Thoughts of living in Bali

We, actually have heard this news since last few months. Khabar angin aje. but seems this is gonna be true aje. Papa is required in Bali for some times. Quite a long time jugaklah. Bukan several days or weeks macam selalu. Tapi mungkin beberapa bulan atau tahun. Therefore, he wants all of us to go there with him.

Mama tak nak pergi sebab sayang dengan bisnes dia yang baruuu aje nak stabil. Then my brothers and sister pun tak berapa nak ikut. But my dad insists us to go. Dia memang nak semua family member ada dengan dia. Dia tak suka tinggalkan anak isteri di sini as he said he can’t live without us around. Probably for a year or couple of years should be fine la kot. But if more than that saya rasa tak nak juga.

Bali? Some expatriates consider it paradise and, as they might say, thank the god every day for their good fortune of being able to live in Bali. Imagine the dreams of palm trees, blue surf, and friendly Balinese but I don’t want to be frustrated with the cultural differences.

I don’t want to go actually. We had discussed about this masa cuti raya hari tu. I told papa that I don’t want to go. I want to finish my study here and find a job here. Papa berat hati. But I believe that I am old enough to make my own decision. Papa belum setuju yang saya akan stay di sini. he still want to think about it. but hopefully I won’t go anywhere. I don’t want to go away from clara. Even if she cant be part of my family, I still want to live around her =,(

It is not gonna happen immediately. Dalam perbincangan. maybe in few months. Tapi saya mesti terfikirkannya everytime tengok clara and I want to share with you too. My life is so challenging lah.