Better than yesterday

Feeling good when i woke up this morning. Harap kesakitan begini tidak akan berulang lagi. Serik bila ingat masa masuk wad dulu. Dan serik bila pagi semalam, pukul 3 pagi sakit yang seakan sama berulang.

And to the worst, there was no one at home. I was all alone. Thought of calling the ambulance, but i called kevin. Who is thousands of miles away. So stupid of me. But he was in my mind the minute i felt the pain. I did not want to call my parents, dont want to make them worry.

Kevin panicked more than myself. He was the one who called sidd and asked for his hand to send me to the clinic coz i said that i could not drive. Really. Tangan shaking menahan sakit, macamana nak drive.. Sidd arrived about 1/2 hour later. Tapi rasa macam 4 jam menunggu dia. He helped me to get into his car and speeding like crazy. Told him i dont want to die twice, stomach ache and accident at the same time. He scolded me. kevin called every 5 minutes, i could not talk much and so did sidd who was driving, i scolded kevin. bhaha.

Doctor cakap mungkin gastrik. angin atau salah makan. she gave me medicine and MC for 2 days. Thank god sebab lepas balik rumah terus kena demam. Then vomitted 3 times. I felt so weak. Sidd called in the afternoon and told that he would be sending lunch for me. I said i didnt want to eat but he sent it anyway.

Yaya came back in the evening dan terus masuk dalam bilik saya dan peluk saya. She said sorry she didnt know. I texted her but her phone was out of batt and he slept at her friend's hostel that night i felt sick. Not her fault.

I didnt tell mama or papa. Since i feel better today, i wont tell.
Hope i will be fine fine fine...i got test tomorrow. and not fasting for 2nd day today. rugi.
ok, nak study. later okey.