Clara mesti sukai

Jalan-jalan time lunch tadi sempat singgah mothercare carikan baju clara. I dah beli 5 pasang tapi masih rasa nak beli lagi.
She's just too cute la rasa macam semua nampak comel kalau dia pakai.
Okey, back to the story, then saya nampak doll house ni. Ala comel sgt. Tapi quite large lah. Nak bwk naik flight mesti sedikit besar nih. tapi mesti clara suka sangat ni.
Mesti dia mula-mula senyum malu-malu tengok ni lepas tu terus main tak nak stop.
Aduii rasa happy la hati saya sekarang ni
Tak boleh stop senyum-senyum

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Not so good news

Last night masa dah tidur separuh jalan dan mimpi tengah mandi laut yang best sangat sebab kalau reality agak takutkan laut, terkejut sebab phone berbunyi.
Tiba-tiba rasa berdebar sebab family jauh kan, kalau bunyi phone tengah malam rasa takut juga kalau-kalau ada emergency.
Tapi bila tengok phone terkejut juga.

Incoming call

Eddie

Kenapa dia call tengah malam ni. Terus terbayang abah dia. Risau kot ada apa-apa jadi. Abah dia kan tak sihat.

Eddie : Assalamualaikum
Saya : Waalaikumsalam. Ada apa eddie..
Eddie : Tak ada apa. Saja.
Saya : Ahh? Terkejut lah. Ada emergency ke?
Eddie : Kat hospital ni.
Saya : Kenapa?
Eddie : Abah. Tadi sesak nafas. Sekarang dalam wad.
Saya : Lahh..dia teruk ke?Eddie : Okey dah sikit. Dah dapat tidur. Tadi macam semput sangat.
Saya : Ohhh..harap tak apa-apa lah dia
Eddie : Okey. Sorry kacau. Tiba-tiba rasa nak call awak. Sebab dah tak ada orang lain lagi nak call
Saya : Tak pe.
Eddie : Takpelah Arianna, kesian awak nak tidur. So sorry. Don’t know why I dialed your number.
Saya : Eh tak apa lah. boleh je kalau nak cerita apa-apa. Tak kisah.

Lepas tu terus borak-borak cerita macam-macam. Kesian dia. At least boleh saya tolong tenangkan dia kalau dia risau sangat. Borak sampai 4 pagi.
Hari ni Eddie Emergency Leave. My kepala pulak dah ting tong. Ngantuk. Kerja banyak ni. Boss pun dah pening in case Eddie cannot make it to KK, dia or other staff kena replace. That’s not a good news to me. Sebab I maybe susah nak curi time gi jumpa Clara nanti kalau boss ada.
Hope everything will be fine these few days.
Kalau sempat nak gi melawat abah eddie petang ni.

Got to continue with the pending work first. Till then..

Magical

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Berbunga-bunga

This morning

Lady Boss : Arianna & Eddie, you both nak pergi KK nanti. To save company’s money, I have to book a sharing room for you both. Okey?
Me : Share room? (Nooo)
Eddie : Nevermind, book for Arianna only.
Me : And you?
Lady Boss : Where are you going to stay?
Eddie : I got friends there. Tak kisah mana-mana pun. Just book for Arianna. She’s a girl can’t simply sleep anywhere.
Lady Boss : So sweet of you Eddie. You know that I’m not that cruel. Just joking lah. Ask Jessie to book 2 rooms and flight ticket too. Fly off Sunday okey, Monday to Friday your group. Back on Friday night.
Me : Sure, no problem (Hati berbunga bunga. Yey yey rasa nak lompat situ juga)

Dah tak fikir pasal kerja lagi. Gonna meet my little Clara next week. Tak sabar nyee

:))))))

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Are we okey?

Selalu ada soalan itu antara kami

"Are we okey?"

Kadang-kadang kevin tanya saya, kadang-kadang saya tanya kevin.
Apa tandanya tu?
Mungkin sebab sesekali kena kejutkan sesiapa yang tidur supaya back to the track. Atau bila tanya tu tanda nya keadaan tidak berapa baik?

Well, tak tahulah..yang pasti soalan itu saya yang tanya semalam.
Coz i felt like left behind. Missing.
And jawapannya masih sama.

"Of course dear. Nothing's changed"

Or are we waiting for the time when the answer is not the way we want to hear?

I hate it now. I hate it when we are separated.

My life is not interesting anymore, and my blog too.. -.-"

My readers can feel it. Kan kan kannnnnnn ????????

