No one understand me

Pagi tadi masa papa nak pergi office dan clara tengah main dengan noni kat halaman rumah, saya dengar Noa tegur papa. Tanya siapa budak kecik clara tu. Papa bagitahu Noa
“Cucu..”

Sumpah Noa terkejut monyet sebab dia ingat saya dah kahwin. Haha. Terus dia tak jadi tanya papa furthermore. Saya rasa nak tergelak je dengar dari dalam. Malas nak keluar. As I expected dia terus call saya lepas papa pergi

Noa : Assalamualaikumm
Saya : Waalaikumsalam warahmatullah
Noa : Bila balik? Tak bagitahu pun nak balik
Saya : Last week. Orang dah seminggu kat rumah baru nak tanya
Noa : Sorry tak nampak. Baru balik dari Barcelona
Saya : Wah..Barcelona. Buat apa kt sana?Noa : Ada show
Saya : Ohh..mesti best kan pergi oversea buat show
Noa : Pergi buat show cik yana. Kerja. Bukan makan angin. Kalau makan angin tu best la. kalau kerja, penat.
Saya : Kira international punya dancers la sekarang?
Noa : Haha international la sangat. Ada function kat sana. Kita buat show represent malaysia.
Saya : The other day kata nak further study kan
Noa : Insyaallah. Tahun depan.
Saya : Okey
Noa : Ni nak tanya sikit..siapa budak kecik comel kat depan rumah tu?
Saya : Oh..clara
Noa : Clara? Yourr…?
Saya : Your what?Noa : Daughter?
Saya : Yes
Noa : What? Tell me about it..
Saya : Betul lah. Comel kan?
Noa : No wayyy…never see you kahwin, or pregnant..never tell me anything? You kahwin dengan that kadazan guy ke?
Saya : *Gelak lama-lama
Noa : Ok, dah habis gelak? Tell me now.
Saya : I adopt her
Noa : Wow! Seriously?
Saya : Yeahhh..tak boleh ke? Tak sesuai?
Noa : Bukan..i’m amazed. Is she sabahan?
Saya : Yes she is.
Noa : Oh yang ni ke yang my mum cakap you all buat cleft lips operation for her. few months ago kan?
Saya : Haa..yang nilah. She comes from unlucky family. Just helping..
Noa : It’s good. So she will be with you all the time?
Saya : Well, not really. Sometimes dengan parents dia, sometimes with me.
Noa : I’m proud of you dear.
Saya : Thanks.
Noa : You have changed a lot. Now you are so matured and strong.
Saya : Hey janganlah nak samakan masa kita teenagers dulu. Main-main and cinta monyet semua
Noa : I bukan monyet ok.
Saya : Memang la bukan, sebab you worst than monyet.
Noa : Haha that is the sweetest memory ok. I won’t forget it. My first love is you
Saya : Me too. Haha
Noa : How’s the kadazan guy? Sorry lupa nama diaSaya : Kevin. He is fine
Noa : Still with him?
Saya : Yes.
Noa : Quite long already kan? Wish you both the best.
Saya : Thanks noa
Noa : Dah bagitahu your parents?
Saya : Not yet
Noa : What? You guys crazy? Lagi lama lagi susah tau
Saya : Dia ok. He always want to come to see my parents. But are you mad? Not now lah. I’m not ready.
Noa : Ok, im not in your shoes but I advise you to face it if you love him
Saya : Wait
Noa : Until?
Saya : I don’t know
Noa : What are you afraid of?Saya : Loosing him.
Noa : How?Saya : Kalau tak dapat blessing macamana? Daripada I kena tinggal dia sebab tak dapat restu, lagi baik I teruskan sahaja macam ni. At least I still have him with me.
Noa : You are wrong if you think like that..
Saya : I love him so much and I can’t lose him
Noa : I still believe that’s not right.


You don’t know me Noa, you don’t understand me... you don't

Forgot

Never touch it for MONTHS!~!!!
Now, I forgot how to play my guitar already

Charles & Keith woot woot

Went out for Rapunzel movie today with Clara & Noni.
Only 3 of us. Girls outing !

