Killed

My paper this morning killed me.
I got headache on the way to the exam hall. While driving i swallowed 3 biji panadol. Matikla. Dah la last night tidur pukul 3 pagi.
I hate exam week. And some more exam week ada Hari Raya lagi. Great great great. Terpaksalah beraya di sini saja. Nak balik macamana kalau cuti sehari je. the day after terus ada paper. Grrrrr...
Kak Mai dah ajak beraya kat rumah dia. I bet it's gonna be fun too. Kalau saya ada mereka mesti beria-ria masak macam-macam bagi saya makan.
I'm thinking of visiting Clara sebelum balik cuti nanti. I really miss her. I hope i can spend some time with her. If only i bring her back with me...hmmmm

This few days i seldom talk to kevin on skype. Im a bit bz and so is he. The other day masa dia nak balik AUS semula saya tak sempat nak hantar dia ke airport sebab masa flight dia tu saya ada paper. Mampu menangis masa jawab kertas soalan aje lah. I wish i could send him to kk airport at least. to say good bye because i don't know when i can see him again. he dropped by at campus and we met at the car park for a while. It was a heartbreaking moment. We sat on the bench and looked at each other. Like no words can describe the feelings of being away from each other. He told me to focus on my study and don't think too much. He will always love me from there. Time will tell how strong we will be.

Tell me about it kevin..im not too strong lah. I'm not as strong as you. i guess i will always have a hard time here without you.

I went to the exam hall with teary eyes. and some got my paper wet.
=,(

Stop crying little kid. Go study !