Siapa boleh tolong ?

Tension nya bila buka blog ada iklan kat tepi tu, tu kat tepi tu.
You all nampak tak bila buka blog ni?
Ke i sorang je yang nampak?
I didnt sign up for any advert like that so kenapa tiba-tiba ada menepek kat tepi tu.
Kacau ah..

Ada sapa-sapa pandai boleh tolong ajar saya macam mana nak buang iklan tu.
Help me please


Kalau dapat income takpe jugak kan ?? Hehe

Focus focus focus

I am tied with a lots of work. Happening and incoming. I wanted to write but at the same time got no idea and I am just too lazy to think maybe. I logged in and logged out. Thehehe
I just jumped to several blogs, read them and click X. Don’t even bother to give comment pun. So lazy me.
I admit.
Thanks to those yang masih sudi bagi komen or write to me in email. Love you.

We are short of staffing here coz a colleague has resigned last 2 weeks. So his works come under me now.
And he liked to pending pending his job and play around. At the end of the time, he quit and left me with a whole burden. Eddie tried to help clearing his mess also but he got another lots of work also.

And our trip to KK also has been postponed. Left me in stress!
More stress as I don’t get to see my baby there. I thought of meeting her this week so I have prepared many things to bring to her. It has been few months since we last met. Im sure clara has grown up. Dem miss her so much.

During lunch today
Eddie : Nak makan ape?
Me : Ntah. Tak selera
Eddie : What’s with the sour face?
Me : Nothing
Eddie : Ok kalau tak nak makan kita gi bowling je lah
Me : Lunch hour ni?
Eddie : Tak salah kan

Betul juga. Apa salahnya.
Hilang stress dapat gelak-gelak.

I know eddie pun susah hati sebab banyak kerja. Lagi ayah dia tak sihat.
But he looks cool. And always smile when I looked at him from my work station.
I wish I can stay focus like him.

Cos I am loosing focus now.

-_-“

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Yes, tempahan dibuka lagi kepada yang missed utk order yang lepas boleh lah mengambil kesempatan ini ye. kepada yang email request dan kat fb juga sekarang order dah buka lagi. hope u happy :). cepat pilih dan email saya. Cuma kali ni harga dah naik sikit sebab harga sudah dinaikkan oleh supplier, so no choice. Naik singgit aje. Tak banyak hehe..

Design
RABBIT,CAT,FISH,DINO,HORSE,DOG

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Price :
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Postage

+RM7 semenanjung
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Measurement
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Material - ultra soft 250 thread count sateen cotton material
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6 Design to choose (Dog, Horse, Rabbit, Cat, Fish and Dino)
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Sertakan

CAT
1) Nurulhuda (paid)
2) Nurulhuda (paid)
3) Nurulhuda (Paid)
4) Ahmad Mauluddin (Paid)
5) Putri Zulaikha (Paid)
6) Nurulhidayu (Paid)
7) Marina (paid)
8) Farah Azyan (paid)
9) Norhayati S (paid)
10) Norafida (paid)
11) Fazhana
12) Emy Zuraina (paid)
13) Wan Najwatul (Paid)

HORSE
1) Nurul Syahieza (paid)
2) Marina (paid)
3) Fazhana
4) Siti Saodah
5) Siti Saodah

FISH
1) Norhayati S (paid)
2) Norafida (paid)
3) Bella (paid)
4) Noor Sazleen
5) Emy Zuraina (paid)
6) Syzn Rzki (paid)

RABBIT
1) Nurul Syahieza (paid)
2) Nurulhidayu (paid)
3) Sherlly (paid)
4) Fazhana
5) Wan Najwatul (paid)
6) Rabiatul Adawiyah
7) Farra Rahman

DINO

1) Monica Lok (paid)
2) Nurul Syahieza (paid)
3) Farah Azyan (paid)
4) Khairunnisa (paid)
5) Bella bella (paid)
6) Nazzian (paid)
7) Emma Audrey
8) Noor Sazleen
9) Ainina
10) Emy Zuraina (paid)
11) Akma & Rai (paid)
12) Sha Cute (Paid)
13) Sha Cute (Paid)
14) Farra Rahman

3 years and still counting..

Time flies so fast...

Rasa macam baru je kenal dia. Macam baru je buat keputusan berani terima dia ke dalam hidup saya walaupun tahu jalan di depan sangat mencabar dan berliku.
Tanggungjawab yang diambil akan digalas ke akhirnya.
Walaupun happy or sad ending, i'll make it to the end.

