Headache all day

Today was hot, really hot and rained in the evening. I'm exhausted. I got headache all day long. Ambil panadol 4 biji and lied down in the room sampai petang. Mama wants to take us out for lunch dan pergi spa tapi saya tak larat sangat nak ikut. So, she took the children and asked bik hera to look after me. Papa went to Singapore this morning and will be back next week. Then he'll be off to Bali again after that. I guess he won't have time for me after this. There's some thing i've always wanted to sit and tell him but time doesn't permit now.

I have so many things to tell you all about. Really just small random things, but for some reason I haven't been in the mood to share. I feel like a lot of time gets wasted when I get near my lappy here lately the only thing I've been wanting to do is go, go, go. That's a good thing I suppose. I just hop from blog to blog reading people's writing. Saya suka blog hoping but you will see me drop comment for you once in a while only. Guess i'm not a good commenter.

But in the back of my mind I am keeping a log of all the things I need to document and I'm tired of the nagging of it really. I think I need to just take a day and write it all out, get caught up, and feel good about it. Hopefully soon I will find a better routine for myself. One that doesn't involve that guilty feeling for spending a couple hours on the computer.

And i feel guilty of something i'm doing. But it is done intentionally. I won't blame myself of doing it. Just a small guilty. I can get rid of it. Hopefuly (@-@)"

I'm also thinking about a holiday or short trip maybe. Camping ke fishing ke, jungle trekking ke...sounds great!