Before movie, sempat singgah Charles & Keith ..usha usha handbag ..

Ramai orang ..what do you expect dengan clara dan noni to handle. Noni mestilah lagi suka pergi tengok Barbie collection..and clara lari sana sini...pheww...i just sempat snap some pics. then balik rumah untuk decide




Harap ada lagi laaa nanti kat rak tu...

Please please... amin



This one glam glam...suka



everytime tengok studded punya item kan mesti terus suka. lawa kan ni? yang kat tengah2 tu



Leopard printed ni pun lawa. Suka.


Which one which one

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Jet-lag causes long term memory loss: study

Read this


Long-distance travellers are advised to allow one day of recovery for every one-hour time zone shift.

WASHINGTON DC, United States - International travellers may feel tired and forgetful for up to a month after returning to a normal schedule because jet-lag causes long term changes in the brain, a US study said Wednesday.

Similar brain disruptions could be experienced by anyone who works alternating night-day shifts or unusual schedules, said the study which is the first to look at long-term effects of such lifestyle changes on brain anatomy.

"What this says is that, whether you are a flight attendant, medical resident, or rotating shift worker, repeated disruption of circadian rhythms is likely going to have a long-term impact on your cognitive behavior and function," said Lance Kriegsfeld, associate professor of psychology at the University of California at Berkeley.

The researchers subjected female hamsters to six-hour changes in schedule-similar to a New York to Paris flight - twice a week for four weeks. As expected, the harried hamsters had trouble learning simple tasks that other, more rested hamsters aced during the four-week period. But more surprisingly, the learning problems persisted for a month after they settled back into a normal schedule.

Researchers say they were able to track the changes to a drop in neurons in the hippocampus, which is the part of the brain responsible for memory. "Compared to the hamsters in the control group, the jet-lagged hamsters had only half the number of new neurons in the hippocampus following the month long exposure to jet lag," said the study published in the journal PLOS One.

Researchers used hamsters because they have such precise circadian rhythms, driven by an internal, 24-hour clock that everyone possesses. "They will produce eggs, or ovulate, every 96 hours to within a window of a few minutes," Kriegsfeld said.

Graduate student Erin Gibson pointed out that other studies have shown that people who experience regular jet-lag display memory loss and learning problems, "along with atrophy in the brain's temporal lobe, suggesting a possible hippocampal deficit. "Our study shows directly that jet lag decreases neurogenesis in the hippocampus," she said.

The finding could have wider implications for shift workers and frequent long-distance travellers, who have already been found to suffer "decreased reaction times, higher incidences of diabetes, heart disease, hypertension, and cancer, and reduced fertility," the study said.

To ward off the effects, Kriegsfeld advises allowing one day of recovery for every one-hour time zone shift. Night shift workers should sleep in a dark, quiet room to adjust their bodies to their altered schedule.

Copyright ©2010 Singapore Press Holdings Ltd


Betul ni? Memory loss? Macam betul je..

Hihi

Lame weekend

I'm thinking of taking clara and my brother and sister for a vacation. short trip anywhere dalam negeri. pity them macam tak ada banyak aktiviti nak buat kat rumah ni. balik-balik, PS3, DVD, online games, FB, chatting on the phone with friends..makan, tidur. Clara pun dah join noni sekaki melekat depan TV watching MTV !

And actually, myself pun dah rasa macam terkurung dalam rumah sendiri. saya tak boleh macam ni sangat. i have to go out... with my parents busy 24/7, i miss them a lot.
Hari ni papa pagi dah keluar for golfing. but he promised he will be home by evening to take us out. We want to go to KLCC or Pavi for dinner. Or movie together. Dah lama sangat tak movie sama-sama. Tangled Rapunzel? Mesti clara suka. but for my parents, mesti separate pergi tengok Unstoppable or Skyline. Huh not a movie together la tu.

