Sad

Tertidur semasa mengelamun dan berfikir di atas katil. Dari pukul 5 petang tadi sampailah pukul 8malam. Yaya woke me up takut saya mati dalam tidur. haha. Got up, took a bath then back to the bed without taking my dinner. Tak rasa lapar.

I guess my brain is too tired. with all the assignments, paperwork, lectures, tutorial, group discussion, final project. seriously tired. i dont have much time for myself either. my hair is a mess! Goddddd

I try to avoid thinking too much about clara. And now i want to avoid thinking too much about kevin too. i guess this is the best way to handle it. about that thing, i haven't ask him. i dont want to ask him and i just ignore it. i believe he knows what he is doing now. he must have a reason for that. what do you think?

He wants to surpise me? I dont think so. looking at his father's condition, he won't have the mood to plan to surprise me...
i'm so sad. feel like left behind. again..
I woke up. to see there is no messages for me at any of my social network from him. and for a day he didn't contact me, something is going on, i must say.

Should ignore this and try not to talk about this. sorry.

Now, get back to study. with a mug of cold ribena..i'll be fine.

Good night to you who is sleeping..sweet dreams ..