The Best Wedding Proposal Ever !!!

Wish i was her
Lucky girl!

Dinner I'm hungry

Seriously hungry sesangat ni. Waiting for eddie to finish up his quotation and we are heading for dinner. Kenapa hari ni rasa lapar sangat pulak.

Eddie balik dari kk tadi dan terus dtg office. Dia tu tak penat ke. Workaholic betul. But happy sebab dia dah balik. So tk sunyi lagi kat office. He brought back amplang. Supaya terubat rindu saya dgn kk katanya.
Tapi saya rindu clara, bukan amplang. :(

Nak makan yee mee cili kering kat foodcourt. Sedaaap. Panas2 dan pedas2.
Eddie kata dia temankan lepas tu dia kena balik ayah dia sorang kat rumah. Ayah dia tak sihat.

Ok dia dah off pc. Got to go


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Who is Maddi Jane ?

She is a YouTube singer. Very talented and pretty.
Only 13 y.o and amazing.
She has a kind of voice that goes straight to my heart. That is why i love to listen to her.

Subscribe to her in YouTube and listen to her music.
http://www.youtube.com/user/maddijanemusic

She is on twitter & fb also.

Chocolate make you happy

Feel down a bit so its time to look for chocolate based food.

Chocolate make me happy

Bring another friend to make him happy too. Sidd. He drop by to see me.

We found it at Tony Romas...
Love it.

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Saya nak..

Eddie and my boss will go to KK next week to handle an event there. If only I could follow :(

They never ask. Malulah nk offer diri. Mungkin sebab saya masih baru. Banyak lagi nk kena belajar.

Dari tadi lagi cakap kat Eddie,

"Eddie, nak ikut"
"Eddie, nak ikut"

Bila dia nak tanya bos, saya tak bagi. Hehe.

Saya ada sebab kenapa nak ikut sangat.
I miss clara. Rindu dia hari-hari.

I nak call dia everyday tapi tak dapat. Sebab line kat sana tak clear. Kadang-kadang dapat, kadang-kadang tak dapat. Kadang-kadang phone ditutup. I tak dapat la nak demand lebih-lebih. Nanti mereka rasa terganggu pula. So I kira lah 3,4 hari sekali baru call. Penantian itu satu penyeksaan. Everytime dapat cakap dengan dia, dia mesti excited. Banyak betul dia nak cerita. Meleret dari main apa sampai makan apa sampai tengok cerita apa.

Kadang-kadang tak faham apa dia cerita. Budak-budak kan akan cerita je apa terlintas dalam fikiran. Comel sangat.
Dan everytime tu juga dia tanya bila saya nak datang.
:,(

Clara sayang, kalau dekat tiap-tiap hari aunty Nana pergi sana jumpa clara. Peluk clara, cium clara.
Aunty bawa makanan dan buah tiap-tiap hari. Clara memang suka makan buah. Epal, anggur & oren. Good girl.

Bagi saya masa 1,2 bulan lagi bila rasa dah okey dengan kerja dan stabil, saya nak minta untuk bawa clara ke sini. Agak-agak dapat ke? Tak nak fikirlah.
Takut.

Kevin cakap kalau saya tak berani nak cakap, dia pun boleh cakapkan untuk saya. Dia boleh wakilkan saya untuk berbincang. Dia akan cuba dapatkan apa yang saya nak.

Saya nak clara…

Macam nak mintak barang pulak kan? Tapi betul la..saya nak Clara.

Bekal

Bring this ceaser salad to the office today and only now I got time to have it.
Today is soo bz and I have toothache at the wrong time. With swollen gum find it hard to chew even bread.
Sudah hilang kenikmatan utk makan.
Rasa nak demam.
Salad anyone ?

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Work work work

Still at the office. Has 2 proposals to send tomorrow so i've decided to stay back. There are other several colleagues also still working hard here.

Eddie went back already coz he has to send his father to the clinic.