Mama is preparing to cook lunch. i heard she is going to cook kari daging, acar, ikan bawal goreng dan sambal belacan. And sikit sup ayam for clara. saya tengah lipat baju clara. she has more collection of clothes now here. so mama ordered a closet for her. semalam sampai and it is so cute. Warna putih ada corak hello kitty all over. And noni got jealous already. as if mama ada anak baru dan lupakan dia. hihi.

Adif dan Iman on their lappy . Update WALL masing-masing. Macam tak boleh berenggang dah dengan lappy. Most of their friends are also on FB, cuti sekolah pun semua aktiviti nak update. Hope they wont beg papa for iphone pulak lepas ni. Huh kids now adays. And i hope they dont read my blog @_@"

Keh, got to go. Bye

Onion & ribs

Pagi tadi masa turun dari bilik dukung Clara, tengok papa tengah cek tayar kereta kat depan rumah. Terus pergi dekat dia. Bila papa tengok saya datang terus dia cakap

"Kevin called last night"

Hah !!!???

Macam nak terlepas Clara kat atas dukung tu. Saya tahu saya tertinggal handphone last night kat depan TV. lepas tengok TV pukul 1 lebih terus dukung Clara yang dah tidur naik bilik. Lupa nak ambil phone sekali. Bila dah sedar phone tertinggal macam malas pulak nak turun ambil. dah mengantuk sangat.

Saya jawab "Ok. What time?"

Papa jawab "Almost 2am. Dia tak tidur ke?"

Papa's question, ada ciri-ciri nak marah orang call anak perempuan dia malam-malam terus tanya orang tak tidur ke.

Saya jawab "He is oversea. Still early there. Maybe ada something urgent kot"

Papa "Where is he?"

Saya "Australia"

Papa "What is he doing there?"

Saya "Study"

Papa "Your boyfriend?"

Papa tanya sambil buat kerja. so i can't see his face whether dia ada kerutkan dahi dia.

Saya diam

Papa "Nama dia kevin?"

Saya "Yeap"

Papa "Real name?"

Saya angguk. Terus ambil tarik tangan Clara yang dah start lari-lari kat rumput masuk dalam rumah. End of conversation dad! Dah lah lately saya banyak against dia. pasal bali tu.

Harap saya tak akan jumpa papa lagi hari ni.

-_-"


Semalam kan keluar ke MV jumpa Lily...My best buddy kat praktikal dulu.
Lily tu..dah lupa eh. yang ingat dia perempuan tapi dia lelaki tu..huh comel.
Tapi saya suka kawan dengan dia. Lily kalau dengar saya dah balik, cepat je dia ajak keluar. banyak cerita nak cerita. Especially about NIL. I miss him lah. I called him masa kami tengah makan. He asked me to call him again after i done with my study. Nak ajak kerja dengan dia. Hihi

Lily belanja saya kat Tony Romas. I loike !



Yang ni wajib as my starter- Half Onion Loaf
But this time a bit oily. Mula-mula makan memang rasa sedap sangat. as that time u lapar sangat kan..lama-lama baru rasa oily. sehh !!!




Bountiful Beef Ribs- i ordered yang ada campur udang. That udang sesangat lah fresh. Sedap. tapi the rice tak suka la. macam nasi planta over planta pula. tak makan. pass to Lily. Lily makan beef steak also nice. the ribs as usual. tender di dalam..garing di luar. the best ribs ever !

Lepas makan kami jalan-jalan tapi tak lama sebab saya tinggalkan clara dengan bik Hera. masa nak keluar clara tidur. Lily cakap saya ni dah jadi macam mak mak aje. :)


Today's activity hanya duduk di rumah. Papa dan mama dah keluar.
Saya nak masak makaroni bakar bagi makan clara & adik-adik. yey. Makaroni kira dah complete meal la. ada carbo, ada meat, ada vege. ;)

Then fahmi pun nak datang lepak sini nanti. got story nak cerita-cerita dengan my cousin tu.
Till then..

I don't want to go to Bali. NO !

