I still love this

I wanted to twit this pic but there are too many users in tweetphoto now. Tak boleh upload. Fuhhh..

Do you have shoes that you really really love to wear. Sangat selesa sampai buruk dan koyak pun you still nak pakai lagi?
Mesti ada kan. Tell me why it is so special..
Like mine, i love it because my papa bought it from Jakarta masa I form 5 lagi. Tapi sampai sekarang saya masih pakai dan sayangggg kasut ni.

THERE ARE SO MANY HATERS IN THE WORLD. IT'S SHOCKING HOW WOMEN WILL HATE ON EACH OTHER BECAUSE THEY MAY LOOK BETTER THEN THEM IN ANY KIND OF WAY..SAD!!

Another episode of life

Pagi-pagi lagi dah dengar Clara menangis. Masa tu saya tengah study. Lepas subuh, call mama dan terus study tak sambung tidur cam biasa sebab hari ni ada sikit berita baik dari mama. Made me happy tak jadi nak tidur. Rebus 2 biji telur dan buat milo. Sambil makan sambil baca nota. Then suara Clara nangis makin kuat. Tak sanggup nak dengar lagi, saya keluar jenguk. Tengok Clara nangis depan pintu rumah. Jen bising-bising marahkan the younger son. Mereka bangun awal sebab Jen kena pergi kerja dan hantarkan mereka ke rumah in laws. Husband dia tak nampak dah 2,3 hari. Saya panggil Clara

“Clara, mari sini sayang”

Clara datang ke pagar. Saya tanya dia kenapa nangis.

“Mummy pukul”

Pagi-pagi dah pukul anak. Geram betul saya. Tapi tak adalah nak marahkan Jen, tak nak sibuk-sibuk. Jen keluar dan bgtahu yang Clara tumpahkan susu adik dia. Sedih. Budak-budak, apa tahu. Saya sapu pipi clara basah dengan air mata. Lepas tu pergi tolong Jen masukkan barang-barang budak-budak tu dalam beg. Kesian betul tengok Jen. Kena berjalan lagi ke tepi jalan besar nak tunggu bas. Dengan 2 anak, dengan barang-barang. Dengan pregnant lagi. Just imagine. Kalau saya begitu, mesti hari-hari menangis. Saya nak hantarkan, tapi Jen tak mahu pula. Saya nak jaga Clara, tapi saya kena study hari ni. Esok ada paper.

Tapi sampai sekarang pun susah nak concentrate. Kalau saya ada kehidupan yang dah betul-betul stabil, saya pasti dah suarakan sesuatu pada Jen. Tapi saya sendiri pun masih belajar. Diri sendiri pun tak dapat nak sara lagi. Sedih betul.

Petang ni kevin ajak pergi rumah kawan dia buat BBQ. Tu yang kena study betul2 sebab malam ni tak ada masa lagi. Tak nak pergi kan nanti kevin cakap apa pula. Nanti dia ingat saya sengaja je tak nak pergi sebab petang semalam boleh pula saya keluar dengan sidd pergi Pasar Philipine. tolong dia pilih mutiara untuk mama dia. Sidd nak balik KL weekend ni. It’s complicated lah kan. Pada saya, macam tak ada benda lah. Tapi mungkin kevin akan terasa kalau saya tak nak keluar dengan dia atau bagi alasan bila dia ajak sebab semalam pun kevin tahu saya keluar dengan sidd. It’s difficult to explain and be understood. So, tak perlulah nak cuba memahami. =) Dah banyak membebel kan. Nak study sekarang. Bye

Green your world

Esok tak ada paper. Jadi malam ni nak merayau kejap. Tengah tunggu KakMin balik. Dia nak bawak saya dan yaya keluar supper malam ni. Makan steamboat. Ada seorang lagi kawan dia ikut sama.

Best tau makan steamboat tengah malam. Sebab panas-panas berasap then lepas tu minum green tea sejuk. Best betul kombinasi tu.

Talking about green tea kan, kalau tak biasa minum, green tea ni rasa dia semacam. tapi kalau biasakan minum, actually the taste is not bad tau. especially kalau tengok dia punya khasiat tu.