No. There's no celebration or wishes from either one of us.
To celebrate this 3rd anniversary.
Should it be celebrated??

I dont know.


But some one has asked me out today.
And i accepted it.
Just to cure my heart ache.
I guess..

Anyway,
kevin, happy 3rd year together.
We are still counting..and i still love you.

So much.


I miss you kev =,(

Bayang-bayang

hye
Quite a bz week
Don't really have time to write
Ada group minggu ni, 3 group pulak tu sekali masuk so we all sgt sgt busy
Tak jadi lagi ke sabah minggu ni
Because of this group
Minggu depan mungkin
And boss said that I can go with eddie
Yea yea yea
Happy terus call clara bagitahu
Tell her aunty nana will come to see you
And she is happy too
:)))

These few days kan, seems like I ternampak bayang-bayang hitam la selalu
Of course la bayang-bayang warna hitam
But the thing is that wasnot my bayang
Macam nampak kat ekor-ekor mata
Macam last nite masa tengah masak nasi goreng kat dapur ada nampak macam ada orang masuk dapur so I tot itu bik hera.
I pun cakap malam ni kita makan nasi goreng ye
Tapi diam
So I pusing tengok tak ada orang
Pelik. Lepas tu panggil bibik dia cakap dia kt atas tak ada turun bawah
Great

Hari tu masa bangun pagi I terus ke depan on tv
Macam nampak bayang orang kat dapur so who else I ingat bik la
Tiba-tiba bibik masuk dari pintu depan baru lepas siram pokok
Huh ???!!!

Ok
Mungkin my brain is playing around
Sebab I rasa selalu sunyi dlm rumah ni
Banyak bilik tak pakai sekarang
Dan selalu rindu family
So otak mungkin ciptakan appearance mcm tu utk hiburkan hati I
Logik tak ???


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Hoodies Jilbab Cool

Wow!

First time tengok ni terus teruja rasa macam nak cakap wow wow banyak kali. Smart betul ni. Seriously hoodies jilbab sangat cool.

Walaupun bertudung masih boleh nampak sangat bergaya.

Gaya model dan artis je bayangkan kalau pakai hoodies ni dan makan kat mamak. Mesti orang asyik menoleh aje tengok.

Kepada yang tidak bertudung pun ada style sendiri boleh pakai ni. jeans or short. HOT babeh

Okey siapa nak join kelab hoodies jilbab mari sini.

Certain color dah ada ready stock. siapa cepat dia dapat.

I suka turqoise ! My fav color. u ?

Okey harganya RM60

Tidak termasuk postage

Boleh email saya kalau berminat : blackribboncloset@yahoo.com

Sertakan nama/ alamat/ phone no/ color/ kuantiti

Update : Now color available are Yellow,Purple,Blue,Pink,Dark brown,Grey

Semakin kurus?

Emak dah bising kenapa gambar raya nampak semakin kurus?
Errr..
Dia sambung lagi, kalau macam tu datang pindah sini je.
Ye, kalau dekat dengan emak, makan pakai terurus. Nak makan ape je emak masakkan. kalau tak ada selera, emak carikan makanan untuk terbitkan selera kita.
Okeylah, kena gemukkan badan sedikit untuk kurangkan tanggapan negatif emak.

Bad day

I had a bad day. Feels like singing sad songs.
Lalalala

My car broke down on the way to the office today. Then had headache all day. Adding to that kena makian dari customer yg tak puas hati dengan restoran yang saya arrangekan. Restoran spoiled tapi saya yang kena. Nice.

Left the office sharp sharp at 5. Give up. Malas nak fikir. Went in midV jalan-jalan. Went up went down. Bookstore, mothercare, carikan baju utk clara. Toys r us. Bla bla bla. Eddie text me every 15mins asking where am I. Dia cakap risau saya gi mana. Huh gile dia takkan pegi bunuh diri pula.

Ok now I want to enjoy my laksa and soya bean.
Dah. Lepas ni I think I'll be absolutely fine.

Bismillah...


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Snackin for bfast

Bring this for snack time but since I got nothing to eat for bfast and feel so hungry so ini pun boleh lah.