About the posting of my dad to Bali.
It is real now.
He needs to be there in March next year.
He will go first.
And we will follow him in May.
Saya mati-mati tak mahu pergi.
Nak tinggal sini. By May next year insyaallah dah habis study.
So saya nak cari kerja.
Papa & mama tak setuju saya tinggal sini sendiri.
Mama pun kena give up her spa business dulu.
So i have to convince them.
At the moment papa stick to his idea of all of us going.
For several years tu..saya tak nak pergi.
It is just not me nak stay sana. New environment.
New people, new cultural.
Then kerja apa saya nak buat kt sana.
For my brother & sister ok lah kot sbb mereka masih sekolah.
tukar sekolah, dapat kawan baru. learn new things.
But for me? Tidak kah nanti termanggu2 kat sana.
No friends. No Clara. No life. No kevin.
=(

Resepi popia nestum

Untuk si comel yang kepingin buat popia nestum =)

Bahan-bahan
*Susu tepung
*Horlicks (kalau tak nak letak horlicks pun tak apa)
*Nestum (blender halus2)
*Gula halus
kulit popia (besar)
1 biji telur ( utk pelekat)

Cara-cara
-Gaulkan bahan-bahan * (Ratio Nestum : Gula : Susu Tepung : Horlicks, 2:1:0.5:0.5)
Gaul hingga sebati dan simpan ke dlm bekas kedap udara..
-Gulung kulit popia sekeping demi sekeping, kalau nak senang guna lidi. gulung dengan lidi kemudian tarik lidi keluar. Dan di bahagian hujungnya, sapukan sedikit kuning telur
-Kemudian, gunting secara menyerong dalam 3-4cm dan goreng dengan mengunakan api yg sederhana dengan menggunakan minyak yg banyak dan panas.
-Toskan, dan biarkan ianya sejuk sedikit baru gaulkan dengan bahan *

Simpan dalam bekas kedap udara.
Popia tu kalau tak nak gulung pun boleh. kalau dah malas kan, potong kecil2 4 segi dan goreng. jadilah macam kerepek aje. ;)


Ok dah penat taip resepi ni gi buat cepat.

Carbonara for dinner

Rasa lapar tiba-tiba..pergi dapur tengok ada bahan untuk buat spaghetti carbonara.
so ting ting ting.. alexander !
HAHA
Siap carbonara satu kuali.
Panggil turun semua makan-makan.
Clara pun suka.



Extra cheese & cream...yumm

What's up ..?

Spent this few days at home only. Belum keluar rumah pun lagi even ke kedai dekat-dekat sini or rumah Maklong. Maklong dah bising kenapa tak nak pergi rumah dia. Selalunya saya suka juga lepak kat rumah dia sambil dengar cerita sambil makan. Papa macam biasa busy dan mama too. Mama sebolehnya cuba cari masa nak stay kat rumah. Layan clara. Tapi dia pun ada appointment sana-sini. Nasib baik dah cuti sekolah. So I have the kids with me. I’ll be the 2nd bibik in the house. This bibik only in charge of food saja. bila saya ada kat rumah, semua pun nak suruhs saya masak. And this Iman has a kind of perangai yang tak suka makan masakan Bik Hera. So, kalau saya ada dia sangat suka. Kalau saya tak ada, dia akan makan apa-apa je. Roti, biskut, or tapau food from outside. Funny boy. To me, Bik hera masak pun okey juga. Must be the taste different sikit la. tapi dah lama dengan family kami, mama pun dah ajar dia masak and she cooks well.

Clara is fine. Happy as usual. Risau juga kalau this time dia akan bertanya pasal mummy dia ke..tp tak ada pula. Pagi-pagi bangun minum susu satu botol. Then turun tengok Ceria dengan Noni. Lepas tu saya buat breakfast dan kejutkan Iman dan adif. Lepas breakfast mandikan clara dan tengok movie lagi. Tenghari sikit masak lunch simple simple aje then makan. Tidurkan clara dan continue menonton or online. Alamak. Macam ni ke nak spend 6 weeks kat rumah ni? Boleh mati kebosanan nih. Got to find something to do lah. guess I’ll be more active in updating sales blog this few weeks. Hihi. Eh jangan lupa ye blackribboncloset.blogspot.com