1. Membantu mengawal tekanan darah tinggi


2. Membantu mengawal paras gula darah


3. Membantu dalam sesetengah penyakit barah


4. Menguatkan sistem imun


5. Menurunkan aras kolesterol


6. Menggalakkan pembakaran lemak

See? Besides teh tarik, teh o kurang manis, teh ais, teh 3 lapis la, mungkin sesekali tu minum lah teh hijau. The fastest way nak beli green tea ni, belilah yang bottled punya macam brand lipton. And ada edited letak citrus kasi lagi sedap. Tapi saya tak suka yang ada 'Diet' punya version tu coz the taste macam funny sikit lepas telan. Diet la katakan, nak sedap tak payah diet. Hooo..




Or kalau tak lalu nak telan green tea, boleh la makan kit kat green tea. Serius tak perasan kat sini ada ke tidak. Pernah makan sekali je my cousin beli kat Singapore. The taste not bad lah.



Or, your choice of stylish green tea at starbucks. But to me rasa dia macam over manis. I tried once but I don't really like it but you try la okey and tell me.




Yes, it can be in cakes too. Green tea cake. Certain people doesn't like the smell of the green tea. Tapi kalau dalam kek, the smell is not too strong anymore. But the taste is still there. Not sure about the khasiat lah pulakkan ...




Coke also ada green tea ? Better still..


And last but not least, my fav. Haagen dasz green teaaaaaaa.......oh kammon! Mana nak beli malam-malam ni..haihh





Pesanan dari environmentalist or mentalist to be exact, haha

Muffin dan kucing

Sidd sent this for me tadi. Saya keluar dengan kev lunch and after our lunch balik rumah yaya cakap sidd hantar. Terus call sidd tanya dia kenapa tak call saya. Then sidd cakap tak nak kacau saya dengan kev. Choiii. Teruk betul dia.

Tapi muffin ni sssedap sangat. Strawberry, raisins and blueberry muffins. Saya bagi separuh kat rumah Jen. Clara mesti suka makan ni. And then i share this dengan Yaya. Cukuplah 3 biji seorang nanti terover kalori hari ni terus mengantuk. Malam ni kena study, esok paper susah. Hari-hari pun paper susah.

Ok, nak cerita, pagi tadi saya keluar pergi hostel kejap pinjam buku dengan coursemate. Nak balik rumah tu dekat simpang nak masuk perumahan ni saya nampak seekor kucing putih lari lintas jalan. Terkejut, saya terus tekan brek. Sebenarnya saya sempat fikir nak brek ke nak langgar. Heh takkan nak langgar. Terus tekan brek walaupun saya tahu belakang ada Honda City nasib baik tak lori.

Sreeettt !!!!!

Bye bye kucing.... take care.

Nampak kucing tu lari terus memecut hilang ke dalam semak.

"Oit! Apasal you brek?"

Perempuan cina tu keluar kereta, ketuk tingkap dan tanya saya yang masih bye bye kat kucing tersebut. Turunkan tingkap.

"Ada kucing lintas"

"You tinguk saya punya kereta"

Saya pun turun. Tapi saya tengok kereta saya dulu. Lagilah dia angin kan..hihi.

"Sorry auntie. Saya tak sengaja"

Sambil bersyukur. Tak kemek punnn...kecoh la auntie ni. Saya cuba menyelamatkan satu nyawa tadi, dia nak bising pulak. Fine, ada sikitttt kemeklah ala-ala nampak kalau kita tengok dari tepi kena ada cahaya matahari tu.

"You bayarlah"

Hah? Bayar? Negotiate lah saya kat tepi jalan tu. Tapi nampak macam dah nak kena pau je saya terus call kev lah. Mana ada duit sampai RM300. Tunggu kev dalam 20 minit jugak sambil dengar auntie tu membebel. Saya diam saja. Sebab salah saya pun. Nak buat macamana kan.

Kev datang dan cerita. Finally dia ambil RM100 sebab sebenarnya kev cakap tak ada apa-apa. sikit sangat je. kereta saya pun ada kemek lah jugak. kena menjawab dengan tuan kereta lagi bila nak hantar nanti. Pening pening.

Cari kucing tu lepas tu pun tak jumpa. Tak dapat nak ajar dia cara lintas jalan dengan betul.

