Blessed

Just had my shower and relax a bit before kevin pick me up for dinner. Sempat online sekejap to wish my brother birthday. Iman's birthday today. I wish to be home at this moment. But i am thousands miles away and my family never know that i am here !

Papa kevin still in the same condition. Weak. But he still smile and responds to people. But could not talk much. So we did not talk much so far. I heard they want to take him to IJN in KL. But dont know yet how and when.

Hey, everything went well ok with our first meeting. When we were heading to the ward yesterday, I walked behind kevin and he has to pull my hand to walk a bit faster. Rasa macam pelik dengan telinga rasa panas dan muka macam tak ada darah. Tapi kevin bisik cakap 'don't worry' 'don't worry' dekat 10 kali. Saya jeling je si kevin bila dia senyum.

Stella was in the ward taking care of their father. replaced her mother who went back for shower and change. that is the time for me to show up. Macam penjenayah pula takut kena tangkap polis. Goddd!!

When i first saw his dad, he looked at me with his deepest look like judging me from the first look. Thats not fair. But then he smiled to me. Senyum kecil tapi serta merta buat saya rasa selesa. Rasa macam baru lepas dari ikatan. Kevin masuk dan terus peluk papa dia. Saya nampak mata dia merah..papa dia tepuk2 belakang kevin. Bet they missed each other so much. Gave them some times melepaskan rindu. Saya tunggu sebelah stella. Macam tunggu hukuman. Lepas tu kevin bawa saya pergi sebelah katil papa dia. kevin pegang tangan papa dia dan usap-usap. papa dia mengangguk-angguk. dan kevin introduced me

"Pa, this is Arianna"

Thousands feelings came striking me at that moment. Felt like that is the time that i have been waiting for. Felt like kevin is seriously wants me to be apart of his life. He has introduced me to the most important person in his life. =,(

Saya ambil tangan papa dia dari tangan kevin untuk salam dan cium tangan dia. Papa dia angguk-angguk lagi. His eyes shining ..tells everything.
I sat down besides him. Stella dan kevin nak keluar tinggalkan kami berdua. tapi saya tarik tangan kevin suruh dia duduk dulu sbb saya tak tahu macamana nak bercakap. I dont know how to break the ice. Need sometimes.

Lepas tu saya tolong buatkan air susu untuk papa dia, kevin ask me to help. He tried to make me feel comfortable. kevin suapkan susu dengan sudu. I could see the strong bond between them. I will never break it.

2 hours is not enough to me..i had to leave before his mother came back. i heard papa kevin bisik dengan kevin suruh saya tunggu jumpa mama dia. tapi saya cakap biarlah dulu. let me calm down and think.

Then kevin sent me to his friend's house and left me there. Dia ke hospital tunggu papa sampai malam. And today kevin took me to see him again for 2 hours. Papa responded to everything i said by smiling. Saya panggil dia 'uncle' walaupun bila dia bercakap dia bahasakan diri dia sebagai 'Papa'. Dia banyak angguk dan geleng saja. macam tu saja sebab dia tak larat nak bercakap banyak. tapi itu semua dah cukup untuk saya. cukup sangat.

I wish i can spend more time here to look after him. saya nak kenal dia lebih lagi. he is so nice that i've never imagined before. I am blessed.

Thank you ...Allah.

Finally here

I'm still at Sandakan. At kevin's friend's house. Pernah menumpang duduk di sini. Masa kevin first time bawa saya datang Sandakan few months ago. Kevin's papa & stella want me to stay at the hotel tapi kevin tak bagi. dia prefer saya duduk sini, rumah kawan dia. sebab kalau kat hotel saya akan tinggal sorang-sorang. dia tu terlebih risau pulak.

In any minute, kevin will come to pick me up to go to the hospital. but this is the second time ok. not the first time. because the first time was yesterday. so, no more nervous macam nak gugur jantung lagi. well, what shall i say?

