Monday, August 02, 2010

Weekend yang panjang

Mama dah balik KL semula petang tadi. Mama cakap dia tinggalkan 2 orang anak dia di sabah. you know what i mean right? Walau macamana berat hati mama pun, terpaksalah terima kenyataan. but never mind. the little girl is just next door. every time saya akan dengar suara dia dan tahu apa jadi dengan dia.

jen nampak happy jumpa clara dengan wajah baru. mama talked to jen. but i didn't ask mama what was the story. 3 hari mama kat sini, papa clara tak balik rumah langsung. great. maybe he just didn't care. so, mama tak jumpalah papa clara. clara got bit confused i guess. who is mama and me, and mama dia sendiri. pity the girl. she loves everyone who loves her. harap kami semua tidak mengganggu emosi dan psikologi dia.

On sunday night, we all went out for dinner. myself, mama, noni, yaya. mama ajak jen dgn anak-anak dia. then mama suruh ajak sidd juga. mama trying hard to get closed to jen supaya jen rasa selesa dengan kami. tak ada maksud apa-apa, cuma nak dia selesa sebab kami ingin bantu clara. in future juga. insyaallah.

sebelum balik, mama lagi shopping barang-barang keperluan clara. stok susu, baju, makanan yang clara suka. taking care of clara for more than a month, mama pun dah tahu apa clara suka makan. harap jen tak salah faham, mama tu macam risau sangat. awkward juga.

petang tadi hantar mama ke airport. i drove mama & noni to the airport. yaya pun temankan. then kat airport sidd juga datang hantar mama. we all cuba nak bagi mama rasa happy walaupun tahu dia tk berapa nak suka hatilah. kena tinggalkan clara. dia dah jaga clara lama of course dah rasa sayang. saya tahu, walaupun mama senyum je tapi dalam hati mesti sedih. but she is a strong woman. saya pun tak sekuat dia.

On the other hand, i was busy this few days tak sempat nak bercerita dengan kevin. i think he is busy with his study too. i miss him a lot.

2 speak up:

VioletLullaby said...

who is kevin? why dont you post his picture?

anyway, check out my blog too. thanks!

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carl zafran said...

living in the world right now, u got to be really strong. really2 strong..

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