Challenging

Saya rupanya masih ada perasaan yang tak selesa kalau bersama kevin. Tak selesa bila dilihat orang. ‘Orang’ dalam hal ni ialah kawan-kawan kat kampus. Sebab mereka semua tahu kevin adalah bukan muslim. Saya takut mereka cakap apa pula. Kenapa ntah la. Kadang-kadang rasa tak fair kepada kevin.

Macam tadi kan bila kevin tunggu saya kat tepi dewan masa exam pagi tadi. Saya macam serba salah betul bila nampak dia ada tunggu kat luar. Bila saya keluar je saya tanya dia

“Kenapa tak tunggu kat café?”

Kevin jawab

“Sorry…’

Terus saya rasa sedih. Bodohnye kenapa tanya dia macam tu. Dia macam faham maksud saya. Then saya terus minta maaf.

“I’m sorry ok. Saja je tanya”

Kevin jawab “Tak apa. I faham”

Terkesan betul dengar jawapan dia.

Saya rasa selesa kalau berjalan dengan kevin di tempat yang orang tak kenal kami. So, who knows kan dengan siapa saya berjalan. Siapa dia, siapa saya pun orang tak kisah. Kalau kat kampus ada orang nak bisik-bisik, ada orang nak jeling-jeling, ngumpat-ngumpat. Selalu kena fitnah tanpa sebab.

Oh dunia ni sangat payah nak puaskan hati orang.

Kev, jom kita lari ke Hawaii !

Good morning BABY

Was on special date today

Why i called it special? Because today is the first time naik motor dengan kevin. =)

I was the one who asked him several times nak keluar naik motor. Sebenarnya saya suka naik motor. I would have killed to ride a bike to school - but I got stuck on the scholl bus and mum's car instead =(

Kev dapat pinjam motor kawan dia hari ni. TZM. Don't imagine. It was great even though i closed my eyes pada mulanya then kevin asked me to just enjoy the ride. He said 'trust him'. Ah yea, kalau tergolek macamana..? Could hear my heart beating.

But

It was fun riding in the town. Busy streets with people looking with thousand questions. But I don't care. We are lovebirds.

And we went to Sutera Harbour to watch the sunset.

Another unforgettable day. Thanks kev. I seldom say this to you, but I love you.

Jangan tanya 7 6 soalan ini

Kadang-kadang bila kita bertanya soalan, kita sebenarnya membawa maksud yang lain dalam hati kita. Right? Especially dengan pasangan kita. Oleh itu sila berhati-hati supaya soalan yang nak ditanya tu tidak disalah faham.

Okey, give you some example ye

1. Can i still trust you?
-Maksud sebenarnya ialah 'saya dah terbau perkara busuk yang sedang awak lakukan'. Then, kalau betullah dia sebenarnya ada sembunyi udang di sebalik mee sedap, dia akan lagi lebih berhati-hati daripada biasa. Better diam-diam dulu, tak perlu buat pernyataan begitu sehinggalah bukti ada dalam tangan. Get it?

2. Apa yang sedang awak fikir kan?
-Bila tanya soalan macam ni, tentulah kita sebenarnya nak tahu pasal sesuatu. Adakah awak sedang fikirkan pasal kita? Adakah awak bahagia dengan saya? Adakah awak ada rancangan untuk masa depan kita. No no. You better don't ask that when he/she is not ready. Nanti jawapan yang akan diterima adalah palsu hasil pembohongan.

3. We need to talk
-No one will like the sentence. Kita tahu yang its gonna be fun. so kita selalu nak avoid ayat macam ni. especially bila sedang stress, marah atau baru duduk depan tv nak menonton Scrubs. Carilah masa yang kasual, bila sama-sama sedang rilex. Ingattt

4. Are you seeing someone else?
- You just tried to be exclusive. Jangan mengacah pasangan anda dengan pertanyaan ini. Kita cuba untuk mengawal hubungan dan menjadikan dia rasa kena tambat. Errkkk...don't ask this because you won't get the sincere answer. Wasting energy.

