Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Things get cold

Thanks, saya akan bertahan. tapi sedih.
He didn’t call me for a long time already. He used to call. Not every day tapi 3,4 hari sekali mesti dia call dulu. He didn’t on his skype. Took ages for him to reply to my text. He didn’t read my e-mail.

Last night, when i was watching late nite movie, his sister called and she asked about us. Told her that it’s time when things get cold. Maybe he is busy and tired. Study and work might be a burden to him. Mungkin dia sakit. Saya tak tahu. Maybe I am too much, over act, but i feel like he is trying to avoid me?? Sounds selfish. But that is the most I can think if he does not explain to me what is wrong with him. One thing Stella said to me that I feel weird of

She wants me to promise to never stop loving him because whatever happen is not kevin’s fault
She wants me to promise to never stop loving him because whatever happen is not kevin’s fault
She wants me to promise to never stop loving him because whatever happen is not kevin’s fault
She wants me to promise to never stop loving him because whatever happen is not kevin’s fault

Hey, what is happening???

At least let me know lah. Look! I am still alive. Don’t hide anything from me please.

I still love him.
I cried not because I am mad at him, but because I miss him so much.



18 speak up:

Puan Capa said...

sabar ye yana.maybe bukan masanya dia cerita.

Dayang_Amy said...

i pray 4 both of u arianna..hrp2 xde bende x best jadik.

ally J said...

bertahan k. be strong.

crisda79 said...

sabar yana. insyallah akan ada hikmah yang lebih manis menanti yana di depan. saya doakan yang terbaik untuk yana

take care dear!

Linda Ali said...

Jadi kuat dear!!!

feruz said...

Arianna dear..I have been your silent reader for the past year i think. It didn't occur to me to write until last entry because whatever happened to u currently happened to me as well. I was in your position before, long-distance relationship and the only obstacle to our relationship was family, and well..money. I think Kev and my ex bf had the same attitude in which they like to keep within themselves when they have problems. Trust me, it must be something really BIG that bothers him at this time and it is expected that he will avoid u. My advise is, give him some space and call him when u think u are ready.I am not saying that this will lead to a bad thing but be prepared for the worst. Not all love story ends in a fairytale "happily ever after". All the best dear..

Syidah Razak said...

hwaiting!!!(^_^)

illa said...

no matter wut u guys should discuss bout it..
silence is not the best answer

cheers up dear :)

k.nisa said...

be strong dear..inilah dugaan utk arianna..sabar banyak2 k

alia iman said...

Arianna..


just this words i can say..

bersabarlah dear..be strong!!

p/s:sedih baca entri kamu lately..saya doakan arianna..

syazana said...

Tiada ubat dan kata-kata yang lebih baik untuk kamu kecuali 'sabar'.Kalau kamu rasa ada sesuatu yang tak kena,jumpa stella dan tanya.Mungkin dia tahu sesuatu.Usaha mana yang kamu rasa patut.Selagi kamu boleh bertahan,cubalah untuk bertahan.Jangan lupa minta tuhan tunjukkan kamu 'jalan' supaya segala kekusutan kamu reda.

marinahunny said...

kev terpaksa buat mcm tu sbb mak dia kut ?

Walk The Talk said...

It seems like you're going through hard times now.. be strong and try to accept this positively at this moment :)

Anonymous said...

Girl, why should his sister call u? Can't she get the scoop from him terus? If whatever that has happened is not his fault, then why is he doing the avoidance dance? So, he chose to act that way, kan? Takkan no responsibility over his own action? Ish, I pulak naik emo. It's just I think you are a nice girl who should be treated like the princess she is.

You just stay strong walaupun hati rasa macam hancur, ok.. Every cloud has a silver lining and Allah knows best. We just have to ride through the storm.

JH

zuera said...

hang on there & be strong yanna!
insyaAllah, everything is gonna be fine..

dhiya. said...

kak yana, be strong; okay? kitaorang readers ni sayang kat akak. we're here. maybe kak yana patut just give him some time and some space to cool down. insyaALLAH things'll be okay. =)

All Along the Way... said...

arianna

this is not what we expect to happen between u two. baru jer u visit him kat ausie takkan lah dia lupa u gitu jer. however, be ready for anything to happen next and prepare for the worst..but sincerely from me i do hope everything will be fine..be strong ok..berdoa pada Allah. Allah knows what is the best for you both.

mamamarissa said...

i think u need it *hugs*

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