Yes, i am going to visit kevin

I'm a bit nervous instead. Feels like going to have fever anytime now. huh [-.-]'

Ok, i've got approval from my parents after telling the idea to them for.. weeks. Got to promise this and that. Got to swear to mama that i will take care of myself as a grown up girl. I will carry their names and whatever. Got to give the address and kevin's phone no. and even his passport no. which i refused but kevin gave it anyway. They must gone crazy over this. Told papa that this is very important in my life and ask him to trust me. And i cried. Twice! In the process of getting the approval. Which they were finally, yes finally very supportive and said they will even pay for the ticket. Gosh no! We have shared our pocket money for the tickets to bring this to rrreaalll ! Even he had to sacrifice his savings, he wants me to go there.

It is very exciting for me. and so do him as he keeps sending me messages to tell me how he can't wait for my arrival. i should do this as surprise to him, but i'm not familiar with the place that i'm going so i am afraid if i would get lost my self before i get the chance to surprise him by showing up in front of his door!

I just never felt anything with any other guy like the feelings he makes me feel right now. And the understanding and support I always receive from him.

You are truly special, kevin.
Can't wait to be there in front of you, to tell right in front of your face that i really miss you. I'm sure by that time, you will look at me with a bit teary but shining eyes.

So, tomorrow is the day i've been waiting for. will fly to search for my love. Probably gonna spend a week there! and he has promised to take me anywhere i want to go but i guess i don't care as long as i'll always be around him.. =)))).

I know girls always want to make things super special and we tend to worry about the small stuff. Im not an expert on surprising guys..so

Should i show some kind of value and bring him anything?? please give me some advices sebab saya tak dapat berfikir sekarang. over excited made me super dumb. haha.