5. Awak pergi mana semalam?
- Anda sebenarnya cuba bertanya kalau dia sudah menghabiskan masa dengan teman yang lagi istimewa dari anda. Ayat ini menunjukkan rasa tidak selamat anda. kalau dia sayangkan anda, soalan itu dia yang patut tanya. bukan anda.

6. Kenapa awak tak call?
- Kalau dia nak call, dah tentu dia dah call kan? Kan kan? so, stop wondering, go get some fun!


Okey, get kan my point here? Ehmmm...kalau tak faham meaning kena struggle lah saya utk paper Falsafah Monday nanti -.-"""


++ You do notice. That's good. Sorry, ada 6 sahaja. Why i wrote it as 7 has became a mystery..... haha

Bertemu yang dirindu

Saya pergi padang petang tadi.

Selepas rasa sangat sunyi di rumah....ok, bukan. sebab sangat rindu dengan kev.

Sampai tempat parking memang nampak kereta dia.

Dah sah dia ada main bola juga. Ramai juga orang, rasa segan juga sebab saya jarang ke padang. Padang bukan tempat saya.

Saya lock kereta dan terus jalan mendekati padang. Lalu belakang pokok supaya orang tak perasan sangat. Ada bangku bawah pokok tak ada orang duduk kat situ jadi saya duduk.

Ada game. saya perhatikan yang mana satu kev.

Ok dah nampak. Saya tengok dia lari sini lari sana. Kadang-kadang dapat bola, kadang-kadang tidak. Dia jerit sebab team mate tak kasi dia bola bila dia nampak ada peluang baik. Hek eleh. perasan la dia. tapi comel. =)

Saya duduk diam-diam. Lepas tu text text dengan Yaya sebab yaya tanya barang dapur apa lagi nak beli kat rumah. Sambil taip-taip beli belacan, cili padi, kicap tamim..tiba-tiba

Baaammm!!!!

Bola kena kaki saya. Aduhhh !!!! Setan.

Hehe..tak adalah sakit pun. kena sikit saja. Tapi terkejut betul sampai melatah latah. saya pun tengok siapa yang berdiri bercekak pinggang tepi padang sambil dibelakangi matahari.

Kevin berdiri, muka serius. Berpeluh. Pipi kemerahan.

"Tau pun sakit"

*silent

Saya baling balik bola kat kevin sambil senyum. Kevin pun senyum.

Tapi kawan-kawan dia dah bising-bising

"Woii cepat la. nak bercinta ke, balik la rumah..Bola! Bola!"

**Korang jeles eh? eh? eh?

Kevin terus stop main bola dan join saya duduk kat tepi padang. bersila, sambil cerita-cerita sampai hari gelap. Bau peluh dia pun rasa macam bau Polo. Aha. Serius!

Tapi saya rasa macam serta merta sihat. Rupanya saya bukan sakit sebab demam selsema.

Wrong timing

Great great great. God is testing me.
Tak sangka this time around exam betul-betul mencabar. I got fever, flu, cough, tonsilitis. Been 4th day already tapi masih tak baik. I went to the clinic but what is the usage of MC kalau tengah exam. Study pun rasa macam pasrah sajalah. Semoga semua yang didengar dalam kuliah tu masih ada dalam kepala.3 paper dah selamat. Masih ada several paper lagi. harap dapat survive lah.

I actually is having some argument with kevin. I argued at the wrong time agaknya. All about what I heard from Stella. Saya tersilap tanya dan kevin macam tak nak berterus terang. So saya marah sebab I have the right to know. To know my status. Kevin said that to leave all to him to settle but I don’t like the idea, I prefer the idea of sharing. I like to share everything, good and bad. Tapi kevin lebih kepada nak menanggung semuanya sendiri tak nak menyusahkan saya which is wrong. Kevin told to forget about this first until we finish our exam. I said fine and I don’t want to talk to him until our exam habis. So childish I kan. Bila sakit tak dapat lah nak bagitahu dan mengadu. Salah sendiri. But he still text me to tanya khabar even I tak reply dah 2 hari. Best kan i.

