Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Sour day

We went into quarrel last night. It was my fault. I was sooo protective over nothing. I broke his heart again. For how many times already. The conversation while looking after Clara turned sour suddenly. I should not have bring up the matter on our uncertain relationship. It is uncertain! So what! If we keep talking or discussing or quarelling also it won’t be certain. It will not be approved. Told him I should not have given respond to him when he first approached me. He got mad and said I shouldn’t ever said like that. It is our fate. God has written it.
He is so true. He said that he is gonna love me no matter what. Even if I act like small child. And even if I don’t love him anymore.
The rest, I gave up to God to decide. This is my fate. I love a non muslim man who is struggling to love me back. Or I am struggling to love him back.
You're so nice and you're so smart.
You're such a good friend I have to break your heart.
I'll tell you that I love you then I'll tear your world apart
I’m sorry kevin. I still love you.
Please don't hate me if i act stupid.





4 speak up:

cik syahira said...

assalamualaikum arianna,

kamu sedang moody yer. sebab tu perasaan menjadi up and down. big girl, kena pandai control emosi. tak apa, perlahan-lahan lah ye. kadang-kadang kita ada masa-masa acting like a small child sebab inginkan perhatian. hehe. well, me too.

nOa said...

When a man wants to love, he will loves unconditionally. Trust me on that :) you are lucky to have Kevin.

sepet a.k.a zack_u said...

sayangku arianna, jangan mengalah k..biasalah kita kan macam budak2, emosi, semua ada, tapi jangan menyesal kemudian hari...sebab tiada gunanya...huhu~~ aku doakan yang baik2 untuk ko dan kevin k :)

lelaki yang baik sukar di cari,
tapi laki yang berpura2 baik ramai kat luar sana, senang je nak pilih..kekeke! jadi fikirlah ye...

Arianna said...

Terharu..sumpah

Tima kasih syahira, noa & sepet. sikit sebanyak saya dah fikir kata2 kalian itu

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