Kevin telah berjaya pujuk saya untuk jumpa papa dia. Saya kalah dengan kata-kata dia. I have to put aside my awkward feelings. I could not turn down him.

Yesterday we left kk. kevin came with his friend to pick me up from my house and went to the airport. He bought me the flight ticket. Stella and family already in Sandakan few days before. Sepanjang perjalanan dlm flight 40 minit saya banyak diam. Nervous sebenarnya. Gile. Kept looking out of the window. Nothing there. Sampai kevin tanya saya nampak apa kat luar tingkap. Bhaa!

Felt like i had a fever. Kevin hold my hand and was shocked. He said

"Are you a vampire? You are really COLD !"

Shut up!
He is good at making me nervous.

Kevin said that his father dah tak sabar nak jumpa saya. asyik call call malam sebelumnya tanya sama ada kevin bawa saya atau tidak. Kevin cakap dia lagi excited nak jumpa saya daripada nak jumpa kevin yang baru sampai dari Aussie tu. Kesian dia..Haha.

Then i wonder, macamana kalau saya sampai sudah tak nak ikut kevin jumpa papa dia...i have to thank to people here for giving me all the advices. Saya dengan niat ikhlas nak pergi melawat papa dia yang sakit. I wish i can represent the identity as a malay and a muslim. To show that we care. And also to show that i am seriously love their son.

Bila sampai di Sandakan airport, kami dijemput oleh stella's husband dan kami terus ke hospital...

I can't finish up this entry now..got to go. kevin is here already. bye

Tomorrow

Sweep me away with your loving,
hold me ever near...
Hold my hand,
All will be fine as we dance.
Drown me in your laughter;
wash away my tear.
Whisper softly to me;
words for ever true...
Coz Darling there's no one
on this earth I love as you..



I love you kev..

Tomorrow is one of the important day in my life..in our life.
Tell me that we will be fine..

I chose...

Not going !

I'm sorry..
I dont know what am i thinking.
I'm not sure if this decision is right or wrong.
Apart of me feel awkward and i chose not to face it.
I don't feel good about this. Until now.
Am i a coward?
Kevin kept calling me for an answer. He is arriving tomorrow and wants me there.
I kept quite..
Kevin must hate me at this time.
='(

Pusing

I haven't decide.
Kevin dah call dan bagitahu perkara sebenarnya.
daddy dia sakit agak serius. memang dia dah lama sakit pun. since last year.
and daddy dia ni quite close dgn kevin. dia dapat tahu yang kevin ada hubungan dengan saya dari stella. dia, a kind of understanding person. not like kevin's mother yang secara tidak langsung menunjukkan dia tak suka saya.
Dan daddy kevin nak jumpa saya, dia kata sebelum dia tak ada, dia nak kenal saya.
But this thing is without his mother's knowledge. they set something behind her.
If you are in my place. what will you do?
Nak pergi ke tidak. Nak setuju ke tidak.
Kenapa saya rasa macam benda ni tak patut.
Macam mummy dia tak suka saya, tapi saya nak pergi menyorok2 jumpa his daddy.
I tell kevin off macam tu. Dan kevin macam tak suka saya fikir begitu.
He is not in my shoes.
Dia tak faham.
Kevin kind of merajuk dah dengan saya. Dia kata saya tak serius.
Boleh tak..
Give me time boleh tak..pusing ni kepala..
Bukan tak serius, bukan tak sayang.
Tapi perkara ni macam tak betul. Tak kena.

I don't believe this

Stella called when i was cooking for dinner just now. I almost drop the plate in my hand.
She said that kevin's father wants to meet me.
I don't believe my ears.
Why he wants to see me?
He doesn't even know me. Maybe he knew me from Stella. but is there anything to do with me?..
I have not heard from kevin of what is going on now. He went quiet also today.
And now Stella told me this.
She wants to take me to Sandakan this weekend to meet his father.
She said THEIR FATHER only. Not THEIR MOTHER. Meaning that his mother does not know about this now.
I'm trembling. Can't type much now.

