Miss clara

I went to see my baby during weekend. Clara dah besar dah!
My first word bila tengok clara after few weeks didnt see her. Budak-budak cepat je besar kan? She looks so cute dan manja sangat.
Bila peluk dia rasa terlepas segala rindu.
Clara tanya kenapa dah lama saya tak bawa dia jalan-jalan. I guess she miss me too ..
Went there with Yaya. Also to discuss with Jen about the 2nd operation for clara. i have to take Clara back to KL for check up and schedule the operation. Probably end Mar to Apr. Have to settle all this before my family leave to Bali. At least bila semua dah settle mama pun tak risau sangat. she is the one who do the follow up with clara's paed. walaupun dia busy. i know that she loves clara very much.
Wish that i could help with papa & mama uruskan semua hal untuk berpindah. from mama's spa sampailah ke urusan pertukaran sekolah adik-adik. tapi i have this study to settle. that's why saya rasa macam tak sabar nak habiskan. i have a lot of things to do.
I bought formula milk, diapers and baby food for clara and her brother and the baby. hope i still help eventhough not so much.
Rasa nak bawa balik je clara ke rumah ni. tapi siapa nak jaga nanti. peninglah. dalam hati ni macam menjerit-jerit je. tapi tiada siapa nak dengar. rindu sangat dengan dia. harap jen akan jaga dia baik-baik. i wish that i can take care of clara by myself one day.