Exam will gonna be in two weeks time lagi. then after that cuti. Horeh horeh ! But to kevin, he has completed his study here. And he is not gonna be appearing here anymore. I’ll be missing him around for sure. I will have no one anymore to say hye hye dari jauh, to accompany me kat café bila ada free time, to study with me at the library, and tumpangkan I balik rumah, ke dewan yang jauh, hantarkan makanan la bla bla bla. Oh godddd….
So much of kevin kevin kevin for me these 2 years. How im gonna survive alone next sem.

Okey now, I really miss you kev. Hope you are doing well in your exam, dear. It is always my fault kalau kita bergaduh. I know I am over emo. But you always love me and care about me..

Tsk =,(

UK to send warships to get stranded Britons

You can read the news here

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/eu_iceland_volcano

But what about Malaysia who is stranded in Britain included my beloved daddy. Are we going to send our warship as well to bring them back?

Hehe

It has been few days already he is at Heathrow. We joke by saying that papa selalu kena macam ni. Last year he was at Bangkok bila ada rusuhan then this year pulak dia almost nak balik from his business trip, dah sampai airport but the flight was cancelled due to the volcanic ash. Walaupun joke, tapi dalam hati selalu berdoa semoga dia selamat. walaupun dia berada beribu batu pun dari gunung berapi tu.

we thought that its gonna be like 2,3 days the most but now mungkin sampai end of this month. Serius! Mother nature, kuasa Allah. tak ada siapa boleh sangkalkan.

But if i were there, stranded sebulan pun i tak kisah. tahulah i macamana nak habiskan masa kat Piccadilly or the Chimes. =P

Just want to share with you some of the pics of the volcano, yang belum meletup. im not sure whether its going to, soon or when.



Smoke billows from an erupting volcano which seems to be close to the top of the Eyjafjalla glacier on April 14, 2010 near Reykjavik. All London flights, including those from Heathrow, will be suspended from noon (1100 GMT) today due to volcanic ash from Iceland that has already caused almost 300 cancellations here, officials said.




An aerial handout photo from the Icelandic Coast Guard shows flood caused by a volcanic eruption at Eyjafjalla Glacier in southern Iceland April 14, 2010. The volcanic eruption on Wednesday partially melted a glacier, setting off a major flood that threatened to damage roads and bridges and forcing hundreds to evacuate from a thinly populated area.




Flooding caused by a volcanic eruption at Eyjafjalla Glacier in southern Iceland




A man takes a picture of a road that has been washed away by flood water following the melting of the Eyjafjalla glacier due to the eruption of a volcano





This picture taken on March 27, 2010 shows lava spurting out of the site of a volcanic eruption at the Eyjafjallajökull volcano some 125 km east of Reykjavik. With lava still gushing, a small Icelandic volcano that initially sent hundreds fleeing from their homes is turning into a boon for the island nation's tourism industry, as visitors flock to catch a glimpse of the eruption




Tourists gather to watch lava spurt out of the site of a volcanic eruption at the Eyjafjallajökull volcano on March 27, 2010. Up to 800 people were evacuated in Iceland early





People gather to watch lava flow at the site of a volcanic eruption at the Eyjafjallajökull volcano near the Eyjafjalla glacier





Lava spurts out of the site of a volcanic eruption at the Eyjafjallajökull volcano near the Eyjafjalla glacier in Iceland




Lava spews out of a mountain in Hvolsvöllur in the region of the Eyjafjalla glacier in Iceland.




Steam and hot gases rise above lava flowing from the Eyjafjallajökull volcano


Kuasa Allah. Subhanallah.

To bvlgarigirl readers

Hyeee everyone. Having a good sunday?
Eh banyak masa pula dia kan. padahal nak exam tu. takpe, stop study sekejap sebab masa study tadi my mind is thinking of something la.

I'm thinking of rewarding this blog reader something. Sebab saya dah enjoy duit nuffnang yang lepas, so i mungkin nak share this coming claim with you all. I'm kind enough tak? Woot woot !

But yet to decide what should i do to choose the lucky one. One only okey! =)

Since you have been supporting me in my writing and guiding me in my real life, i want to show you my appreciation.

And this is bvlgarigirl blog .....so, i have decided that im gonna give something from bvlgari

I'll think about how to do it. and tell you later yeah. don't get too excited yet... =P



But this one tak boleh lahh.... dah lama pakai. =)



Okey, take care. Pray for me too pls for my exam. Thankss and mmuah =*

For her sake

I and kevin went to Jen's house this morning.