Sad

Tertidur semasa mengelamun dan berfikir di atas katil. Dari pukul 5 petang tadi sampailah pukul 8malam. Yaya woke me up takut saya mati dalam tidur. haha. Got up, took a bath then back to the bed without taking my dinner. Tak rasa lapar.

I guess my brain is too tired. with all the assignments, paperwork, lectures, tutorial, group discussion, final project. seriously tired. i dont have much time for myself either. my hair is a mess! Goddddd

I try to avoid thinking too much about clara. And now i want to avoid thinking too much about kevin too. i guess this is the best way to handle it. about that thing, i haven't ask him. i dont want to ask him and i just ignore it. i believe he knows what he is doing now. he must have a reason for that. what do you think?

He wants to surpise me? I dont think so. looking at his father's condition, he won't have the mood to plan to surprise me...
i'm so sad. feel like left behind. again..
I woke up. to see there is no messages for me at any of my social network from him. and for a day he didn't contact me, something is going on, i must say.

Should ignore this and try not to talk about this. sorry.

Now, get back to study. with a mug of cold ribena..i'll be fine.

Good night to you who is sleeping..sweet dreams ..

Pillowcase 1st batch post tracking no.

My partner had posted yesterday evening, the first batch of the pillowcase cute order.
This is the tracking number for your guys. so that u can track your parcel in this website

http://202.185.150.100/emstrack/search.asp

Farah Izzati EN431153784MY
Nor Dalilia EN431153740MY
Rabiatul Adawiyah EN431153736MY
Nurul Syahieza EN431153767MY
Anna Chin EN431153458MY
Rosmeza Idrais EN431153824MY
Nor Hayati Shukor EN431153492MY
Farihah Ismail EN431153798MY
Sumaiyah Othman EN431153722MY
Siti Fatimah Mohd Yakup EN431153753MY
Siti Kemboja EN431153360MY
Rohana Mokhtar EN431153395MY
Sri Izati Fatin EN431153461MY
Kamilia Kassim EN431153413MY
Norhidayah Nasruddin EN431153356MY
Mazni Mohd Zain EN431153815MY
Nurul Waida EN431153435MY
Afnie Ayub EN431153807MY
Mas N431153427MY
Aishah Norzaman EN431153475MY


Harap sampai dengan selamatnya..kalau tak terima dalam masa 3 hari, bagitahu saya ye.
& Hope you like it too.. =)

2nd batch booking, akan sampai in less than 2 weeks insyaallah..sabar ye =P

Why kevin why

I did not know that kevin’s father is in the hospital. Admitted 2 days ago. Heart problem. I just knew it from Stella. She called me. Kevin did not tell me also that probably he is coming back home to visit his father. Why he didn’t tell me? We had a conversation yesterday in the skype. He did not mention anything to me. Now I wonder why.
Really.

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Kek Hijau

It is really GREEN

so GREEN

but the taste is soo DELICIOUS








Yummmyyyy

Ok kepada yang ada bagi message berbau hendak resipi ini, now i give you the recipe

sekarang tulis...

KEK HORLICKS HIJAU



1 botol horlicks (nak pakai 320g sahaja)
8 biji telur gred B
200g butter
1 gelas tepung gandum
3/4 gelas gula kasar
1 gelas susu pekat manis
1 botol pewarna hijau epal (yes 1 botol bukan 1 titik)
1 penutup esen vanilla
secubit garam


Cara membuatnya :-
Pukul butter + gula
masukkan telur satu persatu
masukkan susu pekat
masukkan horlicks
masukkan pewarna
masukkan esen vanilla
masukkan secubit garam
masukkan tepung gandum

Lepas semua dah sebati, kukus selama 1 jam

I tot mula-mula bakar, rupanya kukus. ehheehee

Cuba lah cuba

**ok puan-puan, dah update dah masukkan horlicks step ke berapa. tapi rasanya masukkan bila2 pun boleh je asalkan sebelum tepung lah ek

