Still ill

I cooked something, ate and threw up again. Felt like no appetite at all but no energy.

Yaya ask me to go to the clinic. Maybe tonight.

This morning I felt so tired. Dizzy too. I received a call from Sidd. Dia cakap dia nak balik KK ambil some documents from his previous employee. His mother is still in the same condition. Bertahan. Sidd nak jumpa saya malam ni lepas dia selesaikan hal dia.

Sidd masih belum dapat kerja di KL. Tapi mesti dia pun tak nak bekerja buat sementara waktu ni sebab nak jaga mama dia.
Dan jaga adik-adik juga. Kerja rumah dan masak memasak sekarang semua dibuat oleh ayah dan dia sendiri. Kesian kan. I can feel if I am in his place.

Last week I saw sidd’s status in FB is SINGLE. Tapi saya tak ada tanya sidd.

I didn’t tell you that her girlfriend came to see me the other day, after I went back to KL to visit sidd’s mother. Dia datang rumah saya. Nak tanya kenapa sidd bawa saya balik KL jumpa mama dia. Kenapa sidd belikan saya tiket dan arrange semuanya. Told her that she should ask sidd and not me. I believe because I am sidd’s bestfriend since we were in school. And I know his mother well. Tak sangka pula dia akan question saya macam tu. Tapi semua tu saya tak bagitahu sidd. Let them settle themselves.

But I can never accept her as a friend. She is not the type of person I want to be friend with. She used harsh words and point finger on me. I still keep this within myself. No one knows. Except you all now. Huh -:-

Saya nak tanya sidd malam ni. But if they are still together, I wont tell sidd about the incident. Let me keep it because I don’t want sidd to feel awkward. I want to take a nap now. Till later