Bila ada masa lapang macam ni teringatlah dengan kevin. Kalau time busy dengan kuliah dan exam ok lah sikit. I miss him so much. I miss the time when he can call me 10 times a day. Tapi sekarang susahlah.. cost tinggi. =)..boleh chat je every night. Kalau dia tak ada kuliah dan kerja malam boleh lah. sometimes dia pun busy dengan exam dan kena study semua… kadang-kadang tu merajuk juga. Macam sekarang ni tengah merajuk. Sebab dia tak sempat online dah 3 hari dah. Hhmmm..dia tahu saya dah balik kl tapi belum ada masa nak cerita2 pasal kl dengan dia lagi. NVM, give him time. Tapi dalam hati mestilah rasa kecil hati sikit. mestilah…marah, merajuk, rindu, sayang at the same time. -..-

Ok, till later, kita akan berjumpa lebih kerap lepas ini, don’t worry..haha

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Home sweet home

I'm going back to KL tomorrowww...
For a long holiday.
But this time i'm 100% happy to leave KK.
I don't have anyone to long here.
I don't have kevin here for me to leave and..
i'm bringing some one back with me tomorrow.
The cute little one.
Rasa nak lompat happy sebab dibenarkan membawa balik budak kecik ini bersama saya.
You want to know how i managed to bring her along?
I went to visit Jen today kat kampung dia.
I went there with Sidd. He wanted to help me with my mission.
Visit Jen's newborn baby and with another hidden intention.
Wanted to take Clara back with me to KL.
And i am lucky coz Jen said yes.
Oh great!
My holiday will be a meaningful one.
Mama, Noni, Iman and adif are also happy. Kept calling to speak to clara and can't wait to meet us at KLIA tomorrow.
Me too can't wait to be back home.
Home sweet home.

Meriah meriah raya

Anon ni kan bila kita take note sikit dia punya komen, lagilah dia excited, terus hantar lagi komen kutuk-kutuk. hairan juga, walaupun benci dan menyampah dengan kita tapi masih lagi baca blog ni. hihi.
Takpelah, kita tak boleh nak puaskan hati semua orang.
saya tak ada rugi apa-apa, dapat pahala lagi ada. alhamdulillah. =) mekasihhh

eh mari tengok kek dan kuih raya hari tu..


cupcake yang senget benget tapi tetap bangga dapat buat



the most moist choclate cake



and the popia nestum. my new favourite snack


Tu je.. tata

Emotionally written

Ok, maybe i emotionally wrote the entry last night.
Cos i felt like she has disturbed my comfort zone with sidd.
Yeah she should be given a chance. Let her settle with sidd and know him well.
But not from me coz i won't tell anymore on sidd's past stories to her.
not fair to sidd coz past is past.
If we want to know someone, know anything present and future but not the past.
I should say sorry to Alin kot.
Tapi saya tak ada buat salah dengan dia. tapi again for Sidd sake.
I will. Oklah i will. Just to let her feel comfortable with me.
coz sooner or later pun we gonna meet each other juga.
And she will also find out yang sidd selalu contact me dan selalu jumpa bila ada masa.
coz we don't have many friends in kk.
I wish they will be together today. and forever lah.
i didnt mean with what i said last night.
mungkin masa tu tengah marah. kalau tengah marah jangan bercakap. DIAM. hihi
Later-later lah contact dia kan. or i will just talk to sidd. ehmmm no no. jangan libatkan sidd lah. Girls talk!

Well, esok raya kan?
Malam ni malam raya kan?
Saya raya kat rumah kakmin.
Tengah kemas baju. And yaya will come with me.
Beraya di perantauan macam ni lah.
Isk sedih-sedih. jangan lah cuba dengarkan lagu raya kat saya sekarang.
saya geget telinga nantiiii...

Di kesempatan ini nak ucapakan Selamat Hari Raya untuk semua yang membaca sekarang.
Hari ni ramai yang balik kampung, so drive baik-baik.
Take care !

Grrrrr.......!!!!!