**gelas boleh tukar pakai mug juga...semalam saya pakai mug ok je..hihi

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Cake on Saturday

I want to bake a cake. Horlicks Green Cake.
I've bought horlicks, butter, sugar, milk, and bla bla bla
But i forgot i don't have the baking pan.
Now i've to go out again to look for a pan. Bahhhh...!!!
Clumsyyyyyyyy

Sidd'd new girlfriend

Last night sidd call and asked me out today to help him with a shopping. Since i've nothing to do in the evening today, i agree lah. i sat down waited for him in front of the house for 10 mins after he called asking me to get ready. wondering where he went but actually he stopped to buy ice cream from the ice cream man. hihi. we finished up the ice cream in 2 minutes and drove to KK.

I didn't know what he wanted to buy but he went to look for a bike. dia kata nak cycling everyday dekat rumah dia. he wanted to slim down a bit and keep fit. Cehhh

Got jealous of his new girlfriend.

I want alsooooooo...............................



I can borrow from him but i've to wait for another 1 year la..tunggu karat sikit baru dia bagi pinjam tu..
haha

Kenapa orang ingat saya sombong?

Terfikir kenapa most of the time for the first time, kalau terserempak dengan reader dalam FB chat mahupun YM, mesti ayat dia nak jadi macam ni

"I ingat u sombong orangnye..."
"Ingat ke u ni jenis tak layan orang.."
"Ingatke tak nak jawab salam tadi.."

Kenapa ingat saya sombong eh? Kalau sombong mesti tak ada nak membuat blog. buat hal sendiri. kalau sombong saya tak akan syer-syer cerita peribadi di sini. biar pun orang tidak mengenali saya secara peribadi, tapi cerita saya tu kira peribadi saya la. personal. eh macam marah pula. tade tade, bukan marah. nasihatttt...

dalam dunia realiti saya jenis yang kalau u tak kenal, maka tak chinta (eja macam drama chinta lak). saya jenis yang susah didekati kalau tidak kenal. tapi bukan bermakna sombong. cuma kurang pandai memulakan perbualan apatah lagi pergaulan. I'm kindoff soft spoken and quiet. tapi kalau berani tegur, saya akan jadi peramah secara tiba-tiba. saya tidak sombong kalau berjalan menundukkan kepala dan buat donno. saya akan senyum kepada semua orang yang saya jumpa termasuk kambing. hihi cuma tidaklah senyum berlebihan, nanti orang kata buang tabiat pula.

Dalam dunia blogging pun sama juga. saya kurang menegur orang. mesti u all perasan kan. kurang tinggalkan komen kat blog orang, kurang menjawab komen kat blog sendiri (matilah), tak pernah klik chat kat FB untuk tegur orang dan sesekali je like orang punya wall update. TAPI bukan bermakna saya sombong. tegurlah. saya akan jawab dengan mesra alam. saya ni pemalu tapi bukan sombong.

Ada yang dah jadi kawan tempat saya bercerita kat YM dan FB chat. ada yang dengar luahan perasaan saya di situ dan ada juga yang meluahkan perasaan kepada saya. berkongsi cerita dan pendapat.

Adeh entry apa ni...tak ada apa, bukan entry bengang. cuma entry nak bagitahu saya tidak sombong lah...

Atau masih ada yang kata saya sombong???

Siapa yang pernah chat online dengan saya?

Kalau ada yang nak mengaku pernah berchat mesra dengan saya, silakan. tolonglah buktikan mereka semua ni tidak benarrrr...beritahu semua yang saya ni peramah orangnya. Ngeeeee... =)

Dan kalau ada yang saya tidak layan teguran mereka, sila kemukakan bantahan anda beserta tarikh kejadian.

Serius ni. Cepat !

