The homesick feeling is always killing me.
How I wish I could spend longer at home. At least 2,3 days more. Tapi ada test esok. Nak tak nak berat je kaki melangkah ke airport. But with Clara I felt a bit stronger.
My mum bekalkan banyak makanan takut anak dia kelaparan di sini. Rempah kari pun dibekalkan. Padahal bukan kat KK tak ada rempah kari. That is how your mother feels kalau anak dia nak pergi jauh. Kalau boleh semua dia nak bekalkan. My family love Clara too and they want me to bring Clara bak again if permit. My mum kissed Clara macam tak nak lepaskan dia. I don’t know whether Clara understood the situation, but she looked sad to leave my family too, especially Noni who is closed to her.
But for sure, she will be in KL again. For our mission.
Hanya mama akan follow up untuk tetapkan tarikh dan cari masa yang sesuai. Then I have to ask for permission from her parents. It will be an important decision. But for her sake, I pray that Allah permudahkan segalanya. Amin.
Kevin picked us up from the airport. How I miss him too. He said he missed both of us. Ah now i have to share Kev with Clara ye. Ehhmm haahaa...
I sent Clara to Jen once I got back last night. My bad to think that Jen doesn’t miss Clara so much. How could I think like that. But I saw that there was no hug or kiss like a mother who did not see her child for few days. If I were her, I would not allow my daughter to go away with other people at the first place pun. When I asked if i can bring Clara with me, she and her husband said it is fine with them. I feel bad when I write this, but that is what happen.
I have class at 2 pm. Should be leaving now. Nak pergi makan lagi dan nak pergi library sekejap. I’ll be busy with the dateline of all the assignments and projects since our final exam dah tak lama lagi.
Okey, Ba-Byeee
8 speak up:
poor clara ..
mungkin sebab tu, yana dipertemukan dengannya .. untuk memberikan kasih sayang ..
makin lama makin hilangkah ketulusan k/sayang antara ibu & anak ??
kalau akak mesti x sanggup lepaskan anak sekecil clara ...
but gud for yana ..
from the first moment (entry mana i x igt) u said ade something to do (with clara) i dah agak what u gonna do. Alhamdulillah, ur parents are fully supportive. cume, am really afraid, if everything went well with clara, the parents gonna take advantage on u. sorry for being cynical. tp ye lah kan. anak ade defect di marah2, nanti dah chantik apa smue, die sayang2. and by that time u and ur family pon dah sgt sayang with clara. i know..... setiap amal jariah yg kite buat mmg kite tak minta balasannya, tp siapalah kita nak tolak perasaan kasih syg yg Allah beri pd due hati kan? and in this case, ia akan melibatkan a lot of hatis (hahahha plural hati :P)ur families, clara's families, belom kevin's and ur housmates' lg. hmmmmm i just hope it will end beautifully. if anything goes wrong somewhere, i will always pray that clara will always remember u and ur family. semoga satu hari nanti, Allah memberi hidayah pada clara, atas segala kebaikan yg u and ur family showers her with.
p/s: next time bawak clara dtg KL, buzz me yeh... wish to hug and kiss her... dpt belanja ice cream pon ok. she looks really adorable!
big decision huh???nk bwk clara to kl for goods ke??
=) maybe there no hug or kiss. but from da bottom of her hearts, who knows ryte.
ermm,,,u nk bawak clara stay terus ngan family u kt kl ke??
sbb u mentioned dat u have a mission..
if yes,,good for clara..:))
Thanks. Utk semua. jiejah, kakyang, sue, liyana, husna
& Farah, thanks sebab apa yang farah cakap its true and true. kami pun ada bincangkan perkara yang sama. what if, what if...ehmm..susah nak cakap. cuma sekarang saya cakap dgn my parents, saya nak tolong Clara. but since saya belum ada pendapatan sendiri saya perlukan mereka tlg saya. i even said that i'll pay back when i get a job. u see my mind now is 100% want to help her. i know its not easy when everything gets better after that. maybe i'll be frustrated. i hope that i can be strong when the time comes. Bare with me pls. thanks
Pity Clara
but then takpe, clara kan ade mummy Arianna.. you are sooo kind hearted yana!
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