Eddie is at kepong today and is not coming to the office so rasa boring sikit. Why I have to mention his name often because he is the one whom I communicate and see most of the time everyday besides bik hera. So pls excuse him. Hihi

Next week eddie gonna go to kk. Last time eddie tak jadi pergi. And I m going to propose myself to join him to my lady boss. Ya Allah bukakanlah pintu hati dia utk bagi green lighT.
Rindu sangat sangat dgn clara. Saya ada belikan dia baju kurung utk raya wpun dia tak ada utk raya sama-sama. Last week dia demam. Rasa nk nangis dengar suara dia serak-serak sebab batuk kuat. I wonder dia dijaga dgn betul tak. Siapa jaga waktu mkn ubat, siapa selimutkan dia malam-malam.
Tsk

I got to continue working..till then


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Happy Bday

I don't know that today is his birthday. Dia pulak yg belanja dinner dan masa hantar balik baru dia bagitahu hari ni birthday dia.

Happy birthday eddie. Nice dinner. Thanks.

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Maaf batin & zahir

Back to work. Office pun sunyi sepi. Beberapa orang je kerja. Tapi boss pagi-pagi dah masuk office.
How workaholic. Wish to be like her.

But anyway I feel like its good also that I am back to work today. Tak tahan dah dalam mood raya. Coz it killing me. Haha. 2 hari spend raya rumah maklong. Melayan tetamu dan saudara mara datang. Raya ke-3 dah balik rumah bagitahu maklong ada kerja nak buat. Padahal pressure. When everytime makan atau dengar lagu raya mesti hati jadi sedih. Manja sangat kan. Pagi-pagi raya mama call pun dah berderai air mata. So did Mama lah. Apa lagi kan. Dia cakap dia lagi sedih sebab tak complete anak-anak sambut raya. Lagipun kat tempat orang tak sama macam kat sini. And papa called me from his office. Nice, pagi raya ada conference call dengan overseas client. Lagi kesian.

On 2nd day raya Eddie call pagi-pagi. Dia tanya boleh datang raya tak. Kesian dia. Mintak izin bagai. Ajaklah dia datang walaupun bukan rumah sendiri tapi maklong tak kisah pun kalau kawan datang raya. Open house raya kan. So eddie datang lah. jamu dia makan semua. Dia kata rumah dia tak ada apa-apa. Dia nak masak tapi abah dia cakap tak payah sebab tak ada orang pun akan datang beraya. Alamak kesiannya. So, saya tapaukan dia rendang, ketupat dan lontong kirim kat abah dia. Fahmy terkejut tengok saya ajak eddie datang rumah dia ingat itu bf baru saya. Bunguk. Tapi saya tengok eddie pandai bawak diri. dan maklong cakap baik budak tu. Eh tiba-tiba semua nak usik-usik sampai eddie pun jadi segan. Saya rilek je. Buat apa nak segan. No heart feelings.

Semalam baru dapat call dari Kevin. Wish me selamat hari raya. Walaupun terlewat 3 hari tapi its fine as long as he still remember. Tak nak lah merajuk or marah-marah. Don’t want to waste my time sulking. No point juga. As long as he called, feel good and happy coz waiting for it since weeks ago. Kevin cakap dia busy dengan mid term exam. Whatever. I don’t care.
Dengar suara dia pun dah bagi sedikit semangat pada saya. Guess u know how u could be when missing some one. Makan tak kenyang, mandi tak basah. Told him that i’m happy he call but I’m fine and doing everything i want to do now. Maksud saya, saya buat apa yang saya nak sekarang tanpa dia tahu dan dapat lihat. Dia kata dia tak dapat buat apa-apa sebab dia tak ada di sini. Rumit tapi dia serahkan pada saya untuk jaga apa yang saya buat. Dan pesan supaya jangan sesekali lupakan dia.

Things getting complicated and gap getting wider and wider.
But love is still there.

Susah nak explain. SO don’t confused yourself thinking.
There are several e-mails I received, already read them and emails are about myself, Kevin and eddie too.. =) now eddie pun dah terinvolved. Kalau dia tahu apa dia rasa ye. Hehe. but telling u that I feel comfortable with him. as a friend he is very kind and feel easy to talk and do whatever together. But that doesn’t mean apa-apa lah. he is just another one man Im lucky to meet in this world besides Kevin.

Thanks for writing. Insyaallah saya akan balas nanti. Million thanks for your advices. Appreciate it. lucky to have readers who care…

Last but not least, ucapan selamat hari raya untuk semua readers bvlgarigirl.blogspot.com
I’ll keep on writing insyaallah selagi ada kisah untuk dikongsikan.
Mohon maaf batin dan zahir.