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Sleeeeeeeepy

Swallowed 2 bottles of Revive already tapi mata masih mengantuk ni...kena study for another test tomorrow. Nak final pun boleh nak test2 lagi, tu yang tension tu. Tadi pagi pun ada satu, nasiblah dapat jawab sebab last night dok ulang baca yang sama. sometimes instinct tu masih boleh dipakai ye.

Lepas kuliah jam 3 tadi terus balik rumah. Member ajak pergi library pun tak nak. macam penat sangat..balik terus tidur..zzz...sambil tidur masih sempat mimpi makan laksa..sebab perut lapar tak lunch. haha. bangun pukul 6 lebih. missed asar. dah masuk maghrib. rasa bersalah sangat, lepas maghrib terus baca Quran. -.-'

Yaya nak keluar tadi ajak keluar sama tapi terus tolak sebab tahu kalau keluar ikut kawan-kawan dia semua tu sure balik lewat sebab seronok lepak tepi waterfront tu. eh dah lama tak lepak sana lah. rindu fish & chips itu.

Esok tak ada kelas petang, ingat nak pergi rumah Stella.. saja jalan-jalan dah lama tak jumpa dia. Sebenarnya rindu kevin yang dah 2 hari sibuk dan tiada masa untuk saya =(. tak dapat jumpa kevin pun tak apalah, pergi cari kakak dia. at least ada juga cerita-cerita pasal dia boleh didengar dari stella. hopefully lah...i know he is struggling. give him time.

And i miss CLARA too... semua yang saya sayang tiada di samping saya. Sangat menyedihkan hidup ini.

I don't mind

Get dizzy looking at my hair in the mirror

Waiting for a call that has not come from morning

I should get rabbit Guardian as my pet

I'm pathetic

Chocolates make me happy

I did mention to sidd that chocolates can make me happy. he knew that i'm a bit sad today. Not a bit, a big. I called him earlier to inform him that clara has left with her mother. cried a bit. i wanted to talk to kevin but i could not as he was working (part time) today. i just needed someone to talk.
I felt hopeless..like walking but nowhere to go. He is like a pit stop where i can stop and rest and drink some water and wipe my sweat...something like that.

And after 2 hours he came right in front of the gate with a chocolate cake ! How nice he is. I know this is not going to stop me from missing clara, but at least it cheered me up a bit.




Wish i can share with everyone...

Bye bye Clara

It's a sad dayyy today!!!
Had to let Clara go. I can't do much.
Rasa nak meraung pun ada. Tapi saya tak berdaya. Tak dapat nak jaga Clara.
I have no income (mama can help me, but i dont want to bother her with this), and i don't have time to look after her. If only i have a job. and not studying anymore. i would have take the responsibility to raise her myself. I have one more semester to go, and i will do something for her. I have promised her when i hugged and kissed her goodbye just now. Clara left with Jen and her sister back to their hometown. I won't be seeing her for a long time. Very long. I'm sure.

I love you so much Clara. Gonna miss you baby...

Welcome to Blackribbon Closet

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

It's ready already...worked on it for several hours now it's the time to launch it. =P
Please help yourself to walk in my new online shop

Blackribbon Closet

here for you to remember. Must remember :D

http://blackribboncloset.blogspot.com

Give me support ok. Please...haha

Blackribbon Closet

I want to be in online business as well !
Hihi.
As you know the main reason is to raise a fund for my baby Clara..i've to find a job. but now im still a student, so online business is the best that i can do..

With a partner, we'll be on line soon...selling all range of product but will be focusing more on clothes, woman accessories and handbags, and etc..i guess. and many more kot...
We are creating a separate blog for the shop and will be called as Blackribbon Closet.
But since i'm quite busy now, i'll be posting the items in this blog first.
Bare with me ok darlings...hope to have your support..
Thanks...mmuahh XOXO

Jen had a girl

If you read my FB status, Jen had a girl! Yesterday we were the 1st to hold the baby. How great the feeling at that time. Jen's sister also belum sampai lagi masa tu. Their car broke down on the way. And i called Sidd to help them out. Sidd went to help them with his foreman friend.
So many things happened yesterday but finally a baby girl was born. She is so cute and adorable. just like Clara. so tiny rasa nak picit-picit lengan dia. hihi. she is 2.7kg...kecil saja kan but in healthy condition. Alhamdulillah.