This sidd has a new girlfriend and they knew each other for few weeks.
Nama dia Alin.
Few weeks tu macam baru lagi la kan.
So i expect diaorang ni masih dalam proses perkenalan.
Saya sokong je siapa-siapa pun dengan sidd. just want him to be happy.
dia ada sejarah yang buatkan dia dapat penyakit kemurungan dulu. Haha.
Cerita lama masa sekolah. so selalu lah sidd tu saya kenakan kalau cerita pasal cinta monyet zaman sekolah. Long story lah.
Ok, so we went out together today for lunch after my morning paper.
Sidd wanted to introduce me to her.
I am not surprised as sidd has this kind of on and off girlfriend lately. yahh
Dan Alin ni bukan yang pertama dia kenalkan pada saya.
selalu lepas 2,3 minggu dia akan cakap NO MORE.
Selalu tak ada chemistry lah, tak sesuai la, too complicated lah, high maintenance lah...like semua alasan dia tu macam dibuat-buat aje. so tak faham.
Then we went to RCH.
Sebab saya nak makan nasi ayam, i chose the place. =)
We (Sidd & i) talked and laughed like usual.
That was normal when we met.
And this Alin mula-mula macam malu-malu tapi lama-lama looked at me like one kind.
I noticed.
What was that?
But we did exchange phone no.
For Sidd's sake.
Coz i don't really like her...bhaa

And just now, i received SMS from her.
*Hi yana dah tido ke?*
*Belum Alin. u tk tido lg?*
*Belum. Baru lepas masak*
*So late masak?*
*Bekal kerja esok. Eh i nak tanya ni*
*Owhh rajin masak. Tanya apa..*
*U dah lama kenal sidd?*
Malas nk reply. But fine lah, give her face
*Lama..since sekolah menengah*
*U dgn dia nampak macam rapat*
Sooo??
*Dia bff saya. Knp u tanya?*
*U pernah couple dgn dia?*
What daa..
*Tak. Kenapa?*
Dah malas nak layan
*Dia pernah ckp dia ada pernah suka someone dulu masa sekolah. U kot..?*
Stupp
*No, not me. Knp u tanya mcm ni Alin?*
Tiba-tiba rasa geram
*Saja tanya. jgn marah*
*Haha..tak marah la. Sidd mmg suka ramai perempuan lah*
Opsss...ter sent dah baru sedar macam over pula statement tu. dia reply..
*Ye ke?*
*Sorry, gurau je. We all mmg kwn baik. hope u tak rasa weird or whtever dgn i*
*Tapi dia mcm tk perasan i ada situ bila jumpa u tadi*
Ni kes super duper jealous ke nih?
*Alin, sorry if u feel that way, but trust me kitaorang mmg kawan baik. Nothing more. kalau tak kenapa dia nak kenalkan u dgn i betul tak?*
*Betul juga... tp i ni perempuan..so*
*Sorry, nothing personal but i got to study now. kita cerita len kali ok*

WTH. First impression pun dah nak judge orang. Kalau betul jealous pun jangan nak buat cerita pula. What laa!
Perlu ke reply kepada orang yang macam ni. I wish she is not his girlfriend anymore tomorrow.
Grrrrr...

Killed

My paper this morning killed me.
I got headache on the way to the exam hall. While driving i swallowed 3 biji panadol. Matikla. Dah la last night tidur pukul 3 pagi.
I hate exam week. And some more exam week ada Hari Raya lagi. Great great great. Terpaksalah beraya di sini saja. Nak balik macamana kalau cuti sehari je. the day after terus ada paper. Grrrrr...
Kak Mai dah ajak beraya kat rumah dia. I bet it's gonna be fun too. Kalau saya ada mereka mesti beria-ria masak macam-macam bagi saya makan.
I'm thinking of visiting Clara sebelum balik cuti nanti. I really miss her. I hope i can spend some time with her. If only i bring her back with me...hmmmm

This few days i seldom talk to kevin on skype. Im a bit bz and so is he. The other day masa dia nak balik AUS semula saya tak sempat nak hantar dia ke airport sebab masa flight dia tu saya ada paper. Mampu menangis masa jawab kertas soalan aje lah. I wish i could send him to kk airport at least. to say good bye because i don't know when i can see him again. he dropped by at campus and we met at the car park for a while. It was a heartbreaking moment. We sat on the bench and looked at each other. Like no words can describe the feelings of being away from each other. He told me to focus on my study and don't think too much. He will always love me from there. Time will tell how strong we will be.

