour later. I’m glad that kevin still care to forgive me if I have done anything wrong and hurt him. He is willing to forgive that is a good sign of our relationship so far because I believe that I can easily do wrong. Intentionally but tend to.

We then walked with clara in the mall and take her to another toy shop where kevin bought her another cooking set toy. Lagilah clara suka. I thought kevin like clara too dan dia suka bila clara ada. who doesn’t?

One time bila jalan-jalan i grab kevin's hand and pulled him closer to me and said to him

"I'm sorry okey?"

He smiled and said

"Me too, sayang."

We went back separately since we came in with separate cars but kevin followed us from behind until we reached home. A sweet day. Yet still ended up me got migraine in the middle of the night.

Eh sudenly now I feel better sikit dah. after I tell a happy story. So, I have to tell more happy story after this. =)