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I have a friend who borrowed my money a year ago. Really, a year ago. That time was when we need to settle a payment for our faculty. Some payment I also forgot already what was it for. It was actually the money that papa gave me to spend here. But being a friend who is very prihatin to her friend, I lend her some, amounted 900/=. She said that she would pay me after she got her scholarship which was like a month after that. But now it has been a year. I felt guilty because I told my parents that I used the money for myself. I lied to them just because I want to help others. Everytime I wanted to ask for the money, she will tell all the sad stories in her life and her family. Tapi saya nampak dia punya blouse pun MNG. Cermin mata fendi, laptop bag pun samsonite. So how? I would rather give it to clara to help her instead of giving to people yang tak bertimbangrasa macam tu.