I saw her husband is at home since last night, and i called kevin and ask him to accompany me to face them both today. Saya dah lama nak jumpa mereka tapi selalunya tiada kesempatan. It is about the mission i've been writing about.

Yeah i know that i haven't say it clearly, but some of you have guessed it right. =)

Kevin came at 9. By that time, i saw Jen already opened the front door and i could listen to clara's voice already. I sms Jen and told her that i'm coming over. She said okey.

We went there hand in hand, sebab i nervous gile. I squeezed kevin's hand like asking for a shelter. he understood and he asked me if i want him to do the talking. but i said let me. sebab this is what i want to do. It's important to me.

I thought that it was gonna be a tough time to explain to them what i am planning for her daughter. Told them yang saya ikhlas nak membantu.

Membantu untuk pembedahan cleft lips clara.

All the expenses is gonna be under us, my family. We bear everything from the surgery, treatment, their trip to KL and meals and everything. They just need to agree and signed few documents for that. And im not asking them to pay me back. I just want to see clara cerah masa depan dia. i told them that i love clara. keluar juga airmata saya bila ceritakan semua rancangan saya. saya tak dapat tahan lah. rasa macam tak boleh nak simpan lagi.

They listened but haven't give us the answer. Tell you that the husband macam tak ada perasaan. dia agak sombong like i always thougt. How lah ...rasa nak stand up and point my finger right to his face aje. tell them to wake up and see what he has done to the family. what he plan for clara. takkan nak biarkan budak itu membesar macam tu je. nonsense.

Jen cried too. she was not given her right to speak. i went to hug jen and tell her to think about it.
Tell her that never my intention to separate them or whatever, i just want to help clara.
She is gonna be her daughter forever.

Yes, clara is their daughter in whatever circumstances. Tak ada niat untuk mencuri kasih sayang clara dari mereka. tapi kalau clara tidak mendapat kasih sayang dan perhatian secukupnya, saya rasa perlu saya buat sesuatu as a human being.

Kenapa saya rasa sangat susah untuk membuat sesuatu yang baik?

3am update

Eh i mengade eh bila suruh orang bagi komen pasal i then ada yang cakap i boleh jadi pelakon yg tak ada harapan lah tu kan dan ada yang kata i ramai haters. the truth is hurt, but the truth always make you sedar diri. Thanks, it was the time i felt like i need comments untuk betulkan diri sendiri. Dan insyaallah yang baik jadikan teladan dan buruk jadikan sempadan.

Mekasih!

Nothing much happened today except i took all my strengths to concentrate on study. i break pun masa nak mandi, makan, solat, dan take a nap 1/2 hour in the afternoon. sambil belajar, sambil doa dalam hati juga supaya senang-senanglah nak jawab soalan exam nanti. Monday, the toughest paper pulak tu. tapi selalunya kena hadapi yang susah dulu, and the rest should be okey. kan? =)

I just off line with mama. Dia risaukan my dad yang tak dapat pulang. sepatutnya malam tadi sampai but i think that he will only be back in another couple of days. coz when mama call MAS, they told that by Sunday, all flights akan beroperasi semula. Mudah mudahan, amin. Marilah kita berdoa ke atas keselamatan dan kesejahteraan ibu bapa kita. baik yang tinggal bersama, atau yang tinggal berjauhan dari ibu bapa.

Kev came by in the evening to say hye. we talked for about 1 hour depan pagar. he didn't off the car engine also sebab katanya nak he miss me and want to say hye then bye. tapi, how lah nak bye macam tu saja kan. i wanted to talk. i always need him to talk with. He is a good listener. he always listen to all my mumbling. i mean listen carefully. like every word is important. When i look at him, i already feel better. He is so special just the way he is.

SOmetimes bila bersama kevin, ada lah terlintas dalam fikiran, kalau dia tak ada macamana. Betul ke yang saya sangka kan saya boleh jadi independent.

Tadi kev ada cakap dia nak pergi kursus untuk mereka yang nak memeluk islam. tapi belum confirm tarikhnya lagi. dia ada tercakap yang kalau boleh dia nak pergi oversea sebagai seorang muslim.