Tell me about it kevin..im not too strong lah. I'm not as strong as you. i guess i will always have a hard time here without you.

I went to the exam hall with teary eyes. and some got my paper wet.
=,(

Stop crying little kid. Go study !

Blank blank blank

Yeah why everytime i wanted to write in here i went blank.
Besides i am busy with my exam, many things happened around.
But i feel that this is the time when i don't feel like sharing.
A-ah, not all sharing is caring. =)
Daaaaaaaaa

Rindu rindu rindu

Rindu nak terbang dengan cousin termanja ...
eh tiba-tiba ramai pulak nak tolong terbangkan niii




Whoaaaaaaaaaaaa......aaaaaaaa




Rindu Ben & Jerry with Noni




Rindu nasi goreng campur Mama




Rindu Disney on Ice with Iman. I like Goofy. Whaa?




Rindu shopping di LHR



Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.......
Exam
Exam
Study
Study
Bila nak habis nih,,?

30 perkara wanita tak sempat bagitahu lelaki

1. Bila sorang wanita mengatakan dia sedang bersedih,tetapi dia tidak menitiskan airmata,itu bermakna dia sedang menangis di dalam hatinya.

2. Bila dia tidak menghiraukan kamu selepas kamu menyakiti hatinya, lebih baik kamu beri dia masa untuk menenangkan hatinya semula sebelum kamu menegur dengan ucapan maaf.

3. Wanita sukar nak cari benda yang dia benci tentang orang yang paling dia sayang (sebab itu ramai wanita yang patah hati bila hubungan itu putus di tengah jalan).

4. Sekiranya sorang wanita jatuh cinta dengan sorang lelaki, lelaki itu akan sentiasa ada di fikirannya walaupun ketika dia sedang keluar dengan lelaki lain.

5. Bila lelaki yang dia suka dan cinta merenung tajam ke dalam matanya, dia akan cair seperti coklat!!

6. Wanita memang sukakan pujian tetapi selalu tidak tau macam mana nak menerima pujian.

7. Jika kamu tidak suka dengan gadis yang sukakan kamu separuh mati,tolak cintanya dengan lembut,jangan berkasar sebab ada satu semangat dalam diri wanita yang kamu tak akan tahu bila dia dah buat keputusan,dia akan lakukan apa saja.

8. Sekiranya sorang gadis mula menjauhkan diri darimu selepas kamu tolak cintanya,biarkan dia untuk seketika.Sekiranya kamu masih ingin menganggap dia sorang kawan,cubalah tegur dia perlahan-lahan.

9. Wanita suka meluahkan apa yang mereka rasa.Muzik,puisi,lukisan dan tulisan adalah cara termudah mereka meluahkan isi hati mereka.

10. Jangan sesekali beritahu perempuan yang mereka ni lansung tak berguna.

11. Bersikap terlalu serius boleh mematikan mood wanita.

12. Bila pertama kali lelaki yang dicintainya dalam diam memberikan respon positif,misalnya menghubunginya melalui telefon,si gadis akan bersikap acuh tak acuh seolah-olah tidak berminat,tetapi sebaik saja ganggang diletakkan,dia akan menjerit kesukaan dan tak sampai sepuluh minit,semua rakan-rakannya akan tahu berita tersebut.

13. Sekuntum senyuman memberi seribu erti bagi wanita.Jadi jangan senyum sebarangan.

14. Jika kamu menyukai sorang wanita,cubalah mulakan dengan persahabatan.Kemudian biarkan dia mengenalimu dengan lebih mendalam.

15. Jika sorang wanita memberi seribu satu alasan setiap kali kamu ajak keluar,tinggalkan dia sebab dia memang tak berminat denganmu.

