Serahkan dia kepada yang empunya

We actually have made the decision after our discussion with papa and all the family member last night.
Mama hantar sms masa saya dalam kuliah tadi.

Mama *Kakak, mama dah booking flight ticket.
Saya *Macamana? Am I going back to pick her up?
Mama *No, I’ll be sending her to KK. To her mother.
Saya *Ma, are you ok?
Mama *Syg, sometimes we can’t own everything but we can still love her from anywhere
Saya *Okey. How’s noni and the boys?
Mama *They’ll be fine
Saya *Okey. Cant wait to meet you.

Actually I don’t feel that sad now because she will be just next door to me. I will keep taking care of her and watching her around selagi saya masih ada di sini setahun lagi. Lepas itu? Saya juga tidak tahu. Dan tidak mahu fikirkan lagi. but we still hoping that she will be with us one day. Cant wait for the time.

I told Jen that mama will be coming down to KK to send Clara. Jen is happy. Of course she is happy to meet her daughter again. She just can’t do much.

I should concentrate more on my studies. Tapi semua perkara yang terjadi dalam hidup saya sekarang memerlukan saya luangkan masa untuk memikirkannya juga. Tapi saya rasa lebih matang bila dapat melalui semua ini.

Kasih sayang, pengorbanan dan keikhlasan.