P/S Just tell me. Don't lie, i can accept the truth [-.-]'

Oh i love reality series

I'm now a huge fan of those reality series. everynight mesti nak turn on to watch.

sometimes i'm wondering why these people allow others to film their personal life. what they do, where they go, even on bed pun ada cameraman sekali. maybe orang barat punya pemikiran so open. but that made the show so interesting. kita pun tunggu la everyday to see what is gonna happen next. Besides, they dont have a script. everything yang keluar dari mulut dan berlaku tu adalah spontan. so, its soooo real.

And the family also yang kaya raya ria macam tu, yang tak payah kerja. semua melepak di rumah. yang kerja pun macam photoshoot, ada kedai sendiri or buat show. the rest hanyalah shopping, fine dining, sunbathing, tanning, coffebean, holiday and partying. walah. thats why suka menonton sambil imagining if i were them. [-.-]"

So far, i've been following these series

Keeping Up With The Kardashians

Live It To Lamas

Dallas Divas and Daughters

My Super Sweet 16

Shalom in The Home

Ada lagi tak yang best2 you all can suggest to me? I memang tak ada kerja nak buat ni. Exam minggu depan je. Lama lagi tu =P

Kalau berhutang, jangan lupa bayar

I have a friend who borrowed my money a year ago. Really, a year ago. That time was when we need to settle a payment for our faculty. Some payment I also forgot already what was it for. It was actually the money that papa gave me to spend here. But being a friend who is very prihatin to her friend, I lend her some, amounted 900/=. She said that she would pay me after she got her scholarship which was like a month after that. But now it has been a year. I felt guilty because I told my parents that I used the money for myself. I lied to them just because I want to help others. Everytime I wanted to ask for the money, she will tell all the sad stories in her life and her family. Tapi saya nampak dia punya blouse pun MNG. Cermin mata fendi, laptop bag pun samsonite. So how? I would rather give it to clara to help her instead of giving to people yang tak bertimbangrasa macam tu.

Old Town with an old man and a little girl

7pm

Me : Hello. Kev, i laparlah. U dah makan ke?

Kev : Belum dear. Nothing to eat ke at home?

Me : Gottt... a week punya watermelon, pizza kering dalam fridge and a cendawan cheese bread.

Kev : Cendawan cheese bread?

Me : Yeah got extra cendawan outside yang warna hitam hitam tu

Kev : Eh. Jangan dimakan bah tu. Siaplah nanti kita pergi makan ye.

Me : Tenkiu kev. You are my superhero. *Tetiba

Bila kevin dah sampai depan rumah, nampak si kenit tengah main-main kereta atas pasir kat halaman rumah sebelah. tak berbaju pun. Sedih betullah. Terus saya tanya kev boleh tak bawa clara sekali and kevin said ok. I called Jen and dia siapkan clara. We went to old town since nowhere else yang selesa malam-malam sebab ada bawa budak kan. kalau tak, kat waterfront pun boleh je.

She was the one who chose the menu for us.

sprite & root beer ..both float..or floated

For uncle kev

For Aunty Nana

But look like she has the most yummy food of all.

=)

Brilliant girl. Kenyang sudah.

Another boring day in study week has passed

Basically I have a hundreds topic to cover in a week. I guess one week is not enough for study week. I should suggest to our uni to give us a study month. Baru cukup.

I woke up in the morning today dengan satu azam untuk belajar bersungguh-sungguh hari ni. Bangun solat terlewat, tapi solat juga tanpa buka tingkap sebab kalau buka tingkap dan selak langsir akan nampak cahaya matahari dah ala-ala nak masuk bilik dah. ceh ceh menipu diri sendiri. [-.-]’. Lepas tu dikejutkan dengan panggilan telefon dari sidd tanya lagi sama ada saya boleh ikut dia ke Ranau hari ni. Dia ada kerja kat sana dan ajak saya temankan dia. Tapi saya menolak lagi sebab saya cuba nak study ikut jadual yang dah dibuat. Degil betul sidd ni orang cakap tak dapat, tak dapatlah. Marah-marah dia. Tapi dia tahu saya ni kadang-kadang kalau ajak berkali-kali lama-lama tu saya akan ikut juga.

