Thursday, March 31, 2011

He broke the table lamp

Last night when I on the skype, Kevin was there. He said he was waiting for me to tell me something.
Kevin : I had accidentally broke the table lamp I bought for you the other day and I am sorry
Myself : It is ok. Not my rezeki.
Kevin : My mistake.
Myself : No problem. Don’t feel bad about it.
Kevin : I tried to take something from the cupboard, then kotak tu jatuh.
Myself : Maybe it is a sign of something?
Kevin : Sign of what?
Myself : I don’t know. I just say it.
Kevin : I’m sorry if it is not as what has been planned.
Myself : We can plan. Tapi semua di tangan tuhan.
Kevin : I miss you
Myself : Me too… I guess.
Kevin : Take care of yourself ok
Myself : Don’t worry about me. Take your ample time.
Kevin : For what?
Myself : For anything….for everything you do.
Kevin : Thank you


The conversation or the chat recently went short and shorter. I am giving time to us. To me. To Kevin. To our relationship.

It’s a hard time but still have to pass through. But there is no more beautiful table lamp. Kevin bought that for me before when he saw it in a store.

He said that the lamp will give a light to our own house.


8 speak up:

Puan Capa said...

yes.maybe perlukan masa

Luna Khasyaf said...

Beri masa dan ruang..InsyaALLAH, everything gonna be alright.:)

dandelion said...

u know sometimes, when we put interpret something like this too much, it's gonna make u go mental. so he broke it... it's just a lamp.. and he said it will light the house u'll soon have together.. so? the house will be light with more than just a lamp..it's YOUR LOVE that will brighten the house.. i know we girls loves to think too much. trust me, the least u think abt it the better.. n else he did apologize. takes a man to admit mistake u know. count yourself lucky.

Kasih nur azie said...

dandelion.... u make me realize about sumthin. thx a lot......
*air mata menitik

Anonymous said...

sedihnya..... i know that feeling..don't lose yourself, be strong

lily lotus said...

pray the best for both of u :)

neesa_jun said...

sad....erm..be strong yanna!....its just a lamp..u need more than a lamp to ' light ' a house....jangan fikir sangat it was a sigh ka apa k...hugs..........

iqa_zam said...

yup..totally agree with dandelion..

i pray the best for both of you..be strong!

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