I know that Jen sangat sangat sedih. Tapi dia sebolehnya nak tutup kesedihan dia. but she burst into tears also when we left her at night to take the kids home with us. bila saya peluk dia, dia nangis. =,(

Jen's sister is taking care of Jen in the ward now. if she is fine. petang ni atau esok pagi boleh keluar wad kot. dia bersalin normal. and her sister pun ada anak ramai di kampung. mereka bukan orang senang juga. Jen akan balik berpantang di rumah kakak dia. and Jen's mother is also sick now. im now thinking how are they going to take care of Jen and her 3 children with them now. Oh myyy...kesiannya. Pening saya fikir about clara ni. i called mama last night dan mama cakap suruh bawa clara balik KL saja. Oh mama ..kalaulah dapat saya nak clara tinggal dengan saya saja kt sini.

Now i'm with Clara and boy. dah bagi mereka makan nasi goreng telur tadi, yaya gorengkan. boy dah minum susu dan tidur. clara tengah main lego. tengahari nanti nak pergi ke hospital lagi. yaya tak dpt ikut sebab dia ada kerja projek dia. then sidd nak tolong bawa kami ke hospital sebab macamana saya nak drive dengan 2 orang budak kecil. thanks to sidd to sebab dia sentiasa ada bila saya perlukan pertolongan dia.

Got to go...

Sudah mari ! Restock Pillowcase Cute

STICKY MODE :

Jeng ! Jeng !

Sudah mari lah. Restock order sudah dibuka sekarang. Happy tak? Kepada yang tidak sempat nak adopt haiwan ini masa batch pertama dan yang masih meng e-mail dan bertanya bila haiwan-haiwan comel ini akan datang semula, berita baik untuk anda.





Hah! Kali ni boleh dibawa ke pool pulak.... sebelum mandi boleh baring-baring gaya model dan tidur krooh2 dulu. Orang mesti excited tengok anda fish tu.. =D



Bawak naik flight okeh. bawak naik kereta/bas/train pun boleh. jangan risau




Nak lari dari rumah pun masih nampak comel bila bawak bantal rabbit tu

guys tengok horse pun lawa la bila dibawa tidur. macam gagah je

perjalanan yang jauh pun tak terasa bila tidur bersama cat ni

Mimpikan Sauroposeidon sebab dia vegetarian. Jangan mimpikan t-rex ok !

More info :

Measurement -80x55cm-

Material - ultra soft 250 thread count sateen cotton material-

Parts of the animal are filled with premium poly fill-

Pillowcases are also machine washable and durably constructed-

Fits a standard size pillowPre orderFull payment required

Terms :

Pre-order

Full payment required upon booking

Booking will be hold for 2 days only. To make payment in order to confirm

Estimated time of arrival NOV 2010

Baiklah, this time around kena limitkan order mengikut kuota yang ada sekarang. supaya tiada yang menangis dalam email sebab tidak dapat tempat. Hehe.

Receiving booking...wah so fast...

DINO
15 ONLY ditambah menjadi 20 UNIT skrg atas permintaan ramai =P

1) Nor Alwani (Paid)

2) Muzie (Paid)

3) Harena (paid)

4) Vagg (Paid)

5) Iza Iryani

6) Haniza Abdul Rahman
7) Tiffany (paid)
8) Atikah Alawi (Paid)
9) Syazana Zambri (paid)
10) Fairuzara
11) Haslina Hussain (paid)
12) Haslina Hussain (Paid)

13) Dayah (paid)
14) Yumi Zunira (Paid)
15) Adlin
16) Mardiana sanusi (Paid)
17)
18)
19)
20)

CAT
10 ONLY ditambah menjadi 17 UNIT skrg atas permintaan ramai =P

1) Muzie (paid)