16. Tetapi jika dalam masa yang sama dia menghubungimu atau menunggu panggilan darimu,teruskan usahamu untuk memikatnya.

17. Jangan sesekali mengagak apa yang dirasakannya.Tanya dia sendiri!!

18. Selepas sorang gadis jatuh cinta,dia akan sering tertanya-tanya kenapalah aku tak jumpa lelaki ini lebih awal.

19. Kalau kamu masih tercari-cari cara yang paling romantik untuk memikat hati sorang gadis,cubalah rajin-rajinkan tangan menyelak buku-buku cinta.

20. Bila setiap kali gambar kelas keluar,benda pertama yang dicari oleh wanita ialah siapa yang berdiri di sebelah buah hatinya, kemudian barulah dirinya sendiri.

21. Bekas teman lelaki akan sentiasa ada di fikirannya tetapi lelaki yang dicintainya sekarang akan berada di tempat teristimewa iaitu di hatinya!!

22. Satu ucapan 'Hi/Assalamualaikum' sahaja sudah cukup menceriakan harinya.

23. Teman baiknya saja yang tahu apa yang sedang dia rasa dan lalui.

24. Wanita paling benci lelaki yang berbaik-baik dengan mereka semata-mata nak tackle kawan mereka yang paling cantik.

25. Cinta bermaksud kesetiaan, ambil berat, jujur dan kebahagiaan tanpa sebarang kompromi.

26. Semua wanita mahukan sorang lelaki yang cintakan mereka sepenuh hati..

27. Senjata wanita adalah airmata!!

28. Wanita suka jika sesekali orang yang disayanginya mengadakan surprise buatnya (hadiah,bunga atau sekadar kad ucapan romantis). Mereka akan rasa terharu dan merasakan bahawa dirinya dicintai setulus hati. Dengan ini dia tak akan ragu-ragu terhadapmu.

29. Wanita mudah jatuh hati pada lelaki yang ambil berat tentang mereka dan baik terhadapnya. So,kalau nak memikat wanita pandai-pandailah...

30. Sebenarnya mudah mengambil hati wanita kerana apa yang dia mahu hanyalah perasaan dicintai dan disayangi sepenuh jiwa.

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Thank you for being so nice to send me sugar.
Yeah i need sugar for exam.
Ha ha

I miss Clara so much.

And kevin too..

[-.-]"

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Just ate a full plate of nasi goreng telur & kicap cili. So full. It's 12.30am but still eating heavy food. Yaya fried the left over rice from our lunch. That was the best nasi goreng ever in the middle of the night!

Normal la coz it's study week. Makan minum tidak tentu. Should have go for high protein diet during exam. And chocolates ! Almost forgot to buy stock of chocolates for exam. Normally kevin will remind me to buy chocolates or he bought for me when its exam time. But he must have forgotten this time..=(
nvm, he is taking care of his father still. so i don't blame him for forgetting everything including myself. Haha

I heard that daddy kevin dah stabil dan dah boleh pulang ke rumah. its not in critical condition anymore. and since he himself everyday want to go home, doctor said he can be discharged and rest at home. He will have a check up at IJN kl next month. The children are arranging the visit. I don't know if i should get involved.

I have thousands of notes to study. so, i'll be only writing if i have the initiative to do that. or when i miss everyone here. till then...nite ! ;)

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S T U D Y ...

After 3 days

I'm going back to KK tomorrow morning.
I have final exam which starts next week and this week supposed to be my study week.
Kevin asked me to go back worrying about my preparation since i did not bring any book to study here.
Half of me want to stay longer but i had to leave.
I hope my visit this time has opened another chapter of our relationship.
Kevin is so lucky to have a father like him.
But it's not the time yet to meet his mother. Although we were in the same lift today.
Fuhhhh [-_-]''
Weird moment! Hope she didn't noticed me.
I don't know if i can meet kevin before he fly to Aussie again in few days depending on his father's condition.
It's hard to have this kind of relationship. But still..i'm feeling lucky to have met kevin in my life.
Good nite !