We shared a box of macarooons today but got few pcs left still

Nyum nyum

Nice, i loike

Had a chat with Kevin

Kevin_c : Meet my car

Are_ianna : Nice!

Kevin_c : Good condition. After bargaining like 2 months. That crazy flur finally called me.

Are_ianna : Congrats!

Kevin_c : Nanti datang sini kita pegi jalan-jalan ok

Are_ianna : Siapa nak pergi sana?
Kevin_c : U akan datang pada bulan... Oct nanti !

Are_ianna : Who say so?
Kevin_c : I already set the date. Just come.

Are_ianna : Eh suka je..mana ada duit kita kan baru keje

Kevin_c : I know how to arrange..dont worry about that. i just want you to come. It's too long already i leave you there.

Are_ianna : I am just fine. Jangan susah-susah.

Kevin_c : No. I know who are you seeing, who are you dating, who entertain you now.

Are_ianna : Cool. Ada spy ke?

Kevin_c : Arianna, i have eyes there.

Are_ianna : *Laugh

Kevin_c : Really. I just want to see how far.

Are_ianna : Silly. No one is having affair here.

Kevin_c : I feel sick here. I miss you all the time.

Are_ianna : But if that could make me forget you..why not. i miss you too. but i have to move on. and i find friends to forget you. at least for a while.

Kevin_c : Why do you want to forget me?

Are_ianna : I don't know. I pun sakit. I sunyi. I need someone. I need you.

:,(.

Kevin_c : Sabar sayang. But you still love me right Ms Arianna?

Are_ianna : Yes.

Kevin_c : That's all i want to know. I leave you free, but you are mine.

And this is the cake

Opss forgot the attachment. Still wanna show off. so I resend here :)

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Oreo lemon cheese cake

I've got nothing to do so i made an oreo lemon cheese cake yesterday. The taste was good but the based hancur. Haha. Mungkin sebab saya letak mentega sikit sangat dlm digestive biscuit tu -.-'

Bik hera likes it. She ate it slice after slice till midnite pun dia makan lagi. She likes cake and she is not the type of jaga badan or whatever sbb dia mantain slim dengan jamu ok. :D

Eddie said it was nice too. Oh ye, I told eddie I made the cake dan dia cakap dia nk try. I malu jgk sebab eddie is a good cook. Agaknya buat kek ni tutup mata pun dia boleh buat.

He went to the mosque for nisfu syaaban and he drop by kat pagar at 11pm to pick up the cake after mosque. He came all the way jauh from gombak so I bagi dia lebih sikit. And for his father too. He is staying with his father only. 2 orang saja. I only got to know about his family recently.

And he said I did a good job except for the biscuit part. Not bad for the first timer kan? :)

Dan saya berjaya baca yassin 3 kali malam tadi. Alhamdulillah. Saya dah terlepas 2 tahun malam nisfu syaaban kerana urusan duniawi dan malam tadi rasa sangat bertuah kerana diberi peluang.
Amin ya rabbal alamin.


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Get out

Feel like want to get out of here and find fresh air. But its little too late now. -__-

Had video skype with family in bali earlier. They are fine and ask me to join them. As usual lah. Me just about to settle down with my job. Let me enjoy it first. If I think there is nothing left for me here, then I may join.
But I don't think so.

I told mama

"Mama, I love you"

And mama

"Do you have cancer or something?"

That's my mum -.-"

Tomorrow is saturday already? So fast. Weekend saks!
Don't know what to do. So its gonna be a very looooong day to me.


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Bowl

Reached home at 9pm. Mandi dan makan nugget 5 ketul bik tolong gorengkan. Minum milo semug. Ingat nk tidur terus tapi mata tak mengantuk la pulak.

Nak tengok tv pun tak ada movie best. Bik pun dah masuk tidur boring tengok sorang-sorang.

Today I finished work at 6pm. Masa kemas-kemas nak balik, eddie bagi idea

'Jom bowling!'