2) Nurul Nadia (paid)
3) Erina Asmawani (Paid)

4) Kolakolakila (paid)
5) Iza Iryani
6) Vagg (paid)
7) Vagg (Paid)
8) Suraya (paid)
9) Missy Darling (paid)

10) Missy Darling (paid)
11) Shae funky helium (paid)
12) Siti Balkhis (Paid)
13) Intan Suliana (paid)
14) Intan Suliana (Paid)
15) Emma (paid)
16) Haslina Hussain (Paid)
17) Haslina Hussain (Paid)
~SORRY BOOKING CLOSED. SOLD OUT~

HORSE

2 ONLY

1) Vagg (Paid)

2)

Publish Post

RABBIT

7 ONLY

1) Muzie (Paid)
2) Akrina (Paid)

3) Nirwana Ajirul (paid)
4) Noor (Paid)

5) Noor (Paid)

6) Noor(Paid)

7) Shae funky helium (paid)

~SORRY BOOKING CLOSED. SOLD OUT~

FISH
5 ONLY

1) Sazliza (Paid)
2)

3)
4)

5)

1 unit = RM 32.00 sahaja

+ Postage = RM6.00

Boleh e-mail kpd saya untuk booking :

bvlgarigirl09@yahoo.com


Be waiting for you !
Cepat ..cepat

Buntu lah

At 4am today, Jen knocked our door. Dia dah sakit nak bersalin. Sent her to the hospital. I wanted to call her mother in law to inform them but jen does not allow me to call them. I dengan yaya serba salah. Dah la tak ada pengalaman membantu orang-orang nak bersalin ni. Dengan clara dan adik dia lagi. kak min pun tak ada kat rumah. nak tak nak harung saja lah ke hospital wad bersalin. Tolong register semua dan masuk wad. The sad part is bila nurse tanya mana husband dia. We told her husband Jen out station. Takkan nak cakap dalam lokap. Time tu rasa marah sangat-sangat lah dengan husband dia tu. Kesian Jen.

Kami temankan jen sampai pukul 7 kat wad lepas tu kena balik nak perrgi kuliah. Lucky my kuliah in the morning dan yaya ada kuliah pukul 2pm. so, we took Clara and boy home. Saya pergi kuliah dan yaya jaga budak-budak tu kat rumah. sekarang saya balik, Yaya pula pergi kuliah. Called jen just now, dia masih belum bersalin,. Kakak dia dari kampung baru on the way ke hospital. Hope that she will deliver soon. Kesiannya tengok dia macam tu. Kalau ada suami sama-sama lainlah kan. She is all alone in the ward. Orang lain ditenangkan suami, kalau sakit pun rasa ok juga boleh share saat2 itu dengan suami. Semoga tuhan kuatkan semangat jen.

Saya dah tapau nasi untuk clara dan belikan susu boy tadi. I don’t know what is going to happen now. Who is gonna take care of this children. Saya nak tolong sangat tapi macamana. What shall i do? Buntu buntu.

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button

Don't want to miss this movie again !

Tonight @ 11pm channel HBO

The film received thirteen Academy Award nominations, including Best Picture, Best Director, Best Actor for Pitt, and Best Supporting Actress for Taraji P. Henson. It won Oscars for Art Direction, Makeup, and Visual Effects.

Plot :

Daisy, an elderly woman, is on her deathbed in a New Orleans hospital. Daisy asks her daughter, Caroline, to read aloud from the diary of Benjamin Button.

In 1918, a boy is born with the appearance and physical maladies of a very elderly man. The baby's mother dies shortly after giving birth, and the father, Thomas Button, abandons the infant on the porch of a nursing home. Queenie and Mr. "Tizzy" Weathers, who work at the nursing home, find the baby, and Queenie decides to care for him as her own.

