Sepagi bersama papa

My dad woke me up at 6am today and asked me out for breakfast. He likes to take me for early breakfast where we eat and chat and read newspaper at the shop for hours then only we tapau breakfast for the others at home and go back. I always enjoy that moment so i never lah nak marah or merungut kalau papa call pagi-pagi buta kejutkan saya sebab dah tahu mesti nak ajak pergi breakfast. Maybe that is the only time he think it is suitable to get closer to his daughter. Lately we have no time for each other. He is always busy and i seldom at home. Hopefully it's not gonna change anything we had in the family.

I thought that we were going to kampung baru. the favourite place for papa to eat nasi lemak or lontong. but he took me to mamak instead. Dia kata i sure rindu mamak dekat rumah tu sebab dah lama tak pekena tose garing.

Yeyyy...2 keping tose garing. In 2 hours time lepak kan so consider okey lah 2 keping tu. Masa tu dalam pukul 7 lebih so tak ramai orang lagi. Plus, saturday most of people tak kerja, mereka suka keluar breakfast lewat. Saya suka sambal mamak tu. Minta extra lagi dalam mangkuk asing. so tamak.

Kami cerita-cerita then papa told me that he might be going to Bali still next month. Hari tu cakap tak jadi tapi sekarang mungkin masih kena pergi sana. For several weeks or months juga bergantung kepada progress projek kat sana lah. Pity mama. How la feeling kalau jadi isteri yang selalu kena tinggal oleh suami macam tu kan. Mama tak boleh selalu ikut ke sana sini sebab anak-anak nak sekolah. Lagi mama pula dah mula berniaga. So sad.

And papa asking since next year is my final year, if saya nak further study lagi lepas tu, i said i don't know. Kalau ikutkan hati saya tak nak belajar lagi. Sekarang pun dah tak sabar nak kerja. Tapi entahlah, papa asked me to think about it sebab dia suggest saya terus belajar sampai setinggi mana saya nak.

Now, my life macam tak terurus dan tak terancang seperti yang dirancang. Hope you know what i mean sebab tak best membebel tanpa orang faham. =)

Esok ada member ajak keluar tapi sebab only Sunday yang family semua ada kat rumah, so maybe i stay kat rumah sajalah esok. Monday boleh plan lain pula.

Happy weekend !