Hehehe. Okey je. Kat cosmic. Balik terus pun bosan. So kita orang gi main 2 game sampai koyak kuku. Strike 7 kali sebab jumpa lucky green ball :))

Esok ada meeting pagi kat bukit bintang. I'm going with eddie. Lepas tu ke PD tengok site utk next event. Gonna be bz..but I like. At least saya dapat isi masa-masa saya drp merinduinya.


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Overtimeee

I've been loaded with tonnes of work everyday!
Welcome to the club =) nak kerja sangat kan..haha
Now still at the office and lucky we are paid for overtime. I have to arrange and book whatever needed for the coming event next week. Last minute event but accepted by boss so we have to handle it lah.
I am eating nasi goreng now leftover from lunch today. cooked by eddie. he is a good cook okey, lagi pandai dari saya yang jelasnya.
He likes to cook and bring to the office. And for sure sayalah yang akan jadi tukang makan. he will get me fat but i dont care sebab masakan dia sedap.
There's lots of things i want to tell about eddie.
He is a kind of mysterious guy i've ever met.
Getting to know him made me understand him lesser.
Get what i mean? Haha. told you it's mysterious.

Boss and colleagues have treated me well.
I put Clara's picture in a frame and put it on my table.
Clara in her white gown wearing black hairband with ribbon holding a kitten.
So everyone is guessing how's the father look like? LOL

Rumours about i am girlfriend to eddie also heard.
I am learning to adapt to this new environment.
But so far all are fine.
Dont worry.

I feel like meeting Clara lah.. miss her a lot.

Dont know what time i'll be home today but i dont mind as i have nothing left at home for me to rush there too..better still im here. at least eddie can entertain me with his aweful singing.

Sorry for what you've been through

I had my lunch alone today coz eddie went to kuala langat the whole day, recce for our next project. I supposed to follow him but last minute boss asked me to replace her for a meeting with a supplier. She got to rush to the airport. Damnnn

Ok, was thinking to tapau food and eat at the office pantry but at the same time I want to eat pepper lunch express so I have to eat in. I managed to finish the salmon + egg + rice! With the help of a can of Red Bull.

Kevin was the one who taught me to drink red bull when I told him I got tired very very tired and weak. It works!

I became energetic and went to shop. I bought 5 triumph bras in 15 minutes! Bahahaha
Don't laugh at me

Kevin called me last night. He said 'sorry for what you've been through'
Yeah well I'm sorry for myself too kevin..
Kevin asked about my life now, my job, my friends, my new friend, my daily acitivies. He wanted to know all.

Kevin,
Can you just come back and see it your self? I'm tired of telling you all.
I want you here! Right here !
Now! In front of me!
so I could see your smiling eyes, your sweet smile. Can feel your soft hair and smell your fresh cologne.

Oh kevin...I'm crazy over you

+--+

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Teppanyaki with eddie

He is a pusher.
And always a pusher.
I called him eddie pusher.
He pushed me to eat today.
Saya yang tak ada selera langsung ikut saja time lunch dia ajak makan teppanyaki kat foodcourt.
I'm not really into teppanyaki.
Seriously don't know how to eat the taugeh.
He said 'u kena makan something. U nampak macam nak pengsan'
I said 'u order lah apa-apa nanti I makan aje'
He went to order salmon teppanyaki.
End up I makan salmon & soup nye saja.
Eddie kena habiskan nasi + taugeh.
I rasa taugeh tu macam mentah aje.
Kesian eddie. Haha

I don't feel so good but I have to come to work. Saya ada kerja nak disiapkan. Tak nak nanti boss cakap baru aje kerja dah mc bagai. Today eddie kept looking at me. Bila saya tengok dia, dia senyum. Bila tanya dia kenapa, dia kata nak make sure saya okey. Gile dia.

And the lady boss today ada angin sikit mengamuk dengan sorang staf ni. Tapi bila cakap dengan saya dia ok. Nasib baik. Kalau tak, mesti saya ikut pressure sama nanti.