In 1930, 12-year-old Benjamin, having exchanged a wheelchair for crutches, befriends six-year-old Daisy, whose grandmother lives in the nursing home. As Benjamin's body grows younger, he accepts work on a tugboat. Benjamin also meets Thomas Button, who does not reveal that he is Benjamin's father. In 1936, Benjamin leaves New Orleans with the tugboat crew for a long-term work engagement.

In 1945, Benjamin returns to New Orleans, and learns that 21-year-old Daisy has become a successful ballet dancer. Benjamin again crosses paths with Thomas Button, who, terminally ill, reveals that he is Benjamin's father. Thomas wills Benjamin his possessions before he dies.

Daisy's dance career is ended in Paris in 1957, when she is hit by a taxi cab and breaks her leg. When Benjamin goes to see her, Daisy is amazed at his youthful appearance, but frustrated at her own injuries; she tells him to stay out of her life. In 1962, Daisy returns to New Orleans and reunites with Benjamin. Now of comparable physical age, they fall in love and move in together.

Daisy gives birth to a girl, Caroline in 1968. Benjamin, believing he cannot be a father figure to his daughter due to his reverse aging, sells his belongings, and leaves the proceeds to Daisy and Caroline. He travels the world alone during the 1970s.

Benjamin, appearing to be in his early twenties, returns to Daisy in 1980. Now re-married, Daisy introduces Benjamin to her husband and daughter as a family friend. Daisy then visits Benjamin at his hotel, where they share their passion for each other. Daisy admits that Benjamin was right to leave; she could not have coped otherwise. Benjamin departs again.

In 1991, Daisy receives a phone call from social workers. They have found Benjamin — now apparently about 12 years old — living in a condemned building, and have contacted her because they found her name in his diary. The bewildered social workers say that his condition resembles dementia. Daisy moves into the nursing home where Benjamin grew up and takes care of him as he becomes increasingly younger, until, physically an infant, he dies in Daisy's arms. Benjamin's story now told, Daisy dies in her hospital bed.

WHITE

I'm pretty busy with my lectures and final project. dont really have time to log in to update here. really miss to play with the keyboard around and tell you whats goin on everyday with me. NVM, i keep it within me..

I felt that i could not concentrate in the lecture today. My friend is enthusiastic and gets annoyed that I am constantly on my phone SMS ing with anyone who responded. I read all the twitter updates from everyone without updating mine. Sign of enjoying other people's life rather than mine. HAHA.

Went out with Yaya earlier just to buy a bar of chocolate and finished it up in front of the shop itself. Went back again and bought another 5 !




And now, sitting here staring at this computer, a million feelings, memories, thoughts, emotions, run through my mind so quick, I really feel dazed. And confused. Like the magazine I used to read. Like the color wheel. When you spin it, and the rainbow of colors are moving clock or clockwise, it doesn't really matter cause you see nothing but WHITE. That's how I feel sitting here now.

Rebbit sold out

Ada 3 pengumuman pentin

1) Rebbit dah sold out...sorry kepada yang nak order tapi tak order2..sapa suruh. haha

2) Kepada yang dah bayar tapi saya tak update 'paid' kat atas ni, sila marah saya

3) Kepada yang belum buat payment..(yg dah booking lebih 2 hari)...ehem ehem..sebab nanti karang tercicir dari list dan orang lain pula nak camana?.. hehe

=)

Anyway thanks for your support and purchasing

10.10.10

Saja nak mark kan tarikh ini dalam blog.
Sebab ia datang 100 tahun sekali.
Walaupun dah terlepas satu hari.
Kira halal la ye. =)
Macam-macam peristiwa berlaku semalam kan.
Ada suka ada duka.
Semalam kevin cakap dia suka tarikh yang istimewa macam ni.
Jadi dia akan buat sesuatu yang istimewa pada tarikh-tarikh yang istimewa begini pada masa depan.
Mungkin pada 11.11.11
Atau 12.12.12
Buat apa..ntah dia kata rahsia.
Emm memang bestkan kalau buat something yang kita akan kenang seumur hidup pada tarikh itu...