Tapi fikir juga macam tk best lah sebab dah cakap dengan kevin nak study hari ni. kalau tiba-tiba keluar seharian macam tu nanti apa kata dia. Dia suruh study betul-betul jangan sampai repeat paper nanti rugi masa. Yeah I understand saya ni bukan 4 flat student so kena concentrate lebih. Kevin banyak bagi nasihat dan ajar mcamana nak study betul-betul. Dia pandai bahagi masa study, kerja part time, aktiviti. Semua dia boleh buat dan still boleh cemerlang. Sometimes salahkan diri sendiri kenapa tidak dapat jadi A student since sekolah menengah lagi.

Yaya keluar. Saya tak tahu dia ke mana. Sekarang susah nak ambil tahu mana dia pergi. Bila dia bersama Norman macam tulah dia. Selalu tak ada kat rumah. Complaining…because I miss her around. Selalu kami study sama-sama. sekarang study sorang-sorang =(

But nevermind, ada reward for me from kev after exam. =). We are going for a short trip after exams. Woo bestnya. can't wait !

very funney

There was one funny thing happened to me today. we wanted to celebrate a friend's birthday today. it was a surprised party la. i went to a bakery to buy a cake. when i was there, jeff a coursemate called me and asked, 'what flavour are you buying?' i answered, 'blueberry cheese' then he said 'nice'. i then turned  to the counter guy and confidently said 'give me blackberry'. he smiled and i felt wth is he smiling like that. then he asked 'curve or bold?'. then only i realized. stupid me. malu sgt. ok, got my joke? it's ok. mind my entry without paragraph becoz im updating this entry with my nokia only. gud night. can't find the smile symbol.

Saya sudah berubah?

There’s people sent me an email and said that I have changed. Dah 2 kali dia cakap macam tu. From the beginning I started blogging a year ago, compared to now, saya dah berubah katanya.

I don’t know what does he/she meant by that. Apa yang dah berubahnya. saya rasa masih seperti dulu. Kalau berubah ke arah kebaikan, syukurlah. Kalau saya berubah ke arah keburukan silalah beri teguran. Kita mungkin tidak akan bersama selamanya, tapi terima kasih kerana masih bersama saya sehingga sekarang.

Oh Iwan

He is so attractive. One time, saya sangat suka lelaki macam ni. Rambutnya, matanya, gayanya, bibirnya. Cair. And when he sang this song, i already fell for him. Who doesn't ? Owhhh my

HAVEN'T MET YOU YET ~ MICHAEL BUBLE

I'm not surprised, Not everything lasts
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track
Talk myself in, I talk myself out, I get all worked up
Then I let myself down

I tried so very hard not to lose it
I came up with a million excuses
I thought I thought of every possibility

And I know some day that it’ll all turn out
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And I promise you kid that I give so much more than I get mmm..
I just haven't met you yet

mmm..I might have to wait, I’ll never give up,
I guess it's half timin', and the other half's luck,
Wherever you are, Whenever it's right,
You'll come outta nowhere and into my life.

And I know that we can be so amazin'
And baby your love is gonna change me
And now I can see every possibility, mmmm..

Somehow I know that it’ll all turn out
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And promise you kid, I'll give so much more than I get, mmmm..
I just haven't met you yet

They say all’s fair in love and war
But I won’t need to fight it
we'll get it right an', we'll be united

(instrumental)

and I know that we can be so amazin'
And bein' in your life is gonna change me
And now I can see every single possibility mmm..

And someday I know it'll all turn out
And I'll work to work it out
Promise you kid I’ll give more than I get
Than I get, than I get, than I get

Oh, you know it'll all turn out
and you'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And promise you kid to give so much more than I get yeah
I just haven't met you yet.

I just haven't met you yet, Oh, promise you kid
To give so much more than I get

I said love love love love love love love..
I just haven't met you yet, Love love love..
So doy day ay ay ay, ay ay yeah
I just haven't met you yet!

But never mind, i already have mine who is also look alike an artist.

=P

Haa haa. Dah cukup dah. Thank you

Just ignore Arianna these few weeks sebab she is gonna be a bit mental problem during exam