On the way balik tadi singgah rumah maklong. Lepak kejap. Makan siap2 sedap maklong masak kari ikan. Tapau sikit utk bik then balik rumah. Tengok tv sampai skrg. Saya nak call clara kejap lagi. Rindu sgt dengan dia.


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Emosi

Dapat MC satu hari dan doktor cakap 'miss u dapat penyakit package, kena betul-betul rehat ye'
Demam, selsema, batuk, sakit kepala. Memang package ah.
Pergi klinik drive sendiri. Kalau dulu mesti mama akan tolong bawakan. Sadis.
Balik rumah makan roti sekeping dan makan ubat terus tidur. Dari pukul 12 sampailah pukul 5 ptg. Ubat tu betul-betul buatkan saya mengantuk.
Dah bangun nampak msg2 dari eddie
*Mcamana masih demam ke?*
*Nak makan apa-apa tak?*
*Saya belikan bubur nak?*

Saya reply
*orang sakit tak semestinya nak makan bubur ok*

Dia reply
*Ok kalau macam tu I pastikan I tak beli bubur*

Sejam lepas tu eddie sampai. Adui orang main-main je. Tak sangka dia serius. How he knows where is my house. Mgkn dia tengok alamat saya masa apply kerja hari tu. Dia belikan saya pizza large. Nice. Macamlah orang selera sgt. Saya ambil kat pagar aje. Dan cakap sekejap je.
Esok jumpa kat office boleh lah sambung cerita. Lagipun saya berdiri lama-lama rasa macam pening.

Makan pizza dgn bik hera. Makan sekeping je sbb tak rasa apa-apa. Mulut pahit. Masuk bilik saya email kevin. Cakap saya tak sihat. sampai skrg dia tak ada reply lagi...

Kalau dia ada sini, mesti dia yang akan hantarkan saya makanan. macam dulu-dulu masa saya duduk asrama.

Kenapa saat manis macam tu datang sekejap saja

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Am sick

Got flu, headache, fever, cough. Went to work today. Tapi betul rasa macam tak senang duduk. Nak mc sayang pulak sebab dah sampai ofce. So I just kept quite at my place. Bos suruh pergi klinik I cakap I tak apa-apa.

Eddie sepuluh kali suruh pergi jumpa doktor yg kliniknya pun kat bangunan sebelah aje. Tapi sengaja simpan demam utk esok. Coz esok rasa nak mc duduk rumah dan rehat aje.

I'm sick. I miss my family :,(
I miss clara.
I miss kevin.
I miss everyone.

I watched news dan tertidur depan tv. Bik hera kejutkan suruh masuk bilik. Dia dah siap buatkan milo dan saya makan 2 panadol. Tak ada selera nak makan lagipun tekak sakit. Tengok phone ada 3 sms eddie tanya if I ok. Dia nk tolong bawa gi klinik kalau saya tak larat.

I feel like tuhan sangat sayangkan saya. Dia bawa pergi orang yang selalu jaga saya tapi dia gantikan dengan orang lain pula.
I'm blessed.

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Nothin much

Great. Another boring sunday has passed. With me getting flu, I feel really bad. All are killing me. Except I'll be having late supper tonite with big brother fahmy. He is so busy and has no time to meet or come to visit. Miss our fun time together when we were small. Myself, ijoy and him.

I woke up today and found bik hera cooked nasi goreng cina with karipap sardin. And we ate that for lunch as well. She wanted to cook but I said don't waste coz I don't feel like beria-ia nak makan. Masak utk dia saja kalau dia nak makan. End up we both makan nasi goreng itu lagi for our lunch. Dia pun malas nak masak utk makan sorang2

I called yaya today, she is staying with her sister kat melaka skrg. Masih belum start kerja. She got plan to work in kl but later. Norman is in kl. Mestilah dia nak datang kerja kat sini. I ajak yaya duduk kt rumah ni sama-sama tak lah bosan sgt. Tp dia segan pulak. Pelik budak tu.

Ok dah nak keluar ni. Till later. Bye
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I was lucky enough yesterday

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